Chapter 135: I Failed Him.

The old mother was very sad when she saw him, and she was not sad at all, so in order to let him completely die of Zheng Jie's heart, she told Shen Zheng that she had witnessed Zheng Jie's cheating with that man that day.

When he said what he saw, his mother's lips trembled slightly, and Shen Zheng, listening to it, was stunned, and he didn't even know how to put out the sad posture.

Yes, he felt disgusted by what Zheng Jie had done when he heard it from his mother.

It was also from this day that after her mother finished talking about Zheng Jie, she began to get sick, and her condition became worse day by day, almost less than a month after Zheng Jie left, her mother died.

Because of sadness, because the neighbor poked her backbone and teased his son for being cuckolded behind her back, because of so many years of friendship, in Zheng Jie's place, he couldn't match a man who had known him for less than a month.

Zheng Jie made her mother sad so much, when she was dying, Shen Zheng was in front of her mother's hospital room, she was already trembling at that time, and she couldn't speak.

However, at the last moment of death, she actually took Shen Zheng's hand and said a complete sentence tremblingly, her eyes were cloudy and sad, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, her voice was very small, and she asked him: "Son...... You said...... Why can people ...... So bad? ”

The old man who has worked hard all his life is kinder to Zheng Jie than his daughter.

But she said she would go.

That day, my mother did not wait for his answer and left, and she was not very peaceful, and there was a knot in her heart, and she could not open it until she died.

It left him with great regrets.

If his mother was still there, he might forgive her for what she did to him because Zheng Jie had suffered so much with him in the past, and he couldn't give her anything, and then forget about each other, and never mention it to each other again.

However, his mother is gone, and he and Zheng Jie can't talk about forgiveness!

Because, it is absolutely impossible to forgive, and there is no need to say anything more.

If it weren't for Zheng Jie's sudden appearance, he would probably be reluctant to think of these things again, but this woman, why after doing these things, when standing in front of him again, she can still be so calm and indifferent, as if in her opinion, everything can be passed and everything can be repeated.

It's just too naΓ―ve!

The man didn't want to look at her, and his words were impersonal: "I don't need you to say I'm sorry, as long as you don't appear in front of my eyes again in the future, you can go." ”

When she was leaving, he kept her.

Now, it's he who wants her to go, never to come back.

Zheng Jie stood at the desk, looking at the man sitting inside through such a square table, he was once her husband and had been together for ten years.

Seeing him now, she can still remember the appearance of the two people in their youth, but when facing the reality, they seem so powerless, both of them are beginning to get old, and the years have left deep or shallow traces on the faces of the two.

is no longer the appearance of youth back then, and Shen Zheng is indeed not the mood of the year for her.

She knew why this was happening, and she couldn't blame him, and if she wanted to blame, she could only blame herself.

"I'm just coming back to atone for my sins, Ah Zheng, but what I've done over the years, but I'm back now, I really know my mistake, I won't let go again." Zheng Jie is stubborn, no matter how ruthless Shen Zheng says, she just won't let go.

Why did she leave Shen Zheng for almost five years and only come back now?

In fact, in the first year after leaving him, she had already begun to regret it and frantically wanted to come back, but she endured it one by one, not because she could live a better life in the United States, but because she wanted to use those years to make herself better.

reborn, and then standing in front of him, when the time comes, maybe there will be less resentment in his heart, and when he sees her, he will still miss her a little!

Moreover, she also wanted to see if Shen Zheng had put her down in the years since he left her, and if he found someone to get married again, then she would naturally be able to bother again, if he was still alone.

Or if someone has no intention of getting married, she will still look for her.

Happiness is earned by herself, and here in Shen Zheng, she still has a chance to win, after all, she has been with him for ten years.

This decade has been unparalleled.

Not any woman, you can give him a decade.

Shen Zheng stopped talking, what this woman said would only make him feel incredible and disgusted, what was she thinking? Why do you think that he and her are still possible? It's just ridiculous.

Such a ridiculous thing, he didn't want to spend more time with her.

Zheng Jie left Shen Zheng's office, looking a little gray, but when she opened the door and saw Wen Liang standing outside the corridor, she was stunned for a moment, and quickly restrained the depression on her body, stood up straight, and greeted Wen Liang gently: "Mrs. Gu, you are also here!" ”

There was a bit of a far-fetched greeting in this greeting.

Come to think of it, it was Shen Zheng who hit a nail.

Wen Liang didn't want to know that a man like Shen Zheng, when she mentioned Zheng Jie in front of him, his resolute reaction had already determined that it was impossible for him to renew his relationship with Zheng Jie, which was impossible.

And Zheng Jie's arrival is just a humiliation.

She sighed in her heart, but her face was silent, she turned around, handed the document in her hand to Wen Xin, who was also standing outside the door and waiting, and instructed her: "Give this to Captain Shen, and I won't go in." ”

At this time, she didn't want to go in to see Shen Zheng's stinky face.

Wen Xin had never seen such a posture before, although he knew that Shen Zheng was so old and had not yet married, and he may have experienced a failed marriage before, but he didn't expect that his ex-wife would come to the door.

Looking at it like this, it is quite possible to come to find a reunion.

She was stunned for a moment, then took the document in Wen Liang's hand and nodded: "Okay." ”

In fact, it is really not a good time to go in at this time, if Wen Liang doesn't ask her to send documents, she will also sneak away, and then wait for Shen Zheng to sort out her thoughts before she goes in to report to work.

But now that Wen Liang asked her to send the documents in, she could only push open the door of Shen Zheng's office.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw that when she entered the door, Zheng Jie glanced at her as if she had nothing to do.

There was a little bit of inquiry in those eyes.

Her heart chuckled, this feeling was very strange, as if she was a junior and was being scrutinized by the main room, in fact, she didn't do anything, and Shen Zheng was just a master-apprentice relationship.

She should call Shen Zheng a master.

It should be that this man really taught her a lot.

Although she is always fierce, she scolded her with a knife mouth and a tofu heart, but she patiently taught her in private, something happened to her mother, in such a big city, she is a newly graduated intern, and she really has no ability, so she can only look for Shen Zheng with a cheeky face.

Originally, she didn't have much hope in her heart, she was just Shen Zheng's assistant, if this person was willing to help her, it was his good, if she was not willing to help her, it was also the freedom of others, and she didn't have the slightest right to blame.

She opened up with Shen Zheng nervously, but she didn't expect that he agreed after just thinking about it for a while.

Then he immediately helped her get through all the joints, so that her mother could seek medical treatment in the city hospital with peace of mind, and other insurance claims quickly followed, all of which were due to Shen Zheng, otherwise, where did she get so much money alone?

And the insurance company is always procrastinating, if there is no Shen Zheng to coordinate in the middle, even in a few months, the mother will still not be able to get the money.

At that time, my mother's condition didn't know what it had deteriorated.

She was grateful to Shen Zheng.

This is a good person.

Although she didn't know why Zheng Jie divorced Shen Zheng, she still had some small regrets in her heart, Zheng Jie didn't want such a good man, how good can she meet in the future?

What a pity!

After receiving Zheng Jie's scrutinizing eyes, she was not afraid, she walked in with her head held high and closed the door.

She didn't know that just as her figure disappeared behind the door, Zheng Jie immediately asked Wen Liang: "What does this girl do?" ”

A woman's intuition is sometimes so unreasonable, Zheng Jie is a woman in her thirties, many times it is not that she is neurotic, but on the contrary, she is aware of some threats, because this girl, although she is not amazing, but she is young, and she looks well-behaved and gentle.

It's the type that Shen Zheng would like.

Now Shen Zheng is still alone, and all the women around him are the targets she has to guard against.

Wen Liang was stunned for a moment, it was just an assistant, Zheng Jie had to ask, but it was not a big deal, Wen Liang did not hide it: "Captain Shen's work is too busy, the bureau has assigned him an assistant, this is his tenth assistant." ”

Zheng Jie is also smart, and immediately said: "The dozen or so in front of them were all embarrassed by Shen Zheng?" ”

I have to say that Zheng Jie's understanding of Shen Zheng is still very deep.

Just listening to her words, I knew that the dozen or so people were embarrassed by Shen Zheng, and they had been husband and wife in the end.

She nodded.

"This person is still so short-tempered."

Zheng Jie sighed, but her tone was soft, and she was very intimate, as if Shen Zheng was still close to her, and she was so helpless about his violent temper, but she was so relieved because she knew that he had not changed.

However, I don't know how these words fell on the cool heart, and there were some things that were not tasteful.

She expected that something very embarrassing must have happened between Shen Zheng and Zheng Jie, which would cause Shen Zheng and her to embark on such a road, Shen Zheng meant that he would never see her when he died.

If Zheng Jie hadn't taken it personally, it would have been a difficult thing to let Shen Zheng see her.

Zheng Jie has seen Wen Liang a few times, in the end she can be regarded as a half-familiar person, in front of Wen Liang, she felt that she had finally found someone who could talk to her about Shen Zheng, and the conversation box was opened.

smiled and Wen Liang said: "He was already this temper before, he didn't listen to what he said, and he offended many people, but he was very honest and kind, his mouth was a little bad, but he had a good heart." ”

She was speaking for Shen Zheng, and her tone was full of care.

After that, the painting style changed, and he said with some nostalgia and some sweetness: "But before, even if he had a bad temper outside, he never spoke loud when he faced me at home, and even if he couldn't control his loudness, he would apologize immediately." ”

His affection for her is in these little things.

At that time, she didn't realize it, but now that she looks back, in fact, every little thing is his love.

Shen Zheng is such a man, he can't be vigorous, surprise her and create romance for her, but his care for him is real, and he can almost be regarded as cautious.

He felt that she had suffered with him, so he redoubled his kindness to her.

If a man understands that you have suffered with him, and thus tries to be good to you, then he really loves you, and this man must be a good husband, marrying such a man, you may not be rich, but happy enough.

Of course, we also have to see what kind of woman is married to such a man, such a man is only suitable for the kind of woman who is content and happy, if she has too high vanity, she will not go long.

Zheng Jie belongs to the latter.

At the beginning, she also had a girlish heart, she didn't care if he had money, she didn't care if he had a house and a car, and she didn't care if he could afford luxury goods for her, but she didn't know when it started, all this changed.

Maybe it's in the workplace that I've seen too many people live better than her.

The clothes she wears are more expensive than her, the bags she carries are more expensive than hers, the shoes she wears are better than hers, and the jewelry on her body is more expensive than hers.

Others are like a white swan with their heads held high, and she is just an ugly duckling.

Although she works harder and does better than others, the opportunity for promotion and salary increase will never be hers.

It is said that appearance is not important, but in fact, in the workplace, appearance is really too important.

She began to have low self-esteem, and under the inferiority, her vanity swelled rapidly.

And then it got out of hand.

In the end, he did something wrong, and Shen Zheng embarked on another path.

Wen Liang doesn't like to stand here and say these words to her, across the door, there is Shen Zheng inside, she and his ex-wife talk about this, if he hears it, it is indeed not a good thing.

She just wanted to say that she still had something to do and leave first, but Zheng Jie invited her one step ahead of her: "Mrs. Gu, can you talk to me?" ”

The woman's request was sincere, and a little pale.

It seems that she and Shen Zheng had a bad conversation, and now she needs to find someone to talk to.

Although Wen Liang felt that such a thing had nothing to do with her, she didn't have to listen to her say anything, but after thinking about it, whether this was Shen Zheng's ex-wife or someone in Gu Hanshi's company, it had something to do with it.

He simply didn't have anything to do, so he nodded: "Go to the yard and talk about it." ”

didn't want to go too far, so I took her to the backyard of the bureau, there is a corridor in the backyard, there are few people going on weekdays, chatting there, it's the best, don't worry about being touched by Shen Zheng, at this time, Shen Zheng should have started to get busy.

In the spring, the flowers and plants in the courtyard pull out the buds, quietly stretch the body on the branches, the cool breeze blows on the body, a little cool, but it has gradually warmed up, spring back to the earth, everything seems to be extraordinarily beautiful.

The beautiful scenery has no intention of seeing, and Zheng Jie's heart is flustered.

Before coming to see Shen Zheng, she still had some self-confidence, but when she learned the news that her mother-in-law had passed away from him, her confidence suddenly decreased a lot, and her mother-in-law really loved her, even if she witnessed her doing such a thing, when she was about to leave, she still tried her best to keep her.

It's a pity that she couldn't listen to any retention at all.

Ignore her sadness.

Now I don't have the opportunity to say sorry to her again, and it has become an eternal regret.

As soon as it fell, Zheng Jie said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Mrs. Gu, I have bothered you so many times and caused you trouble." ”

Because she knew that Wen Liang and Shen Zheng were colleagues, she tried her best to send gifts to Wen Liang several times, until Wen Liang was embarrassed to see her, she went around and asked about Shen Zheng, and hoped that she would mention her in front of Shen Zheng.

Later, Wen Liang didn't talk to her about Shen Zheng, and I don't know if she mentioned her here in Shen Zheng.

Anyway, she waited for a while, and when she saw that Shen Zheng was delayed, she couldn't help but come to Shen Zheng, she just wanted to see him.

"Don't be so polite, I mentioned you to Captain Shen before, it's just his attitude, you should know." Wen Liang originally wanted to talk to Zheng Jie about this matter, but in fact, it was a fact in front of him, and Zheng Jie should have been able to guess Shen Zheng's reaction a long time ago.

It's just that she just doesn't give up.

If people don't give up, others can't do anything.

Zheng Jie smiled a little bitterly: "Although I have already guessed it, I just don't give up, I have to see him, and I heard his true intentions from his mouth, so I was a little relieved." ”

Although his attitude was very resolute, Zheng Jie just felt that there was still a possibility between her and him.

Wen Liang can't say anything about this matter.

Thinking about it, the matter between these two people was far from being so simple, since Zheng Jie wanted to talk to her, she simply asked: "Why did you and Captain Shen separate before?" ”

This is a question that hits the nail on the head.

Zheng Jie paused slightly.

However, it was only for a short time, and she said with relief: "There is nothing to say about this matter, back then, I failed him!" ”

As she spoke, she babbled with Wen Liang about the events of the year one by one, and she seemed very calm during the whole narration, and the things between the man, whether it was a quarrel or a fight, and how many injuries she had suffered, she said it lightly.