Cardamom doesn't know you in her youth, but you know the person in your dreams when you hear it.

Exquisite dice An red beans, into the bone lovesickness does not know.

The most beautiful look of love is that a person waits for another person, a heart waits for another heart, even if the years are wasted, hesitating the future, the person who loves each other always waits for the arrival of the lover without regrets, I hope that the boy does not let the beloved wait too long.

Xiao Lai didn't know when he started to like waiting inexplicably. Whether she was waiting for her relatives in the countryside when she was young, or standing alone beside the stone lion in front of the door looking into the distance, or returning home briefly in middle school, Xiao Lai spent almost all of her time waiting, because she never thought that her parents' tardiness was a procrastination, never.

This also mostly causes Xiao Lai's personality to be sensitive and helpless, procrastinating and not caring about anything.

When she realized this, it was also years later. From the moment she was completely dead, she also had a complete epiphany, it was her character that made her miss the beloved who she had been searching for for eight years in this life at the beginning.

After the college entrance examination, that summer, it was really a super embarrassing afternoon for Xiaolai.

Xiao Lai voluntarily chose to repeat her studies, and after her mother took great pains to arrange the school for her, she hurriedly went back.

It was on an afternoon that summer that Xiao Lai truly experienced the isolation and helplessness of leaving his loved ones. It is precisely with her sense of dependence on her mother that she is extremely kind and friendly to those who care about her, including him - Xiao Yang.

Fate, sometimes it's really so inexplicable and convinced!

On the same day that Xiao Lai had just chosen her seat, after a little relaxation, she began to move her books and study.

When it was nearly dark, Xiao Lai got up and went downstairs to buy a bottle of water to drink by the iron fence around the corner, and met her little squad leader.

As everyone knows, just when Xiao Lai was choosing a seat, a figure had been wandering at the door of the classroom, discussing something with the little class leader. I have the impression that the place where the person bought the water is also there.

Xiao Lai is reluctant to put too much energy into irrelevant people, because she wants to make up for the three years of abandoned school, to be honest, feelings are a luxury for her.

The camera pulls away a little, and at this time of year, those who fail to make the list are sent over by their parents to repeat the study. The schools here are naturally the best, but the accommodation for repeat students has not been arranged by the school, so there may be no extra money to pay the rent.

This also made the renters around the school particularly popular.

They take in a large number of children every year, and they are in charge of food and housing, and the rent alone is enough for them to buy a few apartments a year! Every day it is extremely popular here, and parents are reluctant to let their children suffer, so they can only spend their money to arrange everything for their children, for fear that they will be sad.

These tenants are also extremely powerful people. The family conditions are good or bad, and the food and housing of the students are different.

When Xiao Lai first moved in, the landlord and aunt took care of her. But with the increase in the number of students, Xiao Lai was moved from a two-person room to a multi-person room, and the environment was noisy, which can be imagined.

The first weekend just arrived was in the middle of waiting for Xiao Lai.

In the morning, Xiaolai got up and went to call her mother to make a public phone call to report that she was safe and hung up. In fact, she knew very well that her mother was reluctant to let her go home more often, because there was a lot of trouble at home. So she called her mother's sister, the so-called aunt.

"Hey, is Auntie at home? I'm Lylai. ”

"Oh, what's the matter? You okay! I'll go see you at noon. ”

"Hmm."

The phone hung up, in fact, her aunt never liked to let people visit her home, especially the "poor relatives" in the countryside.

The child who urgently needs the comfort of his relatives, the child who seeks the concern of his parents is more or less ignorant of the world!

Originally, on Saturdays and Sundays, only one student left in the rental house, Xiao Lai, and the others went home.

As soon as Xiao Lai finished cleaning up, the landlord knocked on the door.

"Lailai, why don't you go home?"

"I'll be back next week."

"How do you eat at noon? We don't care about the meal! ”

"Oh? It's okay, I'll go out and eat by myself! ”

may be afraid that the students will have opinions, so the landlord hurriedly said that she would ask her son to cook a meal, but in fact, Xiaolai did not mean to accept it.

That boy was a few years older than Xiao Lai. He made a bowl of noodles that were not salty or light, put them in the kitchen and went to feed his little turtles!

Xiao Lai didn't continue without a few bites, put down the dishes and chopsticks, turned around and said a word and went out.

She is actually very homesick, no matter how kind her aunt is, she can't compare to the "dilapidated hometown".

She picked up the public phone again and called her aunt, and after thinking about it several times on the other end, someone picked it up.

"Hey, who's that?"

"Has my aunt already left?"

"Oh, Lailai, I'm your uncle, and your aunt is out."

"Oh, good."

In this way, from eleven o'clock in the afternoon to one o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Lai did not see the figure of his aunt. She didn't know what was wrong, so she kept standing at the gate of the community waiting for her aunt, so that she could save her homesickness.

Every time a bus stopped, Xiao Lai took a closer look, obviously it couldn't make her feel comfortable, and she didn't realize how sloppy and disdainful her aunt was from beginning to end.

Well, after Xiao Lai waited for three hours, and thirty buses stopped and left the station, she was a little disheartened.

In fact, her aunt was not far from where she lived, and it was only half an hour away by bicycle, but she wasted an afternoon in vain, and just when she was about to turn back, there was a sound of footsteps behind her, "Lailai~".

Xiao Lai looked back and recognized her aunt who she hadn't seen for a long time, she wasn't very happy in her heart, she just called "aunt" faintly.

"There's something temporary, I'm late!" Her aunt was very talkative.

"Oh, it's okay, I just came down too." Xiao Lai replied calmly.

In this way, Xiao Lai took some "gifts" brought by her aunt, exchanged a few words of greeting, and watched her leave.

Xiao Lai also hurried back to rest.

In fact, the taste of "sending people under the fence" is not pleasant, but this is the first and last time for Xiaolai.

Another week has begun, and Xiao Lai has lost his freshly arrived youth, but is a little more calm. She began to learn from scratch, not letting go of every detail.

In the early morning, the sun was shining, and she took the book she had read in the morning and found an open-air balcony and began to read silently.

It didn't take long for someone to hear someone reading aloud ""

Wait, isn't this Li Yang's "Crazy English"? Rai also tried to start reading aloud, and her progress was much faster, which surprised her, she never thought it would be a magical thing to say it out loud. It was no less than Magellan traveling the world, and Columbus was as excited as Columbus was discovering the New World, and she began to try to read every sentence from the heart, and these changes were an important starting point for her to regain her confidence.

After that, whether it is next to the toilet, in the corridor, or in the stairwell, there will be Xiao Laikang's powerful reading voice, sometimes it will be tactful English, sometimes it will be poetry and songs, and sometimes even mathematical formulas will be used to read and read.

Every time I finish reading a book, I will be full of confidence for Xiao Lai. She also began to pay attention to the speed at which she usually did the questions.

In the past, there was no right way to follow, and Xiao Lai went through many gray exams. Now it seems that there is such a person who has suddenly solved a puzzle that has puzzled you for a long time at some point, which makes you suddenly feel enlightened.

In the past, English teachers only focused on the knowledge in textbooks, and rarely mentioned it outside of class. On the contrary, the teachers here pay great attention to the absorption, enrichment and absorption of extracurricular topics. When Xiao Lai listened to the English class for the first time, he was very surprised to learn a phonetic alphabet class, including the pronunciation, tone, and pronunciation of words, and the teacher explained it very thoroughly, which was something that had never been done before.

Xiao Lai also began to slowly fall in love with learning English and listening to English songs. This experience planted the seeds for her future professional choice.

I don't know if she's become more cheerful or she's lost a lot of weight, but in short, there are always some boys who start to pay attention to her, which makes her feel embarrassed.

Once, her table mates chatted with her during recess.

"Xiao Lai, your eyelashes are fake, right? How can it be so long? ”

"yes, genetic."

"If you dress up, you'll be a beauty."

"Uh~"

Xiao Lai smiled embarrassedly. At some point, the person sitting in front of her began to squint at her, intentionally or unintentionally, which embarrassed her, so she covered her long hair from the side of her face, which looked a little effective.

That person is also called Xiao Yang. When I always play with the small squad leader, I will call Xiao Lai's tablemate, the handsome guy who has a bit of a woman's taste - Cheng Cheng.

They are usually bored except for studying, and the only time they relax is to exercise between classes. Shuttlecock kicking is one of their most played entertainments.

Xiao Yang often called Cheng Cheng, and also pulled Xiao Lai along the way, and kicked the shuttlecock in a circle together. Over time, more and more people joined.

Every time it was Xiao Yang's turn to kick, he would unintentionally kick Xiao Lai, and she was always confused and slow to react. Facing the pressure of the college entrance examination again, she doesn't want to fall in love at this stage. She always looked at the signals sent by Xiao Yang, and never expressed them, or kicked the shuttlecock to others in the way she was used to. Everyone seemed to see Xiao Yang's thoughts, so they always coaxed and even matched them.

Later, the girls in the class didn't have much contact with Xiao Lai, after all, Xiao Yang was a school grass level person! The kind that many girls will love, and it is the one that the small class leader likes.

Xiao Lai, after all, is a child from the countryside, and she has heard her mother say "don't fall in love with boys in the city" before, and she also believes in it.

It stands to reason that at the age of girls, early love is a very common thing, but the parents are strict, and Xiaolai doesn't like to talk, always looking indifferent and cool.

Maybe Xiao Yang was deeply attracted by Xiao Lai's serious reading, or maybe Xiao Lai's attitude of always avoiding, Xiao Yang always played with her intentionally or unintentionally.

Xiao Lai's tablemate is a cute big boy, and there is a big mole in the middle of the person, and everyone calls him "Circle Circle". I often don't see anyone, but he has a very strong relationship with Xiao Yang, and he always matches them. At that time, Xu Wei's songs were popular, and Xiao Yang always held a Walkman, playing Xu Wei's blue lotus, and sometimes deliberately wore the same headphones as Xiao Lai.

Once in the monthly exam, they happened to be in the same exam room. People say that people who fall in love are even full of hormones in the air. This time for the exam, maybe for some reason, Xiao Lai was very embarrassed and in a hurry, maybe she didn't want to be "concerned".

There is also a top-level figure in the class, Wang Hongchao, who always ranks first in the grade in the monthly exam.

Wang Hong and Xiaolai sat in front and back, and they communicated very little. Xiao Lai's grades are average, and I don't know why, Wang Hong always stares at Xiao Lai, and Xiao Lai also admires him.

Once, Xiao Lai listened to his table mates tell Wang Hong's "past".

"Once, Wang Hong went to a restaurant for dinner, bought a millet porridge and went back to the dormitory."

"The next day, a 'notice' was posted in front of the restaurant, to the effect that the owner had added a dead mouse to the soup he served, telling everyone not to go to the restaurant."

"Everyone believed it and stopped buying any food from his family."

"The boss is really black enough, Wang Hong doesn't want to 'pretend to be confused', he doesn't want to be a peacemaker, and when the store figure it out, he negotiated with Wang Hong many times in private, hoping that he would withdraw this, but he refused, in fact, Wang Hong didn't have any money, he just couldn't stand such a black shop."

"Later, the shopkeeper found Wang Hong's homeroom teacher again, and it wasn't until the principal persuaded Wang Hong, and Wang Hong also became the school's 'man of the hour' because of this incident, and she was very beautiful."

is such a scholar, Yanran has become a student that teachers often pay attention to. Wang Hong's articles are very wonderful, and each one is a model article that the teacher reads.

Once, in a Chinese class, the teacher once again took Wang Hong's composition and read it to everyone to enjoy. Everyone didn't understand what it meant at first, and finally the teacher summed up the four words "Come to the general", everyone laughed, and Xiao Lai suddenly found that it was referring to herself, and couldn't help but blush.