Xiaolai is in good shape, and he chooses a set of clothes to change at random, and his image is very outstanding. My friend carefully selected a few sets, and the two of them winked at each other, very happy.

The Tai Chi foundation laid in the university, between Xiao Lai's gestures, is very ancient chivalrous.

From the long stone steps, from the antique case file boards, from the drizzly pavilions, from the serious and brilliant palace gates, to the ancient houses with clear windows, Xiao Lai completely let go of the disguise in his heart, immersed himself there with his friends, and did not miss the slightest scene.

Tired of walking and playing, the two of them sat on the stone ladder bench to rest for a while, and from a distance, there was a foggy scene around them. Taking a deep breath of the mountain, the two of them were very longing.

The capital's blue sky and clear sky are very rare. Only after the rain has cleared the sky will the dust in the air be washed away, the white clouds will reappear, and the sunset will clear.

In the past few days, they will go out to eat a rice bowl or pasta, and they will be "besieged" by mosquitoes at night, and the two of them are a little tired physically and mentally, and they have no intention of paying attention to that person's things anymore.

Everything was taken care of properly, Xiao Lei pulled his luggage, got in the car, and went to the train station with Xiao Min. After buying the tickets, the two of them cherished each other and said goodbye.

Turning around, Xiao Lai's back was a little cold, and he still had to solve the "troubles" that had plagued him for many years, and any unrealistic ideas of relying on others would only make him more "preoccupied".

If you want to let go completely, you should learn to face it. Xiao Lai decided to take the initiative, and things will eventually come to a point.

Back in the dormitory, Xiaolai borrowed the network cable, turned on the computer, boarded QQ, added friends, and entered the "love password" in the depths of his memory.

After struggling for a while, he pressed E with a trembling hand

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Key.

Waiting for the other party's "consent" is a very painful thing. Xiao Lai stared at the computer screen, waiting for the beating "figure", but he didn't expect the other party to agree quickly. The surprise came, little Lymy was overwhelmed, very happy, and very nervous, doing it himself, standing up again, and jumping a few times, ready for the next answer.

My eyes were moist, and I was so nervous and so nervous that I forgot how to ask and how to make a good opening statement.

"In?" Xiao Lai was a little excited, but also a little strange.

"What's the matter?" The other party's attitude was relatively indifferent, and Xiao Lai's originally enthusiastic emotions were instantly transferred.

"Oh, it's fine."

"Ask you something." The other party suddenly opened his mouth.

"Say."

"Are you still a *woman?" The other party actually asked this topic, is Xiao Lai so prodigal in his world? Little Leben wanted to say yes, but suddenly felt that what could he do if he told him the truth, and what could he do if he didn't.

"Are you?" Xiao Lai asked rhetorically.

"It's not." The other party is very direct.

"Okay, so do I." The two ended the conversation tacitly.

Xiao Lai wanted to cry a little inexplicably, but he felt a great relief, a child who had "shackled" his feelings for several years, and in the end it was still empty, a crisis of trust. Next, she doesn't know how to face her life, and she doesn't know how to fall in love, because she is now like a puppet who has lost her soul support, a meaningless life, and she doesn't know what kind of person to choose to spend the rest of her life.

Little by little, tears began to roll down my heart.

Sad, sad, you've already turned the page.

Tears unknowingly, suddenly came here,

After that, where will we go, who can tell me?

This is no longer a beautiful legend,

We're really going to the ends of the earth.

You can't hesitate, you can't grieve,

Love is in the bottom of my heart, little by little.

Sorry I lied,

Loving you is the only thing I can't hold on to.

I'm sorry, I'm going to forget you,

The only one for love. ”

Opening the space, Xiao Lai trembled and typed down these lyrics, hoping that the other party could see it, and hoped that he would be truly happy and forget his sorrow.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Min commented below, "What's wrong", Xiao Lai said "It's okay", and soon noticed that the boy had been there all along, just staying quietly. Xiao Lai quickly "hidden" and chose to be indifferent.

Over the years, she has long been accustomed to being alone, has long been used to being single, even if she is very sad, even if she is lonely, she just complains a little in her heart and will not show it, because she always firmly believes that "as long as there is love, love will not go far", now it seems that this is just her wishful thinking, an idealist obsession.

Love is gone, she always has to work, she will just sit there, sad for no reason, unhappy, and even more uninterested in working. Lao Sun still accompanies her to the cafeteria every day, but Xiaolai is a little quiet, and the speed of eating is faster than before.

Kim is still keen to date her boyfriend every day, and Lai is so sad that she stays late in the office every day, and she wants to look busy rather than sad.

Work has the potential to distract a person from the kind that does not heal the wounds of the soul and is fatal. She wants to enter into a new relationship so that she can get out of her heartache.

In fact, people who enter marriage understand very well that love is sometimes a simple companionship, which is neither amazing nor great, but we take it for granted and naturally magnify it several times.

At that time, Xiao Lai had not yet learned how to fall in love with someone, and if he could, if his parents allowed him, he would prefer not to get married like this.

Only if you are sad enough will you be so decisive. In those days, Xiao Lai was disheartened and snubbed the old grandson who was close to him, as well as the Shijingshan boy who didn't know "dead or alive".

During that time, Xiao Lai had no appetite, but every time she ordered a lot, she ate desperately, even if she couldn't eat, she still didn't pull it into her mouth at all, she wanted to eat fat, and it would become indifferent.

It's a pity that she has a bad stomach, constipation, and all kinds of adverse reactions are manifested, and Lao Sun looked at her, but she didn't speak. Xiao Lai is even more depressed, and he still has to face a "unkind, but particularly gentle scholar" every day, and he feels a little stressed and distressed when he thinks about it.

These days, Xiao Lai deliberately "refused" Lao Sun's request to eat, because she had a nightmare, about Lao Sun, she was scared to wake up, and the next day, Xiao Lai avoided Lao Sun like a cat.

Seeing him, Xiao Lai was a little scared, and always found an excuse to "not eat", or ordered takeout to deal with it. Maybe Lao Sun has some ideas, but he doesn't know what happened to Xiao Lai, eating alone, a little lonely, Xiao Lai saw his back, and his heart was inexplicably sad.