Chapter 9: The Past (3)

Shen Xuejiao's awakened ability is different from Ye Qingfeng's, it is an ability similar to opening subspace: Absolute Realm!

In this subspace, there is a relatively stable structure of dark matter, and she can do whatever she wants.

In addition, Shen Xuejiao can also use the materials in the realized world to enter this space with her thoughts.

Interestingly, when she restored her fantasy to reality, it immediately collapsed, which she guessed was caused by the different dimensions of the two dimensions.

Later, Shen Xuejiao dressed up this private space that only belonged to her as the playground, carrying her future.

For a period of time after that, Shen Xuejiao was like guarding Ye Qingfeng, guarding these shady secrets.

The only thing she could do seemed to be to wait for Ye Qingfeng's awakening.

After the college entrance examination, Shen Xuejiao was admitted to the Conservatory of Music as she wished and entered university life.

A year later, her father died in a car accident, and no one who had lost a loved one could not relate to the pain.

In the past 20 years, Shen Xuejiao has long regarded that house as her castle, which can accommodate all her grievances and vulnerabilities, but when her father left, the house suddenly became extremely cold, even if the air conditioner was turned on 24 hours a day, she couldn't feel the familiar warmth she once had.

It turned out that there was no home for relatives, just a house.

At the invitation of Shen Xuejiao, the mother and son of the Ye family moved to her home, and the house without temperature became a warm castle.

A year later, Ye Qingfeng took the college entrance examination, and his comprehensive score in science was 300 points, and he only lost 1 point in mathematics, with a score of 148 points, 137 points in Chinese, and 122 points in English, ranking first in the school in individual subjects.

According to the bonus point regulations, because he won the first prize in the National Olympiad, his total score can be increased by 20 points, and finally won the title of "champion" of science in Jiangzhou Province with a high score of 727 points.

That was the highlight of Professor Ye's life, his son was the top student in the college entrance examination, and his goddaughter was a talented girl in the Conservatory of Music.

So the great mother began to plan for her son's future, she felt that colleges and universities were a cradle for shaping the soul and cultivating intellectuals with independent thought and free spirit, while Western education was based on humanistic thought, focusing on cultivating people's practical and analytical skills, and encouraging freedom of thought......

With all this in mind, Professor Yip decided to let his son stay with him and wait until he graduated from Normal University to study abroad and receive an open and diversified education.

But is this kind of life really suitable for Ye Qingfeng?

Shen Xuejiao was worried about this, she felt that it was time to let Ye Qingfeng know her fate.

So, in that early summer evening, in the playground in Shen Xuejiao's absolute realm, she told him the secret of the contractor: this is a reality that is more incredible than mythology.

"Qingfeng, I originally planned to wait for you to wake up before bringing you here, but now is a major turning point in your life, so I don't think I can hide it from you anymore, tell me, what are you going to do in the future?" Shen Xuejiao said that they were sitting in the Ferris wheel of the playground at this time, and they could overlook the whole playground.

Seeing this new world that she had never been exposed to, the boy was not as overwhelmed as she imagined.

"What if one day, the pig awakens and it finds out that it is a pig?"

Shen Xuejiao was a little overwhelmed by the young man's questioning.

This question is like a ray of light that looks hollow and is actually all-encompassing.

She thought for a moment, "Rebel against fate, escape from the pigsty, and be a free pig from now on, if it were me, I would be like this!" ”

Ye Qingfeng looked at the void sky in the distance, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, "If that's the case, it will lose the value of its existence!" ”

"Why?"

Ye Qingfeng said, "There is no useless thing in this world, when something is misplaced, it is a useless thing, so we must recognize ourselves and play our role well."

If you're a fish, you're going to swim in the water as hard as you can, not pulling a cart like a horse.

If you're a peach, you want to be as sweet as possible.

If you're a lemon, your direction isn't plump and sweet like a peach, but as sour as possible.

Even if you are a pig, you should be as fat and healthy as possible, and not rebel against fate.

So ......"

Ye Qingfeng suddenly turned his head, he looked at Shen Xuejiao deeply, so sad eyes.

"What if you're a 'contractor'?"

Shen Xuejiao was silent, and the answer was already about to come out.

"Yes!" The boy said in a very firm tone, "If you are a contractor, you must do what a 'contractor' should do and realize your self-worth!" ”

The firmness in these words made Shen Xuejiao's heart touched again, and after becoming a contractor, her heart was so clear for the first time.

At this time, Shen Xuejiao noticed that there was a trace of melancholy in the young man's eyes at this time, and she even noticed him sighing softly.

"Qingfeng, what's wrong?"

Ye Qingfeng said, "Think about it, my mother has such big expectations of me, and now I have to go against her will, she must be very sad." ”

"Don't think so!" Shen Xuejiao comforted him and said, "There are infinite possibilities in fate, for an excellent person, no matter what you do, you can realize your value, not to mention that what you are doing now is the greatest thing in the world, my godmother will be proud of you!" ”

"Maybe!" The boy suddenly had a surprise discovery, and said very childishly, "Sister, let's go build a playground, with the theme of horror, catch all those burly monsters, and create a brand, just like Disney!" ”

"yes, why didn't I think of that?" Shen Xuejiao exclaimed in surprise, and she told the boy, "If this is your dream, I will help you realize it, no matter what, because you are the dream."

The boy was suddenly very cramped, forcing himself to look away, and this kind of confinement rarely appeared in him.

At that moment,

The whole playground was silent.

The afternoon sun shines into the transparent sightseeing cabin, warm and ambiguous.

They stood 80 meters in the air, holding hands and looking at each other.

Shen Xuejiao couldn't help but close her eyes, slowly tilted her head and turned into a hot snort, but she waited for a long time and didn't respond.

"Qingfeng, the girl closes her eyes, just let you kiss her!" Shen Xuejiao whispered.

After the initial panic, Ye Qingfeng was like a child who had done something wrong, and his eyes were full of horror.

He said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been, we shouldn't have been!" ”

Watching him walk away, Shen Xuejiao was like a disappointed lotus flower, lonely and open in the vast and empty Garden of Eden.

Sometimes Shen Xuejiao feels that there is a certain 'existential anxiety' in Ye Qingfeng, and once she breaks through the boundaries of intimate relationships with others, she will produce behaviors and emotions such as uncomfortable, cramped, rejection, and resistance.

If this is the body's response to a potential threat, isn't that an absolute realm?

But Shen Xuejiao was not disheartened by this, but what she didn't expect was that from that day on, Ye Qingfeng had a lot of respect for her, and she was completely treated with an elder, and she didn't even dare to touch her hand.

It is far more uncomfortable than being left out, and it is more sad and sad than that of a stranger!

In addition, there was another part of the factor that caused Ye Qingfeng to dare not accept herself, and Shen Xuejiao thought that it was Professor Ye.

Now Ye Qingfeng is 18 years old, and his mother often tells him: If you find a girlfriend in the future, you must bring it home to show me, the daughter-in-law of our Ye family, she can not be beautiful, and her family conditions can not be rich, but she must not be poor ideologically, and her education level cannot be lower than that of a returnee doctor, otherwise I will not recognize you if you bring people back.

Hearing this at that time, Shen Xuejiao didn't know what Ye Qingfeng was feeling in her heart, but a sense of inferiority arose in her heart.

Dr. Returnees!

For art candidates like her, it is undoubtedly an insurmountable threshold.

But she clearly underestimated the wisdom of this mother.