The air in the car was condensed in the sealed space to suffocation, and Liu Qingqing said, "Let's go out and breathe!" Wang En opened the car door, a smell of grass and mud emitted by the earth after the rain came to his face, fresh air flowed through the nasal cavity and washed every blood vessel and nerve of the person, and the cleaned blood and cells made people instantly refreshed. Wang En took Liu Qingqing's hand and walked on the slightly moonlit road, a street lamp with a white shimmer in the distance played a ghostly signal, the lead-colored clouds in the clean night sky traced the fuzzy lemon-colored edges, and the cold light contrasted by the highlight pen on the pixel drawing paper highlighted the calmness of the ink-colored night sky. The lonely grasshopper was still singing tirelessly, playing a bleak nocturne with other grotesque voices.

Wang En took out his mobile phone and glanced at the time, "three o'clock in the morning", and the cold body left a temperature concentrated in the palm of Liu Qingqing's hand, and the sweat from the palm betrayed his cold body hypocritically.

"Qingqing, are you sleepy?"

"I was quite sleepy in the car just now, but now I'm sober."

"I wish this night wasn't all for us"

"The time together is always so short"

"Yes! It's like a youth that I haven't had time to perceive before."

The time between heaven and earth that only belongs to two people is both beautiful and short. The silent night seemed to stop everything, and Wang En was unbridled in enjoying this short period of good time without being constrained by any social morality, which made people feel relieved and distracted, and was able to pass on unmixed feelings to his loved ones.

Wang En stopped and took Liu Qingqing into his arms, and the two of them felt the temperature of each other's bodies and minds in the cold night. Wang En closed his eyes slightly, expanded his nose, lightly bit his back molars, leaned his chin on Liu Qingqing's head, rubbed slightly, and then slid his head down and leaned on her shoulder. He wanted to keep it all in the way, and after tonight they would involuntarily blur the little bit of the story that happened between them in that hurried world, and in time it would be replaced by something else that should have been taken for granted. This is a kind of helplessness that is difficult to leave but is gradually drifting away.

"How long can we last it?" Liu Qingqing, who was leaning on Wang En's arms, choked up and said.

"I don't know! Even if we can't be together, I will bury you deep in my heart, and my spiritual world belongs only to you."

"I'm not afraid of anything, I'm afraid of losing you"

"Me too," Wang En's face burned at the duplicity and easy promise, and the blood of protest in the depths of his conscience pounded against the capillaries of his face and scalp.

"Can you promise me something?"

"What's the matter?"

"You promise me first!"

"Good! You said. ”

"No matter what happens in the future, you are not allowed to disappear from my world, promise me."

Wang En pondered for a moment...... "Okay... I promise you! ”

"Wang En, please forgive me for being selfish!"

"Why do you say that?"

"I'm like a thief who stole your heart from her."

"It's not what you think, it's you who saved a heart that is riddled with holes. This is a heart that has nowhere to put it, and it is you who have allowed it to find a home. I have to thank you! ”

"I was like I was stuck in a swamp, and the more I tried to pull away, the deeper I sank. This struggle to know that it is to destroy has always been difficult for me. ”

"I understand!"

"Sometimes I feel like a criminal, with a fluke mentality, he does not hesitate to take risks, and he knowingly kills this person a little bit, and he is also walking step by step into the abyss of crime."

"I understand!"

"Wang En, I'm so scared, help me!"

"It's okay! Don't be afraid! Wang En hugged Liu Qingqing tightly and said.

Liu Qingqing's delicate body began to sobble in his arms, and Wang En's tears rolled down her cheeks and gently fell on her shoulders. Liu Qingqing tried her best to vent her inner entanglement, and then felt exhausted.

In the early morning suburbs, the night glowing with morning light is eager to welcome the approaching dawn.

"Let's go back! Tomorrow morning. ”

Wang En picked up Liu Qingqing's hair scattered on his forehead and kissed her, and he tasted a bitter salty taste.

"Alright! Then you drive slowly. You go first, I'll watch you go. Wang En pulled away and hugged Liu Qingqing's body.

The car lights illuminate the world in front of you, the wet asphalt road is covered with a layer of mist, Liu Qingqing's car tail lights sprinkle a piece of burgundy on the black asphalt road with fog, the red light reflected by the water stains in the low-lying area and the red fog blurred form a picture that wants to intoxicate the eyes, and the black of the night slowly swallows away the candle yellow beam and neon-colored tail lights. Wang En then drove away, in the car he fell asleep for a while, when the car ran out of the shoulder of the road and was about to hit the guardrail, he woke up like a god, and then broke out in a cold sweat, and the drowsiness was instantly dispelled. In the early morning, only sprinkler trucks are slowly scrubbing the road surface in the city, a group of young people are making a lot of noise at the corner of the night market, and several girls with beautiful clothes and dyed yellow hair are pulling those impulsive boys on the side, and the noise resounded in the empty night sky of the city in the early morning. Neon lights and street lamps create a lively atmosphere in the city, and the mosaic lights from the glass windows of the high-rise buildings overflow the complexity of the city.

There is still a quarrel with his wife at home, and there is a terrible sense of loneliness wandering in the home late at night, which makes people involuntarily disgusted. The escalation of the conflict with his wife is one of the reasons why he is looking for Liu Qingqing, he can't figure out whether he deliberately went to Liu Qingqing because of his estrangement with his wife, or deliberately created this estrangement because he fell in love with Liu Qingqing, both of which made him feel his moral degradation and inner ugliness, and vaguely realized that his inner ugliness was followed by escaping reality and doing whatever he wanted.

Wang Enpiao lay down and sent a message to Liu Qingqing: "Have you arrived home?" ”

The "Laid Down" message came back.

"Rest early, good night!"

"This should be good morning!"

"Hee-hee! Miss you! ”

"Don't toss, squint for a while and get up for class."

"Let me think about you for another five minutes, you go to sleep first!"

"Obedient, go to sleep! Otherwise, I will ignore you. ”

"I'm already asleep"

"Naughty"

"Rest! Otherwise, tomorrow Zhuang Sheng will really sleepwalk. ”

"If you sleep, I will sleep"

"Alright! No kidding, I'm resting! Quiet! ”

"Uh-huh! Quiet! ”

Ending the text message chat, Wang En felt that there were thousands of deer crashing in his heart, and he didn't want to disturb Liu Qingqing's rest or end this affectionate chat, and the spontaneous sense of struggle dispelled the sleepiness and tossed left and right on the bed. couldn't hold back the emotion of jumping, and prompted him to pick up his mobile phone and look at the chat history with Liu Qingqing, deliberately recalling the joys, sorrows, and sorrows revealed in every sentence.

The morning sun shined on the head of the bed through the white gauze curtains, and Wang En opened his sleepy eyes to see the white clouds faintly sprinkled in the sky like freshly picked cotton, revealing a trace of blue in the blank space. The hand holding the phone lightly was sour, and Harazi soaked a large piece on the pillow, his head was groggy, and he felt that his whole body was a little swollen. Walking on the empty playground of the school, his colleagues and students couldn't react to greet him, and his nerves seemed to be stuck in the paste, and he couldn't stretch out. Half of the "Blessing" in the class has not been analyzed before the tragic life of Xianglin's sister-in-law can not be continued, seeing his exhausted state of the students mixed joys and sorrows, half with disappointed eyes, half of the long-dormant excitement exposed and began to talk to each other.

Wang En walked out of the classroom door, lit a cigarette in the hallway, and inhaled vigorously, the tar mixed with carbon monoxide stained the invisible paste that was sticky to the brain, and the nameless irritability was intensifying. He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Liu Qingqing: "Are you in class or what are you doing?" ”

"No, today the bureau is inspecting the work of the 'two bases'"

"I stayed up too late last night, are you okay today?"

"It's no big deal, the leader of the inspection team is spitting around, and I'm sitting in the back row and sleepy."

"You're not afraid of being named by the leader?"

"I'm afraid of hair!"

"Spontaneous! Fearless! ”

"To be precise, it should be willful and unmotivated!"

"Did you have breakfast in the morning?"

"I didn't have time to eat, I got up and saw that it was only 20 minutes, so I flew to school in three steps and two steps, and my hair was still tied in the office, and I didn't remember washing my face and brushing my teeth!"

"What a sin I am! It's too hard to worry about making you hungry and sleepy."

"Haha... The donor doesn't have to blame himself too much, the poor nun was only tortured by the shell, and the spiritual world was greatly comforted."

"Yo... They all call themselves poor nuns!? I will also look up to the poor road in the future! ”

"Master Wang, it should be a poor monk!"

"Buddhism cultivates the mind, Taoism cultivates nature, I am a person who advocates freedom, I don't want to manage people or be managed, I prefer to do nothing. In fact, the main reason is that I like the handsome long hair of the Taoist priest... Hee-hee..."

"Alright! Stinky Taoist! But now is not the time to discuss philosophy, I have to stand still, otherwise I can't bear the drowsiness, and the snoring sound of falling asleep at the meeting will frighten the leaders. ”

"Haha... It won't be such an exaggeration! But don't interfere with your work, you can take a good rest after eating at noon! ”

After eating at noon, Wang En still couldn't help but want to know Liu Qingqing's current situation, and continued to send her a message in the office with his mobile phone: "Have you eaten?" ”

"Not yet!"

"Ahh Why haven't you eaten yet, it's almost one o'clock! ”

"Have you eaten? What are you doing? ”

"I've eaten, I'm resting in the office! How did you do it? Don't eat yet! ”

"The leader of the inspection team just finished publishing a long forum, and was about to go to eat, just now I almost fell asleep standing up, I was really afraid that I wouldn't wake up"

"Huh! Let me feel sorry for you for five minutes. ”

"This sentence is full of energy, at least three points of my hunger will be dispelled!"

"That's it! It's time to eat, be sure to take a break after eating, and don't drive. ”

"Uh-huh! You should take a nap too."

The content of the mobile phone text message can filter out the love in the context, as if the person is right in front of you, and perceive the other party's words, deeds, demeanor and emotions, which makes people feel a kind of unstoppable touch.

Wang En tilted his head and closed his eyes with the intention of taking a nap, this kind of pretending to sleep when he wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep was the most painful. Eyes follow the thoughts that bounce back and forth under your nose. An hour passed, and Wang En naturally opened his calm eyes and continued to send messages to Liu Qingqing.

"You should have eaten well, right?"

"Not yet! Starve me to death! Hunger and tiredness launched a general attack on my body at the same time, I felt like I was about to hang, big brother, come and save me! You won't be able to see me when it's too late! ”

"How? It's all about working with your life! Are the meals in this restaurant freshly grown? ”

"Only by sacrificing more ambitions, dare to change the sun and the moon into a new sky! For the sake of serfs turning over and becoming masters, it was worth it for me to take this little life. ”

"Why don't I come and take you out to eat?"

"Really! It's right here at the Dragon Hotel. ”

"So I'm here now?"

"Are you asleep? I'm afraid you won't be able to drive."

"It's okay, I can still hold this distance. Wait a minute, I'll be right over."

"Kidding you, I'm going to serve it right away, don't come"

"Phew... Really? ”

"Really, the mind has been received"

"Alright then!"

"Our principal is still talking to the leaders of the inspection team, it's really annoying."

"They don't know you're hungry! It's too inconsiderate of the people's feelings! ”

"This is not the key, the key is that there is a big fat man who participated in the examination who looks like a pig, his face is full of acne like a lazy toad, his eyes can't see the ground under his belly, he pulls me to ask this and that, and even talks to me about his divorce endlessly, and he doesn't see me at all, and he doesn't think about others at all, and saliva sprays on my face."

"What does he want to do?"

"I guess I'm looking for someone... Ha ha... It's so funny."

"It's true that everyone has it, but it's just right for you to wake up and doze off... Ha ha.... ”

"You're still laughing and ignoring you... Hmph..."

"Good... I was wrong! Don't be angry, just kidding. ”

“… Hmph..."

"Really angry?"

"That's... When others are angry with me, you will be angry with me."

"I was wrong! I'm sorry! ”

"Sorry, it's useless! Unless..."

"What...?"

"You sing to me"

"That's it! Just spare me! ”

"No, I'll keep this account in mind with you."

"Eh... I was really shocked into a cold sweat."

"Hmph... Look at you, I'm not angry with me in the future! ”

"Seriously, let's go and take a break after eating! Are there classes in the afternoon? ”

"I'll ask Xia Fei to bring me some self-study in a while, I'm definitely going back to rest, I can't hold it anymore, and I'm afraid I'll die suddenly if I insist!"

"Phew... Don't talk nonsense, just take a break and never toss you again in the future. ”

"Then let's talk again when I recover!"

"Okay!"

Liu Qingqing finished eating with the people of the inspection team, and when she left, the fat man with a flushed face was still pestering her, and she didn't see the exquisite disgust she showed at all. She took the time to ask the principal for leave, and called Xia Fei to arrange a substitute teacher. I took a taxi back to my accommodation, climbed into bed without even taking off my clothes, the overwhelming sleepiness came to her, the moment my body touched the bed, all the fatigue was relieved in the relaxation of my body, there were almost no dreams in my deep sleep, and the blood and nerves were adjusting the high-speed engine of my body to slow down the rhythm little by little.