God said, He is too lonely, and I will give him a wife, the Book of Genesis.

That night, Professor Ye sat on the sofa in the living room watching TV, and Shen Xuejiao sat down and chatted about family life.

Chatting and chatting, the topic turned to Ye Qingfeng.

"Godmother, if Qingfeng likes a girl and is not a returnee, will you really object?"

"What am I against?" Professor Ye is shrewd, she said, "Who he is with is his business, I trust my son's vision!" ”

Shen Xuejiao was overjoyed, "However, you said that the daughter-in-law of the Ye family must be a returnee...... Dr."

Professor Ye sighed faintly and said, "That's right, the requirements were set by me, you may not know, in the third year of junior high school, there was a girl who was very infatuated with him and wrote to him every day, and then the girl's parents found out, so they came to our house to make trouble, not to say that Qingfeng hooked up with their daughter, so that Qingfeng broke off the girl's thoughts, and the result was ......"

"What happened?"

Professor Ye said with palpitations, "After Qingfeng rejected the girl, the girl was very sad, so she tricked Qingfeng to the top of the building, and wanted to drag my son to die together, Qingfeng had a big life, and only broke one leg, but unfortunately the girl couldn't be rescued, so I set this condition, so that when he meets a girl he doesn't like, he can move out of me and refuse the other party, is this reasonable?" Those girls who are rejected by him have grievances, and they can only come to me, and they will think that I am high-spirited, mean, stubborn, old-fashioned, and harsh, but they will not blame my son, and it will not affect his interpersonal relationships! ”

Shen Xuejiao was terrified when she heard this, and at the same time she was in awe of this mother.

How many mothers in the world can think about their sons like Professor Ye everywhere?

"Godmother, if I get married one day, are you willing to do it?" Shen Xuejiao whispered, carefully observing Professor Ye's face.

Professor Ye's answer was yes, "Of course I can't bear it!" ”

"That'...... Shall I be your daughter-in-law? Shen Xue said reservedly.

"Y-What are you laughing at......"

Professor Ye looked at her, his eyes were full of warmth, "Finally can't hold it back?" ”

Shen Xuejiao's cheeks flushed, and she was expecting Ai Ai, "Godmother, why are you, why are you so annoying......"

Professor Ye simply opened up and said, "What's so embarrassing about this, the man should be married and the woman should be married, when someone told me about the two of you, I asked Qingfeng, he said that you didn't have early love, but he didn't deny that he liked you, I also see that you are a girl with spirituality, and you can be a companion with Qingfeng, so I will recognize you as my goddaughter, you have to have this fate, I am too late to be happy!" ”

"Godmother, don't make me happy, he's so perfect, he likes so many girls about him, and he doesn't seem to have that heart for me......"

Speaking of these, Shen Xuejiao slowly lowered her head, always feeling empty in her heart.

When did this humility begin?

Professor Ye took her to his side and sighed gently, "Silly girl, how can there be a perfect person in this world?"

Qingfeng is the son I taught, and I know best what virtues he has.

You see that he is sunny and cheerful on weekdays, but he is not necessarily enthusiastic inside, I taught him logic, guided him to think about human philosophy, and tried my best to train him to be a divine person, but such a person is actually pessimistic.

When they encounter painful things, they will think about the source of suffering, and as a result, they will find that the world is originally painful, and they can only be forced to helpless this nothingness.

He paced up and down like a trapped beast in his room,

Pacing around,

What to do?

What to do?

What to do?

There is a kind of pity that is at a loss,

On the contrary, those who have no heart and lungs, happy for three minutes, sad for three minutes, never think about why, such people live optimistically, and it is also a kind of happiness to live a confused life! ”

"yes, what then?" Shen Xuejiao asked softly, she also felt that Ye Qingfeng was such a noble loner, and that was a lingering temperament brought by thought.

She couldn't help but think of the sin of this teenager: isolating herself from the objective world......

Isn't this a metaphor for the snake biting its own tail?

Professor Ye was still like that, looking at Shen Xuejiao motionless with a fixed smile, she said, "Qing Feng is very sick now, that is a kind of fear caused by nothingness, what he needs at this time is a prescription!"

"What's this prescription?" Shen Xuejiao asked.

Professor Ye smiled affirmatively, "It's you!" ”

"Me?"

Professor Ye nodded, held her hands and said, "I am his mother, his character traits and personality background are laid by me, he has a desire for love, but he is afraid of the accompanying hurt, so he is not a perfect person, but when he falls in love with a girl, he is willing to bear the hurt for this girl, then he is perfect,

I can see that you have the persistence to pursue love, he is actually most afraid of girls like you, but he also loves you the most, be confident, my vision will not be wrong, our Ye family's daughter-in-law can't be without self-confidence. ”

Shen Xuejiao felt the warmth and strength transmitted by this powerful hand, and her eyes were full of tears.

It was the first time she had shed tears since her father's death, and a wave of gratitude welled up in her heart.

"Mom!" Shen Xuejiao screamed and threw herself into Professor Ye's arms, bursting into tears in an instant.

In the eyes of this mother, she Shen Xuejiao is better than her son and more precious than her son.

This is the best mother in the world!

After getting the support of her elders, Shen Xuejiao had confidence in her heart.

She went to Ye Qingfeng again and asked bluntly, "Mom doesn't object to us dating, do you like me or not?" ”

After being stunned for a while, Ye Qingfeng said helplessly, "Of course I like you, we have been getting along day and night for more than two years, and you are not my sister, and I am not GAY, how can I not like it?" I've never liked a girl so much, and I'm willing to spend my life being nice to you! ”

Shen Xuejiao's smile turned into a happy smile, "Then we ......"

"But we can't be together!" Ye Qingfeng was categorical.

"Why? Mom agreed, and besides, not every girl is so terrible, I'm different, it's too late for me to love you? How can it hurt you? ”

After being silent for a while, Shen Xuejiao heard him say, "You can be free to love and hate freely, because you live in a linear time and space."

But I'm different, my life is incomplete,

I live in a non-linear space-time,

Can you imagine?

An ordinary man, he lives in the time and space of the god dimension in the human dimension, and the information he receives is asymmetrical, if we compare our life to a movie, everyone follows the viewing order from birth to death, only my progress bar is chaotic.

Just imagine,

When one day I wake up,

At that time, the future me came back, let's call him the first personality, he didn't have our memory, and suddenly he had a girlfriend.

I know myself too well, he can't accept it,

What will he do then?

What are you going to do......"

Ye Qingfeng couldn't go on.

He choked up.

This is the first time Shen Xuejiao has seen him cry and cry for her.

A boy can only have such helplessness, such sorrow and such tears when he feels sorry for someone with all his might.

Shen Xuejiao was stunned, and her happy gaze was no longer so resolute.

She also realized that she and Ye Qingfeng in this time and space had experienced a total of 632 days from acquaintance to love, which was a relationship fermented by an accident.

It is precisely because of the bits and pieces of these 632 days and the slightest tenderness that Ye Qingfeng is willing to accept this relationship and accept her girlfriend who bears the original sin of 'gluttony'.

But what about Ye Qingfeng in the future?

What about the first personality who traveled from the future to save her?

Will he like her too?

Does he have these fond memories?

Not necessarily!

Although Ye Qingfeng's personality characteristics are the same in the two time and space,

even

Even their personalities, families, education, and education levels are the same......

But after all, in another time and space, she Shen Xuejiao died in that accident, and there is no future.

In other words, she is just a ghost to Ye Qingfeng's first personality.

A wretched, poor ghost in need of redemption.

Alas!

Shen Xuejiao felt a shudder, so she asked again, "Then what should you do?" He's back, where are you going? ”

"I don't know, maybe it's a more distant future, may I be able to understand and break all the laws in the world!" Ye Qingfeng raised her eyes and stared at a framed poem on the wall, her smile was very sad.

Shen Xuejiao followed his gaze, this was a work written by Ye Qingfeng last year.

The poetry is more prominent in terms of content and imagery, the rhetoric is gorgeous and beautiful, the text exudes a kind of lonely despair that is beyond reality, and the refreshing and arrogant atmosphere is like a bundle of wheat shining with golden light, and every time she reads it, it will sting her long-dried pupils.

At that time, she was still very strange, how could Ye Qingfeng write such a thing?

Later, Professor Ye took this poem to the competition, and it was highly praised in the field of literature, and was unanimously recognized as an excellent work of the Hazy Poetry School, but because the style did not meet the positive energy of 'singing the praises of the new era', it only won the 'Special Award of the May Fourth Literature Grand Prix of the 16th Art Festival of Normal University'.

[Question: The severed hand table of the blue sky.]

In the blue sky, I saw the bell after the last sunrise nirvana,

My soul is exiled to the world, from barbarian to full of vicissitudes, that is not the sorrow of dreams,

The tenderness of the devil that Warsaw gave me, sent me an unreal fantasy,

I followed her vague figure to the distance on the other side, even if it was clear, it was an illusion,

In the blue sky, I let the enchanting seven flowers of evil stop on my body,

Burdened with sin, cutting through the cage of captivity, madness,

Who can break free from the shackles of perfection and play a magnificent movement that tramples everything,

The blue sky, the sad breath floats the black undead,

The human chrysalis standing on the waves, waiting for the opportunity to break out of the cocoon,

I'm helpless,

Maybe dead,

Are you still waiting for that far away,

The blue sky, mixed with the fire bathed in darkness, set up a long sword,

Shining with a sword light like stars, cut off my left hand leading to heaven,

Fighting each other in their dreams, getting eternal scars,

The severed left hand could not bear the so-called world, but it screamed but was as quiet as death,

The blue sky, with the sorrow and relief that death had given me, slept in a deep black mist,

After it all begins and ends,

Life and death overlap,

The end point overlaps the starting point,

Everything will eventually be destroyed, like a mirror reflection, and together they will go to hellish heaven,

The withered rose, still clinging to its black faith,

The deep night still mercilessly engulfs my tired figure,

Sadness is so gorgeous,

Lonely so forgetful,

The soul that has been wandering for a long time is obviously exhausted, but the hurt and pain are still unforgiving,

Is the blue sky just a painful reincarnation? 】

She once heard Professor Ye say that advanced literature is an art, an image that human beings can only perceive but cannot understand, and among them, 'pain literature' is the most precious.

It is a field that even women like Ye Guo dare not easily touch, because people in this field are 'painful', and people who are suffering are lonely.

Such as Nietzsche,

Such as Van Gogh......

Like all the great thinkers who were not understood by the world during their lifetimes, they all experienced unimaginable pain to reach the realm of harmony, loneliness is the liberation behind loneliness, even in a loneliness, they can live as a lightning, the light is so dazzling that it crosses the entire night sky, and later generations see eternity through the light they emit.

Shen Xuejiao couldn't read the imagery, but the poem was like a nail piercing into her heart, and she had been haunted by it for more than half a year.

You're in love with someone.

It seems to be within reach, but in fact it is far away, and it may be the farthest distance in the world.

In the end, the two reached a consensus: before Ye Qingfeng's first personality came, the two continued to maintain the relationship between sister and brother, and tried not to make things too complicated.

That's the consensus.

The rest of the things are logical, Ye Qingfeng finally chose a valuable life, and changed her volunteer to the MBA major of 'Minjiang University', so as to reserve knowledge of economic management for the future construction of a playground.

Shen Xuejiao subleased the bar in the playground in the eastern suburbs and began to operate in the direction of Internet celebrity stores.