Chapter 737: Guilt

Heizi turned around and saw Shen Wei lying on the bed, with thin eyelids, a short inch, and a pale and thin face, looking clean and clean, but not a little angry.

Heizi had seen Shen Wei before, but ten years ago he was just an eight or nine-year-old boy, naughty and playful, and his temperament was also very wild, he climbed trees and stole melons in the village all day long, causing trouble and fighting everywhere, but he was only willing to listen to Shen Xiaojuan's words.

The relationship between people is probably really destined by birth, he was very poor in the countryside at that time, and his parents didn't want to see him, so he followed Shen Xiaojuan all day long, but he didn't expect that the child had an accident later, in order to treat him, his sister also worked hard to earn money, but he still didn't escape the arrangement of fate and went early.

Probably this child doesn't know that Xiao Hong is taking care of him now, just now on the way, her mother called her to ask for money and she said no, if she knew that she spent all the money on irrelevant children, maybe how she would make a fuss.

Therefore, Kuroko feels that the relationship between people is predestined. Kuroko stood in front of the bed and didn't know what to say, he was also present at the time of the incident and witnessed everything, so now he is a little speechless in the face of these "evil consequences".

Xiao Hong didn't greet him, took off her coat and got up and went out to fill some hot water and bring in a warm towel.

"Do you need my help?" Kuroko asked.

Xiao Hong naturally refused: "No! ”

She has been cleaning up Shen Wei alone for so many years, and now she won't pretend to be his hand, and Heizi can only stand next to him, watching Xiao Hong wipe Shen Wei's face familiarly, and after wiping it, she stirred the wet towel again to wipe his arm little by little.

Under the light, Xiao Hong was half-arched, her half-long hair was tied up at will, her sweater was half-sleeved, and her arms were slender and fair, and Shen Wei's was even worse, because she rarely saw sunlight, and she had been bedridden for many years, and the arm that Xiao Hong had gently held in her hand was so thin that it didn't look like a nineteen-year-old boy at all.

Xiao Hong helped Shen Wei wipe it back and forth several times, including his fingers that had been bent together for many years and had been somewhat deformed, she carefully straightened them one by one, and then wiped the gap between the knuckles and fingers with a towel soaked in water.

"Do you feel anything?" She asked, her face expressionless.

Kuroko rubbed his cheek with his hand again.

He didn't know what to say, it had been a long time since that incident, but the evil consequences had continued, and now the nineteen-year-old Shen Wei was lying in front of him like a waste, as if reminding him of those evil deeds back then.

Kuroko said, "I'm sorry......"

Xiao Hong said, "You don't have to say sorry, and he can't hear it." ”

Kuroko said, "No, I'm sorry because of you. ”

"Because of me?" Xiao Hong smiled, stirred the towel again and changed it to Shen Wei's other arm, and didn't look at the sunspot, and replied while wiping, "Then it's even more unnecessary, you didn't feel sorry for me, and this sentence shouldn't be said by you." ”

Shen Wei is Shen Xiaojuan's younger brother and not Xiao Hong's younger brother, and this is also clear to the sunspot, but when he saw that Xiao Hong kept his promise and guarded this vegetative brother for his friends for so many years, he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart, but now it seems that saying anything is useless, everything is wrong.

Heizi stood aside and stopped talking, quietly watching Xiao Hong help Shen Wei clean up, dry his hands, and uncover the quilt on the bed.

Xiao Hong pulled out the tube, gently opened his leg and looked at it carefully, the place where the tube was intubated was a little red, so she changed into a warm towel to clean the place little by little, and finally began to apply ointment......

At that time, the bedside light was soft, Xiao Hong was bent over cooking, and there was no embarrassment or impatience from her expression to her eyes, as if she had done this kind of thing thousands of times, and she was familiar with it and took it for granted, but Kuroko felt as if her throat was being pinched tightly by something, and she couldn't make any sound, so she could only stand next to her.

After Xiao Hong helped Shen Wei apply the ointment, he took out something from the drawer next to him, which was a little weird in shape.

Kuroko couldn't help but ask, "What are you holding in your hand?" ”

Xiao Hong: "Urinary catheter." ”

Kuroko: "Urinary catheter? ”

Xiao Hong: "See you for the first time?" ”

Kuroko: "......"

Xiao Hong: "Long-term intubation can lead to urinary tract infection, so I will ask my aunt to help him remove the tube and change the urinary catheter at night." ”

Kuroko: "There's a difference?" ”

Xiao Hong: "Of course there is a difference, you don't need to be directly intubated to wear this." ”

Xiao Hong covered her head and continued to fiddle, but Heizi suddenly swallowed her breath and turned around.

He knew that Shen Wei had been taken care of by Xiao Hong all these years, and he had heard from his subordinates that Shen Xiaojuan had left a sum of money at that time. He always thought that the money should be enough for Shen Wei's medical expenses, otherwise, Xiao Hong was not related to him, why did he take care of him until now? He only understood after knowing that he came over today to see it with his own eyes.

Xiao Hong has to pay high medical expenses and hospitalization fees every month, as well as the salary of a nurse, and Shen Xiaojuan's little money can't last long.

Maybe Shen Xiaojuan chose to die because she couldn't bear such heavy pressure. She entrusted Shen Wei to Xiao Hong because she wanted her to make up her mind for herself.

Because of Shen Wei's situation, if the family chooses to give up, it is also reasonable. But after all, Shen Wei made it like this because of Shen Xiaojuan, and she couldn't do it herself at all, after all, he still had a breath.

Who would have thought that Xiao Hong would take care of Shen Wei for so many years. Wipe his body, excrement, and the seemingly never-ending ties day after day, year after year, these are all things that others may not see, but she needs to bear it silently.

"I'll wait for you outside!" Heizi couldn't stand it anymore, pushed the door and went to the balcony, Xiao Hong was busy inside for a while, about ten minutes later, he heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, the old door of the balcony was pushed open with a "squeak", and Xiao Hong finally walked out with a coat.

Kuroko: "Done?" ”

Xiao Hong: "It's done." He turned to look at the dark lake below.

Heizi was silent for a while, and finally asked, "Shen Wei has been living here for the past few years?" ”

Xiao Hong: "That's right! ”

Kuroko: "It's always been like this? ”

Xiao Hong: "What's the situation?"

Kuroko: "That's it...... Lying like this, no reaction? ”

Xiao Hong seemed to have heard a very novel sentence, she couldn't help laughing, and turned her face to look at Kuroko: "He is a vegetative person, from a medical point of view, except for retaining some instinctive nerve reflexes and material energy metabolism, he no longer has any cognitive ability and autonomous activities, referred to as irreversible coma, what reaction do you expect him to have?" ”

Kuroko: "......" lost his words again, feeling that it was meaningless to say anything now.

Xiao Hong didn't seem to be fluctuating, just raised her eyes to pay attention to his expression.

"You feel guilty?"

“……”

"Actually, Shen Wei's accident had little to do with you, and I know that you sent him to the hospital in the end."

One sentence hooked up the scene of the year again, Xiao Hong leaned on the railing and took a breath, there were some things she didn't dare to recall, just as she didn't dare to inquire about some plots that she didn't know, but standing outside Shen Wei's hospital room today, and this man who could be regarded as the only man who knew the whole thing back then was also present, Xiao Hong felt that she should always ask something she didn't know.

"Tell me how you dealt with him back then!"

The floor of the sanatorium is not high, standing on the balcony can only see a small area of the hospital, but the night is too dark, I can't see anything clearly, I just feel very quiet, plus there are fewer people during the Spring Festival, and there are even only a few lights in the ward area, but the wind is obvious, as if whistling from the gap between the mountains.

Xiao Hong only wore a coat on her body, but she didn't put on her sleeves, and hastily covered her shoulders, probably because it was cold, so she tightened her coat again.

Kuroko turned to look ahead, but his hand unconsciously touched into his trouser pocket, took out another cigarette and lit it, and smoked several times in a row before slowly speaking: "I was at the door of the hotel when Shen Wei went to look for his sister that night, and he probably went in because he saw the car." ”

Ten years ago, there were very few private cars in the countryside, so the Toyota off-road that Kuroko drove for Liang Kuan was very ostentatious, and Shen Wei recognized the car, so he could know that his sister was in the hotel for the first time.

Kuroko: "I should have stopped him at the time, but I didn't. ”

Xiao Hong: "You did it on purpose?" ”

Kuroko: "I can't say it on purpose, but I know what the thing in it is, bald and pot-bellied, don't say it's you guys even I want to vomit when I look at it." At that time, he and Kuan Ye had just started to cooperate, and Kuan Ye had to rely on his power, so he intended to win him over, and you were the first step for Kuan Ye to win him over. ”

"First step?" Xiao Hong sneered, it was really lifting, a few of their girls would actually become an important figure in Liang Kuan's grand cause, "What is the first step, at best, it is just a thing that has been handed over to give away!" ”

Kuroko: "Xiao Hong! ”

Xiao Hong shook her head and narrowed her eyes again: "You go on." ”

Heizi took another puff of cigarette: "Maybe it's because after you escaped, you have vigilance, he knows that Shen Xiaojuan is also a strong personality, so he told me to keep an eye at the door of the hotel, for fear of making an accident, when her brother passed, I happened to be in the car, didn't stop him, and it didn't take long to hear movement inside, I got out of the car and rushed in, and heard the man's shout from the side of the stairs, don't look at Shen Wei, his strength is not small, and he can do it, and the man was covered in blood at that time......"

What happened that night was so chaotic that when Shen Xiaojuan told Xiao Hong about what happened at that time, she couldn't tell it herself, so that many years later, she thought that it was a dream, if it weren't for her brother who had become a vegetative person......

But sometimes Xiao Hong would feel that it was really just a dream, including Shen Wei going to the hotel to find his sister, and Shen Wei being pushed downstairs.

Kuroko: "At first, I thought it was Xiaojuan's sister and brother who were injured, after all, the other party was a man with five big and three thick, and Xiaojuan and her brother were just children. But the man stood on the stairs and told me to catch Xiaojuan, so I went out to chase for a while, and when I came back, I found that Shen Wei had an accident, lying at the staircase of the hotel, and later the hotel people told me that he should have been pushed downstairs, with his head on the ground, and the back of his head just hit the pillar on the first floor. ”

What a strikingly similar scene, it all happened in a hotel. Xiao Hong remembered the situation when she ran away, and those unbearable memories began to play back in her mind like a movie, and she couldn't help but close her eyes......