Chapter 7 Behind Despair Is Hope

In the dream, he saw a light, a warm light. He walked slowly to the light and asked, "Who are you?" ”

Light: "Hello, Luo Yuming, I am a creator. ”

Luo Yuming: "Creation? Listen to the name, you and that bastard of time are also in the same group? ”

Creation: "I'm sorry, Luo Yuming. I'm sorry for what my child did to you. ”

Luo Yuming: "Your child? Then you don't care about your bear children, how many years have you been a disaster to the world. ”

Creation: "Ah, Mr. Luo Yuming, why don't I care about her, but the premise of every transcendence dimension is the destruction of oneself, my child cannot destroy himself, and I cannot destroy my child." So no matter how much I love my child, I will never see her, I will never touch her, no matter how much I want to hug her. ”

Luo Yuming: "So you are?" ”

Creation: "That's right, I'm the fifth dimension. A five-dimensional made up of an infinite number of four dimensions. Mr. Luo, do you remember what you said? ”

Luo Yuming: "Which sentence?" ”

Creation: "You said that perfection is the process of going from fragmentation to wholeness, and yes, the system of dimensions is indeed like this. Let me give you an example, just like you human beings, who are the most spiritual in the nine dimensions, the whole development of humanity has gone from fragmentation to wholeness: villages, tribes, city-states, princes, states, national unions, the United Nations, the Earth Federation, the cosmic union... And so on, and these relationships are a microcosm of the relationships between the dimensions. But your words are still a little wrong, there is no such thing as perfection in dimensions, perfection is only relative to his sub-dimensions. So this system has an infinite number of Luo Yuming, an infinite amount of time, and an infinite number of creations. I'm just a trivial point in the system. So I'm not perfect, and if I were perfect, I wouldn't never see my children. And I'm here because I have a request for you. ”

Luo Yuming: "Do you want me?" What are you asking for? ”

Create: "I want you to redeem my child time." ”

Luo Yuming: "Huh? Redeem the one that is going to turn me into an RBQ (** subordinate)? Why should I go? ”

Creation: "For only you have the power to free her pain." ”

Luo Yuming: "Strength, what power?" ”

Creation: "The power of hope, human beings have emotions that can bring infinite possibilities, so human beings have infinite possibilities of hope, and among all people, you are the best at turning hope into power." Only you humans can break the limits of the world, because you are the most spiritual, and even if the body is destroyed, you will still have spirituality, and you have infinite possibilities. And you, Luo Yuming, you broke the boundary, this may also be the choice of order. You happen to have, or you don't necessarily have, the bowl of soup that will get rid of your spirituality completely, and your destiny in this life is to liberate my children. Although we also have emotions, we are not as vibrant as yours, in other words, once we are hopeless, it is difficult for us to find hope on our own. You should have noticed that my silly child always says that she has no emotions, but in fact she is just deceiving herself. We come from you who are broken, how can we not have emotions? It's just that our emotional rigidity is too simplistic. There is only good and evil in the heart of time, while in mine there is honesty and deception. So as long as she is still deceiving herself, I am miserable, and the reason she is miserable is because she no longer believes in goodness and has given up her hope. ”

Luo Yuming: "Then how can you prove that you are not lying to me now?" Your child has now chosen evil, and how can I be sure that you are not choosing to cheat? ”

Creation: "No, Mr. Luo, my child has never chosen evil, he is just tormented by evil!" It's like I'm being cheated and tormented right now. And she was tortured because you humans hurt her. ”

Luo Yuming: "We hurt him? ”

Creation: "Yes, it was you who brought despair to her, and it is because of you humans that you humans have stopped believing in the good, and have since gone to extremes to torture yourself." The system is absolutely fair, and when you are determined to get what you want, you have to face the challenges that lie ahead, and the suffering you face has nothing to do with my children. And my stupid boy lied to himself that it was a misery he had created for you. She always says that she is the god of fate, but in fact, she is really like what you say: just a guardian of the rules, an ordinary existence within the system. Because she couldn't recognize her position, she could only be confused in her hesitation. ”

Luo Yuming: "But even if a human hurt her, why do you want me to wipe my ass?" Who did I recruit and who did I mess with? Whoever messes with it cares. ”

Create: "It's true that the bell must be tied to the bell, but the person who hurt time is permanently broken." Luckily, time now believes that you are exactly the same as the first person who hurt him, so now only you can open her knot. After my child was blinded by hatred, she began to think that she could create like me, and he thought that she could create evil to torment you, just as you hurt her, and she wanted to take revenge on human society by torturing you, so your misery became a symbol of victory over human society for her. But in my eyes, she is nothing more than a poor fool who clings to ethereal arrogance and lacks the approval of others, and is lonely and helpless! ”

Luo Yuming: "Pity? The poor fool gave me a become

BQ's fate? No matter how you quibble, it is an indisputable fact that time chose such a fate for me! And I don't have a choice yet? And I want to thank you? ”

Create: "You really don't have a choice, unless you really want to be one."

bq。 ”

Luo Yuming: "I want to be."

bq! What are you tm to be Lao Tzu? I've had enough! Your kid is fooling himself about my? Am I not kidding myself? What are you two? Is one white-faced, the other-red-faced? Do you know? I had been lying to myself until just now, and behind the despair was hope! But after I saw you two gods, I couldn't fool me. You tell me, why do I always get despair? The people I saved in my last life were almost ten figures, but in the end, my family was ruined and there were no corpses! And now in this life, another bastard came and told me that I would become a certain one, or a few dead perverts, to vent their desires! I tm ask you! Why did Lao Tzu live such a life? Why will my life tomorrow never be worthy of my suffering today! I've had enough! Why should I redeem her! What do I get! ”

Create: "You can get everything you want." ”

Luo Yuming: "Are you lying to a fool?" I don't even have the ability to rob right now, and you're telling me I can get everything I want? ”

Create: "You're always like this, always repeating the same mistakes." ”

Luo Yuming: "Wrong? Let me ask you, Lao Tzu defends the country and saves the dawn of life, am I wrong? ”

Create: "That's right. ”

Luo Yuming: "Then Lao Tzu asks you again, I am honest and straightforward, and I said what I wanted, am I wrong?" I'm a disfigured person! But half of my face saved half a city! I want to be pretty, am I wrong? ”

Create: "That's right. ”

Luo Yuming: "Then why do I want to live like this?" I count these six years, I have lived thirty-seven years, but what have I gained in these thirty years? When I died, I was a virgin when I was martyred. Why, I know what you mean, from broken to whole, but now I am broken! I'm suffering! That's the reality! Suppose one day I am really arrested and am about to be beaten by the wall, I say to the pervert: emptiness is color, color is emptiness, I am you, you are me. Will he let me go? Is it possible? So you tell me, what was wrong with me? ”

Creation: "You're wrong and you've lost yourself." ”

Luo Yuming: "Huh? If you lose yourself, then I redeem your children, is it to find yourself? Do you know what I really want? ”

Create: "I know. ”

Luo Yuming: "Then you say!" ”

Creation: "You want your friendship back, you want your love back, you want back everything you've lost, you want to have hope of living." ”

Luo Yuming: "Then give it to me!" ”

Creation: "I can't give it to you, because in the last life you gave them up on your own!" ”

Luo Yuming: "Myself? I... I fought for my homeland with all my might! Save my fellow citizens from foreign slaughter, and then you tell me now that I am doing a hopeless thing, a thing that makes no sense to myself? What I did was wrong! Is it necessary to sacrifice the small self for the sake of the big self? What is the difference between this and a slave, I was a spiritual slave in my previous life, and I am going to become a physical slave in this life? It's hard for me not to believe it, you're just making fun of me, how could I believe you with your few! How could I possibly believe in hope? ”

Create: "No, if you really think like that, you're really hopeless." ”

Luo Yuming: "But that's the reality. ”

Creation: "I said Mr. Luo, the most powerful weapon you humans have is emotion. You are infinite in possibility, and we are infinite in possibility. Don't be fooled by appearances, once you are deceived by appearances, you will be bathed in this infinite despair. Why did I find you? Why does time find you? There is providence in the dark, and we have come to admit that you have the power to change all this! Because what supports you to move forward is your most essential strength. ”

Luo Yuming: "This sentence is empty. ”

Creation: "But you won a war with this sentence."

Luo Yuming was silent, and this sentence hooked up his countless experiences in his previous life.

Creation: "All your life you have hated hatred, hatred of oppression, and longing for freedom and equality. But you also know that this utopian ideal has never appeared in the world, because the principle of the world is from broken to whole, and all kinds of experiences make up the so-called perfection, and time comes from all the broken human beings in this world. So without all that indifference and oppression, exploitation and evil, how can humanity be broken? How is the world moving forward? So existence is reasonable, and all your suffering is inevitable. ”

Luo Yuming: "What is this?" Philosophy class? Lao Tzu, I fight that kind of battle, that is, I have been destroying evil? Do you think I don't understand that? Sin is justified, and so is it that I destroy it! ”

Creation: "Indeed, you understand all of this, you have already understood the truth of all things in the world, but you do not understand the meaning of "I". You don't understand yourself, you don't understand your own weakness, and you don't understand your own strength. Although you shout every day that you only live for yourself in this life, the more this attachment is, the more you prove that you are unfamiliar with yourself! Do you really know what makes you desperate? Because of your own face? Because of the evil hidden in the shadows? It's like healing, you can't even find the cause! How do you redeem yourself, how do you redeem everything you love! ”

Luo Yuming: "Then you say!" Tell me why I'm angry! ”

Creation: "You are so angry because you recall the regrets of your past life. You yourself have said it just now - tomorrow's life will never be worthy of today's suffering, and you have been held back by this sentence. The so-called one moment of heaven and one moment of hell, you have been torturing your heart with all kinds of regrets and doubts in your previous life, although you pretend to be strong on the surface, but in fact you have been torturing yourself with one suicidal mission after another, using this extreme way to find the so-called answer. But I can tell you that the answer is not death anyway! So from the moment you kill yourself, you've made a mistake. It is an indisputable fact that you yourself gave up everything about yourself and yourself! ”

Luo Yuming: "So, so this life is because of this... Just because of this, I'm going to become a tool for venting my desires? Don't I even have the right to choose how I want to die? ”

Creation: "Why do you have to regard the fate of this life as torture?" You are committing a mistake, not a sin! If it's wrong, you can fix it! Why can't you just see this life as an opportunity? An opportunity you've always dreamed of. Do you really want to take control of your destiny? No, you just want the people you love and the people who love you to be with you in this life! Why should I let you go to Redemption Time? Because salvation is a kind of self-salvation. Essentially, time comes from the broken you, you and time itself are one, and on the surface, you and time are both stopped because of the same mistakes, you are both doubting goodness, you are both embracing despair, you are both tormented by the evil of time. And in your previous life, didn't you also take revenge on human society in your own way because of the collapse of your faith? The two of you are too similar, really too similar, so you can only truly liberate yourself if you redeem her. So I ask you, don't you really want to use your own hands to heal the regrets of your past life? Don't you think this is the regret medicine that countless people dream of? Do you really think that your coming into this world is the time for her to mess around? The most unique and painful thing for you is that we don't have a coincidence! The road is now in front of you, why don't you dare to take it? Have you forgotten what you said to the world before? You have said that whoever imposes despair on us, we have the right to send despair back. So now what you want is right in front of you, and this is the closest you've ever gotten to success, so it's really not worth fighting again? Embrace time in your own way, embrace your own happiness, and get out of that MΓΆbius ring? ”

After the time was finished, Luo Yuming was stunned, he was at a loss and tears welled up, I don't know how long it took for him to use his trembling lips and dysfunctional vocal cords to try to pronounce.

Luo Yuming: "I will... If you say that, I will ... ”