Accustomed to seeing the bright lights of the city, the cars and horses are charming, and the deceitful people, Xiao Lai doesn't have much vision for this strange and prosperous world, and the only thing that makes her anxious is her own results.

Maybe it's the young and frivolous, maybe it's the rebellious period of youth, a handsome and bright boy, a young girl who doesn't understand the world, two equally lonely hearts meet at the wrong time, and the inexplicable chemical reaction will make people's hearts beat and blush.

Xiao Lai actually didn't notice this little "middle two" teenager at first. In the face of the pressure of going to school, the others can "retreat" for Xiao Lai at this age.

There is such a hint in psychology that "if a girl finds a boy to have an affair, and then gently pulls the corner or sleeve of the boy" means that she has opened up the ignorance in your heart, and pulling the sleeve will be interpreted as a version of love, after all, you have disturbed the footsteps of that person. Many years later, Xiao Lai suddenly understood, "It turned out to be a fate destined by God, and sometimes you can't hide it."

I remember one time in the row of seats in the class, a boy with a strong "taste" and Xiao Lai were divided into a group, but Xiao Lai really didn't want to sit with him, in the chaos, Xiao Lai pulled down Xiao Yang's sleeve,

"Can you swap seats with me?"

“……”

Xiao Yang's eyes froze at Xiao Lai, but he didn't speak.

"Is that okay?" Xiao Lai smiled slightly and asked,

He nodded, acquiescing.

Xiao Lai and Xiao Yang's buddies became the same table, a funny Internet addict teenager - Circle. Xiao Lai often borrows the "Walkman" at the same table, listens to the songs sung by the idol Xu Wei in the circle, and listens to them over and over again, sometimes, Xiao Yang will also "deliberately" listen to songs with Xiao Lai, Xiao Lai does not reject this way, maybe it has a little meaning in her heart.

In the face of Xiao Yang's "excessive attention", sometimes Xiao Lai would lie under the desk, not looking at it or thinking about it, and let himself devote himself to studying. Sometimes, when Xiao Lai goes to the toilet, she will meet Xiao Yang who is stuck on the road, either deliberately "stomping" to signal, or following behind Xiao Lai, which makes her very embarrassed, because she really doesn't know what to do.

The class changes seats once a month, sometimes Xiao Yang will do it in front of Xiao Lai, whenever this kind of scene happens, Xiao Lai's heart will beat inexplicably, but she knows "no", because the exam is coming soon, this year is about to pass, Xiao Yang, is both strange and familiar with him, the idea of "déjà vu" has appeared many times in Xiao Lai's mind, but she really hasn't been in love, and she doesn't know what to do to make her feel better, she has never communicated with him, only knows that his family conditions are average, It's not good, it's not bad, it's too late to understand, and there's no time to understand such a "school grass" level figure, the college entrance examination has entered the countdown.

She didn't want to be distracted, so she could only pretend to have a good relationship with the next table and let him misunderstand, so that she could "get on the right track", however, Xiao Yang seemed to be very generous and never gave up, and finally, a month before the exam, Xiao Lai received a "gift".

At the beginning of the evening self-study, the class had just handed out a book of current affairs, and Xiao Yang suddenly stopped Xiao Lai,

"Lend me to see your current affairs"

"To you" Xiao Lai, whose face was flushed, still felt the strong love of the other party, and at this moment, the two thumping hearts were "colliding" at the moment when they looked at each other, and they couldn't help but tremble.

Xiao Lai probably guessed the other party's intentions, and pretended to be calm and handed him the book.

"Thank you," Xiao Yang smiled evilly.

The next morning, Xiao Yang took advantage of Xiao Lai's efforts to finish memorizing the book and returned the book. Xiao Lai looked down, it turned out that there was an "answer sheet" in the book, on which was an English letter, Xiao Lai read it quickly, and her face turned red inexplicably, but then she folded it into a plane and threw it into the garbage basket, because she really didn't want to think about it, and she didn't have the heart to imagine it, after all, Xiao Lai still followed her parents' wishes and devoted herself to reading.

But this has become a regret that Xiao Lai can't make up for all her life, because she has no way to respond to Xiao Yang, about love, she is still in a state of chaos until after graduating from college.

This letter was also "quietly" stopped as the college entrance examination approached. Xiao Yang didn't wait for Xiao Lai's reply for a long time. It's just that in the weeks that followed, there was chemistry between the two of them.

Xiao Yang will be in the corridor where Xiao Lai is studying, waiting for her to go back to the classroom together, and will also sit in front of Xiao Lai in the evening self-study and deliberately "squeeze" Xiao Lai's desk, Xiao Lai finally poked Xiao Yang's clothes with a pen, and said coquettishly, "Move forward a little, it's too crowded, there is no land." Xiao Yang will also "contradict" her, accompany her to read books, and sometimes deliberately ask her a few math problems, Xiao Lai will patiently answer them, but Xiao Yang keeps staring, she is embarrassed.

Maybe time is limited, Xiao Lai will also follow Xiao Yang to the balcony during recess exercises, but from beginning to end, the two rarely communicate, and they can understand it with one look. Once, Xiao Yang ran to the balcony to take a breath, Xiao Lai didn't think about it and walked over, Xiao Yang looked at her, in fact, there was a couple of junior couples "doing things" at that o'clock, Xiao Lai might have "something" with Xiao Yang, such as holding hands, but at that moment Xiao Lai flinched, maybe she knew that it was not easy to fall in love too early, especially at this moment, she understood the other party's intentions, but it was not the time, so that moment became the "fate" time when Xiao Lai and Xiao Yang never intersected again.

Although Xiao Lai fantasized about his "date" with Xiao Yang countless times in the future, it was a "platonic love" after all.

Since that day, Xiao Lai has been deliberately avoiding Xiao Yang's "good intentions" and trying to devote himself to learning, but Xiao Yang has not given up, and from time to time he has mobilized his buddies, either throwing paper planes to "bomb indiscriminately", or collectively coaxing, which makes Xiao Lai want to press himself under the table.