53 There is no love and no hatred to marry
Others are so desperate to make money, but Xiao Lai seems powerless. She has never worried about money, and she may not have been cornered. This is the real North Drifter.
People, sometimes you really need to dial it to turn around. It turned out that my classmates had already bought a house with a mortgage when they graduated, so now they are fighting so hard just to be able to pay off the loan as soon as possible.
Thinking about himself, he was still like a child, standing still there, and Xiao Lai was a little uncomfortable.
After eating, getting in the car, Xiao Lai put on his headphones, and his heart was full of emotions. is hindered in his career, there is no settlement in love, and his eyes are full of loneliness and loneliness, and he is sour when he thinks about it.
If you think about it, the students have also worked there for many years before they are familiar with their own workflow. Only by persevering can we keep the clouds open and see the moon.
Only after experiencing the ups and downs of an industry can a person work harder to seek his greatest value. This is Xiao Lai's deep experience, but what he wants will not be found so easily.
The first job in life is like buying stocks, you must consider the pros and cons of all aspects before you are willing to invest. What type of work is most rewarding? The answer is undoubtedly salary. But everyone knows that a position with no room for development will not have much room for improvement.
In addition, a person's ambitions, hobbies, interests, and personality can all become limiting factors in finding a job. Therefore, this is also Xiaolai's shortcoming, she is looking for a job completely according to her own interests, which is a bit unrealistic.
After leaving this major, it is actually a bit difficult to find a good job, but Xiaolai never thinks so, she always takes it for granted, "a job is easy to find, as long as you are willing to work hard and have a certain degree of competence".
This is only in the first-tier cities, where the employment opportunities are great, and once you return to the second- and third-tier cities, the jobs are basically saturated, and it is a bit fantastical to find a high-wage city.
Xiao Lai realized this very early, and if he wants to support himself professionally, and he is not very good at preaching, he can only find those jobs related to his profession or similar copywriting, planning, editing, etc.
She likes to work in a quiet environment, is reluctant to socialize, is used to thinking alone, and is not willing to discuss with others, which may be related to her own growth environment. So the jobs she is looking for are all skewed towards the civilian category.
A child who has always grown up under high levels of tension and pressure, everything she does and says is just an instinctive reaction. Xiao Lai's lively and cheerful personality is that after being suppressed by her parents for a long time, she is hidden little by little, she begins to become silent, hiding in the attic all day long, with books as a companion, when she was a teenager, the age that should have belonged to play, but she was not treated as she should have been, and some were just a few hundred books, just for honing.
It is certainly impossible to say that you are not sad, but when you grow up, after you realize yourself, your inner thoughts will gradually change. In this era, is it just educational misconduct? In fact, Xiaolai is very clear that there are pros and cons to every educational method and concept.
Over the years, she has been looking for a philosophy and method that can relieve herself, or to resolve her inner depression and incomprehension, once she can crack it, it will become her strength and purpose to move forward.
Those so-called psychological theories do not really help people get rid of inner stress. What can ultimately get a person out of their inner predicament is a strong inner survival rule.
These truths are also explanations for her epiphany after years of hard work and after experiencing the washing of years.
In a few days, the end of the year will be over, and many colleagues have bought tickets home early. Her mother also urged her to go home as soon as possible. It's not that she doesn't want to go back, every time she goes back before, she doesn't have a very happy time, and she packs her bags and returns early.
Mother never knows how to do things, there is no way, she wants to avoid her, Xiaolai can only drag it and go back later. I greeted my friends in advance and prepared to arrive home two days late, and Xiaolai also asked the leader for a week off in advance to return to work later.
Finally, she bought a ticket to go home, and after taking the ticket, she was a little apprehensive. Because, she doesn't know, what awaits her is a storm or a sunny day.
Everyone else will enjoy the blessings of the New Year in the warm and comfortable home, and the most important thing is the taste of mother. But Xiao Lai is different, there is almost no maternal love and affection to speak of.
She can only escape, not wanting to return to a world full of verbal violence, even if it is well packaged, it will make her hateful. Some people really don't want to win the favor of others by looking at the pretend, what they need more is a person's inner cultivation and self-growth.
It's like the friends she makes, the other party must have a kind, loving soul and be mature enough for the two to become friends. Just like the work she participates in, the quiet atmosphere, careful thinking, and a high degree of cohesion.
Therefore, she has already experienced that harsh secular world, and for the rest, she only needs to wait for the gentle and silent future.
Che Zishi entered the long-lost platform, she picked up her luggage, called her friend Yingzi, and took the car leisurely.
Yingzi is a very talkative and sassy person, and has been engaged in early childhood education. The two of them have also slowly sublimated from ordinary friends to mature friends. Xiao Lai also admires her very much, and often calls her to contact her feelings.
After living at Yingzi's place for a few days, Xiao Lai tried to find job postings on the Internet. I wanted to try to find a suitable job at home, but unexpectedly, an employer replied to her message. This is a training institution, and Xiao Lai applied for administrative management.
After staying at home for three days during the Chinese New Year, Xiaolai excused himself to find a job and went out. She really can't stay in this home. After contacting the employer,
She decided to give it a try.
After arranging the dormitory, Xiao Lai and his new colleagues are familiar with the work process together. Xiao Zheng is the person in charge here, and the first time Xiao Lai saw him, his eyes were a little dazzling, because this boy was really sunny, which made the boring environment suddenly brighten.
At this time, the Shijingshan boy was still talking to her on the phone, and compared to Xiao Lai, he was very "hateful" about marrying. Rai is also helpless, the boy will give her a clear future every time, including her job, but Rai knows that this kind of good thing will not come easily. She doesn't want extravagance, she just hopes that she can rely on her own ability to achieve it in a down-to-earth manner.
The boy urged her to hurry back to Beijing every time, but the more this happened, the more difficult it was for her to accept it. After a week of trial here, she decided to return and continue that unfinished dream. Perhaps, when spring opens, Xiaolai's spring will come.