58. Don't love and don't have to be ambiguous
Xiao Lai's life is not very good, and the family is not idle.
The woman who called herself the second aunt has been humbly talking to Xiao Lai on the phone, talking to her about feelings and family affection, such a person sometimes really makes Xiao Lai feel sad.
That person, in fact, really didn't know what he was instigating, but Xiao Lai could tell the difference, after all, she was not her own mother, although she always wanted to have a daughter.
The thing that really makes Xiao Lai feel cold to her is in the aspect of filial piety to the elderly. Although parents treat their children differently, they should rely on the old and take care of the elderly, and those who are children should abandon their past suspicions and take the initiative to assume obligations, let alone sow discord among their brothers and sisters.
Mother is a person who can't talk and do things, and she can only blame herself, who is almost sixty years old, and is still unstable all day long, and always likes to be more serious with others, and she still can't understand the truth of being a man. As her own sister, she should not blindly get used to her and follow her temperament, but should be disciplined more, and she should not be deceived.
An overly idealistic person, when he can't take care of himself in the face of life, will not come by his own temperament, because the person who takes care of you will not follow your ideas, he will only decide your future according to his own plans, and even life support.
Therefore, in life, we still have to be friendly with others, so that we can always be.
Recently, Xiaolai always likes to chat on WeChat. I heard that Xiao Hei followed his mentor to the Northeast, so Xiao Lai asked him about his situation by the way. From Xiao Lai's point of view, why did Xiao Hei follow his mentor to such a far place? This is a bit unexpected, Xiao Hei, who is usually such a budget-conscious person, why did he run into that cold and frozen oil field at this time?
Is it true that he is not good at graduating? Xiao Lai chatted with him for a few words, but he didn't expect Xiao Hei to talk dirty and block her, which made her a little baffled, I don't know which tendon he was wrong, Xiao Lai and Childe talked about the situation.
"I'll ask him for you first, I don't know much about his situation lately." Childe is still so calm.
"It's nothing, I'm just a little surprised, Kuroko used to be such a cheerful person, but now he turns his face when he says it, maybe everyone has changed and become realistic." Xiao Lai decided not to pay attention to this former friend, and the past was gone.
"Unlikely, he's not like that." Although the other party is his iron buddy, in the eyes of Childe, Xiao Lai is not a person who loves to lie.
"Maybe he doesn't know much about our industry, but that's exactly what it is." She wanted to defend herself again, but she didn't feel the need to reason with a little boy, because Childe was still more open-minded and not as cautious as him.
Recently, the aunt often called her to talk to her about her classmates, which surprised Xiao Lai. Classmate Xiaohui's sister is her aunt's nephew and daughter-in-law, and in order to please her nephew and daughter-in-law, her aunt also brought her sister Xiaohui to please others.
Xiaohui, a very kind person, is a little self-assured, and has a good relationship with Xiaolai, but later the two of them went farther and farther apart. Aunt suddenly mentioned her now, which made Xiao Lai unable to find a reason to refuse for a while, but told her that she had not been in touch for many years. After asking Xiaohui about some basic information, her aunt didn't contact her again, and later heard that she was going to introduce someone to someone.
From this moment on, Xiao Lai understood her aunt's "good intentions", and her mother asked her to help Xiao Lai Zhang Luo one, but she didn't expect her aunt to ignore this matter at all. Xiao Lai didn't take it to heart, after all, she didn't particularly want to marry at that time, even if she got married, it was a matter of fate, so she wouldn't resent and be angry with her.
These days, Xiao Lai has been busy revising the manuscript and has no time to think about other things.
One day at noon, Xiao Lai finished eating, lay down in front of the computer to rest, and suddenly received a text message, which turned out to be sent by the circle at the same table. He wanted Xiao Lai to help translate a contract, and the document had been sent to her mailbox, so that she could reply quickly.
After work, Xiao Lai turned on the computer, found the email, clicked on the page by page, and realized that the circle was about to open a restaurant and was in the signing stage.
Xiao Lai revised it word by word, and the English version of the contract took some time to change. The next morning, she sent out the documents that she had stayed up all night to get out as fast as she could.
Actually, Xiao Lai is a little reluctant to do things for the circle again, to be precise, because she doesn't want to be involved in people and things related to Xiao Y again, which makes her very uncomfortable.
Perhaps, people will touch the scene, but away from that environment, they will still slowly forget, for fear that at a certain moment, it will appear coldly, which is too hurtful.
This Saturday, Rai also decided to have a showdown with the boy. She didn't want to reconnect with someone she had never felt again, so let's stop it.
Sometimes, if you don't contact, don't say goodbye, don't reply, you may not get used to it at first, but if you say it directly, Xiaolai really can't do it, no matter how straightforward she is, there will be times when she hesitates.
I can't remember the specific details, I don't know where I got the courage, Xiao Lai suddenly sent a text message, to the effect that he didn't want to contact him anymore, don't call her again in the future, and ask him to find a more suitable person to marry.
The boy asked her, why? Xiao Lai told him that he didn't feel it, no matter how hard he tried. The other party didn't appear again, Xiao Lai thought that the other party had figured it out, so he didn't think about it again, and the matter was over.
The next morning, Xiao Lai suddenly received a text message from an unfamiliar number. When she opened it, she was startled, it turned out that the text was written by the boy's colleague, and the boy couldn't think about it, so he drank a lot of wine on an empty stomach in the dormitory alone, and he was unconscious in the end, and now he was sent to the hospital for gastric lavage.
Xiao Lai said that for her, he really can't torture himself with such a masochistic method, let me ask him if he has ever thought about his parents, if he really went to the extreme because he was dumped, what should his parents do?
The colleague asked her if she knew that the boy had run half the city to see her, and on his birthday, Xiao Lai bought a cake for him to celebrate, which touched him the most, because no one had given him a birthday for a long time.
Of course, Xiao Lai remembered that she had also tried hard to make herself like him, but she couldn't overcome the hurdle in her heart. She is not a half-hearted person, her work and love are very pure, but she thinks that if she doesn't feel it, she shouldn't delay the other party anymore, she would rather choose one person.
The man insisted that Xiao Lai go to the hospital, even if it was pretended. But she really can't do it, don't meet, don't bother, and forget about it quickly, if they meet, no one can say anything.
Xiao Lai didn't show up after all, in this matter, she was not wrong, but she was a little unkind, after all, everyone had stomach lavage, at least she should go and visit.
How much this is like a bridge in a TV series, but unfortunately in real life, it is not so dreamy, Xiaolai is just a weak woman, a simple child who has no experience in the world, and she is not so thoughtful about the problem, so she is really stupid and angry.
This incident made Xiao Lai dare not walk alone, because he was afraid of meeting that person again. During that time, she always commuted to and from work with her colleagues, which can be regarded as a kind of self-protection for herself.