Extra-Fan Erjun Wuyao Monologue (1)
I am a prince, but I don't have the same childhood as a prince
My mother is a concubine, but she doesn't have the life of a concubine
Before I learned to speak, I had already learned to look at other people's eyes, and understood that everyone in the palace was cold to me, and to my mother
It was only when I was eight years old that I saw Jun Shougong for the first time, the emperor I heard of, who passed on half of my bloodline
At that time, he was walking with the queen, and there was a little girl jumping around beside him, very noisy and noisy, listening to her voice from a distance, he felt very comfortable, I heard that she seemed to be the queen's niece, from Fengguo
I was about to turn back, but she had already chased after me, blocking my way, pinching her waist and yelling at me, "Hey! ”
As soon as she shouted, Jun Shougong and his queen both came over
I once heard my mother say that Jun Shougong loves her very much, and many stories are told to me, I was too young at that time, and I felt sleepy when I listened to it, and every time I arrived at that time, my mother said that she was already crying, hiding her face and crying
I know that the person who took away my mother's favor is called Ruo Jinhua, who is now the queen who is by Jun Shougong's side, so I hate the woman who can smell rouge from afar
I was anxious to go, but I went to the left, Mu Qianxue also went to the left, I went to the right, she also went to the right, and she smiled and fought against me
"Get out of the way," I whispered to her, upset
"Hmph, I won't let you" She just stood upright, not moving for half a minute
I still remember that at that time, I just wanted her to go quickly, and raised my hand to push her away, but I didn't expect the girl's body to be so weak, and as soon as I pushed her body, she fell directly to the ground, and the expensive clothes were stained with mud
A loud slap rang out and landed in my face
And the person who slapped me is called Jun Shougong, my father
I didn't expect that when I was eight years late for the first time, he rewarded me with a heavy slap in the face, which made my blood drip down the corners of my lips
"Evil obstacles, hurry up and admit your mistakes!" Jun Shougong's voice commanded coldly, glaring at me fiercely
I just looked at him, gritted my teeth and didn't say anything, not even the blood from the corners of my lips
turned around and walked away, and I could still hear Ruo Jinhua talking about something, although I didn't hear it very clearly, but I vaguely heard her saying something that I was not uneducated, and scolded my mother at the same time
When I went back, I saw from the outside that my mother was still embroidering, mournful and graceful, as if she had just cried again, and her eyes were red and swollen
If I go in like this now, my mother will definitely be even more sad when she sees the wound on my face
I ran towards the small pond in the Imperial Garden, and immersed my face in the water until I was almost out of breath, and then I turned back into the house, and when I felt that my face was no longer swollen, I thought that my mother would not know that I had been beaten
But as soon as I went back, I saw that my mother was already standing outside the house, staring at my face tightly, and when I stepped forward to hug my body, there were big tears falling down, and my voice said vaguely: "Yao'er, it's my mother who is useless, it's my mother who is useless."
Later, I learned that the slap I was given by Jun Shougong had already spread all over the palace, and I was originally not favored, but now I have been regarded as annoying by everyone
But the yellow-haired girl like me was unyielding, holding a whip in her hand and dancing outside the room where my mother and I lived every day, although the movements were light, but too flamboyant, too arrogant
However, I understand that even if Mu Qianxue is singing outside with the piano, I will think that she is too public, I hate her, and I hate their whole family