I thought, or I'd just die.

People who know a bunch of big truths in vain, but can't do it, what face do they have to live in the world? People say that the world is stubborn, but since I can remember, everyone has treated me very well; Treat me well, at least be tolerant, and rarely come up to die. For me, the world is not fierce, but rather gentle. It's that I don't deserve to live in such a gentle world. In this case, it is better to let it out and give more air to those who are trying hard to live. In this way, I am also considered to be a little tenderness in this world.

I am a monster, and according to the standards of immortals and mortals, I should be unkind, even so bad, that I will be scolded for "a thousand years of scourge". And indeed, I have always been very strong, whether it is physical or psychological, I have never dragged the demon world back.

Today, I feel like a failure.

It's not that I feel defeated because I can't make Kuroko like me. It was because I realized that I was weaker and more incompetent than I had originally thought. The main thing about this is that I can't control my mind and I can't do the right thing - I mean, the right thing to be worthy of my youkai identity. Mother-in-law and mother for so long, finally began to dislike herself. So now, I especially want to fulfill their wishes, Kuroko's wishes.

I was tossing and turning in the pot, mourned, and had no strength to resist......

Until Daddy comes.

It's really my own father, the king of the Ten Thousand Demon Mountain, the lord of the demon world, the Lord of the Four Seas who stands up to the sky and the earth and is supported by all demons!

He is my idol. Even though I'm a female monster, I've never wanted to be a seductive little business - I'm not looking down on those monster sisters. Rather, I want to be like my father and do bigger, more magnificent and dangerous things. For example, trouble with the Tushi Palace, or a big fight with the demon clan. I'm a greedy little monster, I don't want to deal with small troubles, and I just want to do those big things from the beginning of the demon life.

In the middle of those heart-wrenching events, interspersed with a little love for children, so as to plump up my characters and highlight my charm.

That's it, running away from home from the beginning, that's what I thought. Ten Thousand Demon Mountain is Daddy's territory, and I can't do anything big there. On Daddy's ground, everyone knows me, everyone spoils me, so nothing big is my turn. I had to go outside, go through the storms and do some great things myself, so that my father would know that I was not a little princess; I'm an upright, serious, and powerful monster like him.

I'm a monster, I have to be called Yang Yang, not his delicate daughter Niu Niu - I said it earlier, the name my father gave me is so stingy, it doesn't fit people's temperament at all!

Anyway, as soon as my dad came, I was beaten back to my original form.

But as soon as he came, I remembered the original intention of running away from home, and I no longer insisted on blaming myself and wanting to die. I don't think I wasted my air in vain. I beat the demons to scream, and I made the Tushi Palace restless, aren't these all big things? I'm not ashamed, and I'm not sorry for myself. I didn't fulfill other people's wishes, I didn't fulfill Kuroko's wishes, but I am fulfilling my own wishes, isn't that the most important thing?

I don't want to die.

I want to be a youkai.

I locked up Kuroko and his sister and continued to cultivate in the Liuhe Pagoda. Daddy didn't force me out, but as soon as he came up, he stepped into the fight between Lao Xian'er and Taishang Laojun, and he didn't distinguish between the enemy and me, and fought on both sides - I said earlier, Dad didn't want to see Lao Xian'er, and if he had this opportunity to vent, he wouldn't let it go in vain.

And I, naturally, am happy to watch a good show.

The frame of these three people is not something that can be seen every day, and if you don't look at it, you can't see it. What's more, even Dongshan-kun doesn't pull the fight anymore. Look at him, leisurely from his arms out of the Dongshan brew, Mei Zizi sat cross-legged on the ground, drinking and watching, more free than me!

I'm a monster, that's what I'm after. What kind of love, love, should only be an embellishment. I don't dwell on it anymore. Although Kuroko is important, it is not as important as me being a monster.

The monster has to be the greatest little monster in the world. I swear.

Later, I don't know who proposed it, anyway, they stopped fighting, and held hands, going to the Nine Heavenly Jade Emperor to ask for an explanation. I am the source of the disaster, the end of the war, and they don't even need to open their mouths, they automatically take me and go to the heavenly court to watch the excitement together.

I think my treatment is quite good, and I don't lose so long to cook and fry before.

Heavenly Court is a little more broken and smaller than I thought, and in this regard, I am a little disappointed. But fortunately, my biggest expectation on this trip is not the decoration of the heavenly court, but the Jade Emperor himself, that is, the old man who was scolded by his grandmother for pointing his nose and scolding "Jade Emperor Lao'er".

This old man is almost as imagined, high up, and has to be served by others, like a waste.

But everybody listens to this nonsense. Even Daddy, Lao Xian'er and Taishang Laojun fought inseparably, and they didn't have an explanation, so they followed the crowd and ran to the heavens, asking this waste old man to call the shots and asking him to give an explanation.

When I was a child, the master told us that the gods in the sky have no opinions, and when they encounter things that cannot be handled, they like to find this old man to ask for explanations.

I had just entered school at that time, and I didn't quite understand what "Dharma" meant, and I thought it was delicious. And the Jade Emperor Lao'er is a "saying" dealer, carrying two big pockets with him, walking the streets and alleys, and when someone wants to explain the law, he takes one out of his pocket and hands it to the other party.

At that time, I loved to eat sugar cakes, which were sweet, crispy, and crispy, and the kind of stuff that would flow out of sugar when I bit into it. So during that time, in my understanding, what the Jade Emperor Lao Er took out of his pocket was all sugar cakes.

Because of this, I drooled a lot for him.

Alas, after being locked up for so long, and now that I see him again, I really think of sugar cakes again. I decided that if he could really take out a sugar cake from his pocket, I would listen to him and come out of the broken pot of Taishang Laojun.

Seriously, although the practice in this pot is good, there is no food, and the comfort level is greatly reduced. I remembered that in the military books I read in the world, it was said that fighting a war is logistics. At that time, I was a little monster who didn't worry about eating and drinking, and I didn't understand the truth of this sentence.

Now I understand that mortals have a true truth. Eating is the biggest root cause and the best way to solve all problems.

But I don't know why, the Jade Emperor doesn't seem to care if I want to come out or not. Like the bosses of the mortal world, he likes to listen to the stories of the people under him. Even if a sugar cake can solve the matter, you have to summon the immortals of the four palaces and eight halls, sit down hand in hand for a meeting, and report to him word by word. I also analyzed and analyzed.,The sun has slept several times.。。

It's annoying. People just want to eat a sugar cake, is it so difficult?