Although I was very good at flying, I really didn't get thrown around like this, so it didn't take long for me to faint, and then vomited again. Liuhe Pagoda thought I was dirty and spit me out mercilessly. Without the protection of the Liuhe Tower, I was even more rolling around in the pot, almost being turned into a lump of meat, just like the Lantern Festival in the mortal world.

Speaking of which, I'm really hungry for those sweet and glutinous little balls. It is best to accompany wine, what is called wine to make balls. The kind is the best. There is also meat, to be roasted, with oil, fragrant, and sprinkled with a layer of cumin powder chili noodles! Tsk, the little devil's fingers are not as fragrant as it! There are also all kinds of sweet snacks, with and without filling, I don't pick them. Oh my God, I'm so hungry......

It's disgusting that the old gentleman only boils me, but he doesn't care about food.

Although I came to provoke me, but the prisoners were all given food, why were I hungry? Moreover, I am growing my body, and I can't do it without a meal. In case there is a difference of one and a half inches in size in the future, will his old man be responsible? Hmph, it's sadistic!

I was so dizzy that I vomited so much that my stomach was empty, and I couldn't help but slander Taishang Laojun.

But in fact, if you look at it seriously, I'm hungry and don't care about other people's business at all. People want me to die, but my life is gone, and I still eat a fart. So, I'm all to blame for being hungry. I wanted to fight quickly, but I didn't expect to be trapped and stretch the battle line so long, so I didn't bring anything to eat, so I was hungry now, and I deserved it.

Lao Xian'er's strength is not good, and he can't beat Taishang Laojun. So I can't keep my little life.

My life is gone, and although it is terrible, the saddest thing for me is that I am still hungry. Hunger is obviously more serious than lifelessness. But I don't know why, I just feel the most hungry.

I thought about it for a while, and I guess it's the truth, right?

Throughout the ages, whether it is fairies and monsters, or mortal ghosts, everyone has blown the heroic death very much. What is as heavy as Mount Tai, immortal, anyway, the core idea is: since you want to die, you have to die worthwhile; And as long as the death is worthwhile, it will not die in vain. I think I died for the demon world, it should be quite valuable, and I won't die in vain. So when it comes to death, I'm not afraid that no one will remember it. If someone is worried, what is there to be afraid of?

But hunger is different, and I have never seen anyone praise it throughout the ages, in heaven and on earth.

On the contrary, everyone felt that hunger was miserable. It's not that the world is stubborn, or the fate is not good, or the strength is not good, otherwise the immortals practice, why should they eat and drink dew?

It can be seen that it is a very shameful thing to be hungry.

So I'm also afraid, afraid that the juniors will know that I was hungry before I died, and it was the same kind of hunger as if I didn't die. Then didn't they all get mixed up for me so badly, that their strength was quite bad, so that they lowered the value of my death, and then looked down on me greatly?

If that's the case, wouldn't all the face I had earned so hard be ruined?

I don't think so.

What's the matter, you can't die of hunger, it's too shameless. I had to find something to eat. First, I shouted out of the pot. But as soon as they fought enthusiastically, no one paid attention to me. Second, I was turned upside down like a dead man, and my voice was not loud enough to attract much attention. Therefore, asking for help from the outside world is considered yellow.

I can't look out, so I have to look inward.

The inside of the Liuhe Pagoda was clean, only Kuroko and his sister. Kuroko mistakenly thought that I was here to send warmth, and said enthusiastically that he was starving, if there is anything to eat, take it out, he is fine, his sister can't hold it. also said that his little sister was a sick person, who was locked up in the Liuhe Pagoda, groggy, not alive or dead, and it was already very miserable. If there is nothing to fill the stomach, it will be even more miserable, so miserable.

- Actually, you won't go hungry if you're locked up in the Liuhe Tower. They felt hungry because I was hungry, and Liuhe Pagoda took pity on me, so they asked them to accompany me to hunger.

Kuroko rarely talks so much, I watch him horn horn, I don't know why I'm quite happy. But I deliberately teased him, saying that Taishang Laojun came to take my life, and before I died, I would do a good deed and let you all go, okay? Kuroko was quite happy, and there were many folds on his black face, like a spring breeze blowing a black water lake.

But I told him again, although I can let you go, I can't cure your sister's illness - Guanyin Niangniang can't cure it. What if she leaves the Liuhe Pagoda when the time comes, then what will you do? You are so affectionate, you still have to die with her? Since they all have to die, why don't I eat you now, fill my stomach, and then go to Taishang Laojun to die, okay?

Kuroko stopped laughing, first scolding me for being bad-hearted, and then glaring at me hatefully.

I was very embarrassed, and said that I would die anyway, so why can't I eat it? I'll eat you in my belly, you two are considered to be together, and I can be with your soul, it's just wishful thinking, isn't it perfect?

Kuroko still disagreed, saying that it would be better for you to die and leave the Liuhe Pagoda to me. I have the Liuhe Pagoda, I can save her life first, and then one day, I will find a way to save her. Saving her is also a good thing for you. If you are in hell, you will suffer a little less. In this way, it is also a three-party benefit, what do you think?

I didn't know how, so I had to ask the Liuhe Pagoda and ask it if it was okay. Liuhe Pagoda pointed his ass at me, refusing to express his position.

I clutched the scales and thought hard. In Kuroko's words, more or less, there is a plan for me. Although the premise is to tell me to die. Still, I felt as if he had shown a little kindness to me.

As an unlikable youkai, I probably only deserve this little kindness. I don't know if I'm happy or not, I just don't feel hungry anymore. But it's very twisted, like someone caught and refuses to be kind, pinching and twisting. I'm a bad-hearted youkai who only deserves this ending.

Still, I'm a little sad.

I'm sad that I'm going to die, but Kuroko still won't say a good word to me. I am even more sad that I am going to die, and I have to deceive myself and find candy from his bad words. Anyway, I'm a monster too. My father is the demon king, my mother is the blue bird next to the Queen Mother of the West, my aunt is the god of war, and my uncle is the king of the court. But I, who was disgusted like this by a mortal, and refused to let go, why bother?

It's just that I can't figure out why I bother to practice myself like this, so I'm sad.

Love is not like this. The foundation of love is self-esteem, self-love. Like me, I surrendered my identity, trampled my face and dignity under my feet, knelt and licked others, I deserved not to be loved, and I was not wronged at all.

It's because I know that I'm not wronged that I'm sad.

Obviously, I know everything, and I understand the truth better than anyone else, but I can't do it, can I not be sad? Really, the saddest thing for me is not how Kuroko treats me, but that I have suffered it myself, but I can't change it.