got out of the car and walked out of the underground passage quickly, Xiao Lai was a little tired. But there are still a lot of people at the exit. Xiao Lai turned left and right, and finally arrived at the square.

Taking a deep breath, she hurried to the stop sign while it was dawn.

The most frustrating thing in the world is waiting, especially standing in the winter night. Xiao Lai was a little anxious, but he was still patient, walking around, walking, stopping, and keeping his head looking forward, "Why hasn't the car come yet"?

Finally, the car stopped. Xiao Lai looked at the black press, and finally picked a hole and stuffed himself into it. Swiped the card to get out of the car, walked on the sparse sidewalk, her steps were a little relaxed, she calmly walked into the compound, and a detour was the dormitory building.

After washing up and lying there, it was so tired that everyone else fell asleep too. Xiao Lai put on a mask, forgot to take it off, and after a while, it was dry on his face.

It's past puberty, but there are still a few pimples that persist there. Xiao Lai also had no choice but to use them, so he bought some acne products, but he didn't want to affect his mood because of acne, so he went to a few Chinese medicine stores, bought a few pairs of decoctions, and tried to drink them.

The next day, I didn't have to go to work, so Xiao Lai made an appointment with the fat man and went to the bathhouse together. The two of them talked and laughed, and when they got out of the bathhouse, they were relaxed. I went to a nearby grilled fish restaurant, and the two of them talked and ate delicious food.

Wushan grilled fish is still very good, the side dishes are also very good, two bowls of rice belly, eat eight points full, two people talk about classmates, talk about their future, are not small, but I still hope that after I have improved, I will care about lifelong events.

The fat man is still in a hurry, and he will go on a blind date when he goes home for the New Year, and his parents are really worried about her business. Xiaolai still doesn't have a little "desert", she will also be forced to go on a blind date, but they are all going through the motions.

If those peers who entered into marriage early, now they are either revolving around their children, or they are families, and they have no freedom at all, not to mention that they have no source of income, and they are like sending people under the fence, and they have low self-esteem.

Thinking about this, Xiao Lai didn't hope that he could get married too soon. She often feels that she is not suitable for marriage, after all, she wants to have a child, and she is very naïve.

It's almost New Year's Day, and the two of them made an appointment to go to KTV again. Singing those lyrical pop songs, as if they were aggrieved about their feelings, the two of them satisfied their little selves and set off separately.

Thinking about the recent rare reunion with old friends, Xiao Lai is in a much more relaxed mood.

In addition to his daily work, Xiao Lai still sits in an empty office after work as usual, watching the news and chatting.

Occasionally, I will brush my resume, and after working for so long, I still haven't mastered any excellent skills, and Xiaolai is a little confused. She wears headphones and occasionally hums along. It's really rare for her to show her singing voice, and only when she's alone.

At that time, Renren was still prevalent. Xiao Lai was a little bored, and added a few classmates he knew. One of the boys had a good chat with Xiao Lai, and they had been in touch for a long time. Later, the two of them found out the relationship, and there was no follow-up.

Xiao Lai didn't want to keep in touch with this person anymore, and he wouldn't be friends. I haven't been in touch for so many years, and I don't know each other's growth very well, even if I have a good feeling, there will be no room for development.

At that time, Xiao Lai didn't plan to go to graduate school again, but he still didn't find the direction he should strive for. She believes she needs to get out and about to get closer to her expectations.

In the dormitory, the girls often get together, either gossiping or gossiping, and none of them seriously think about their future. Xiao Lai was a little frustrated, but he still insisted on staying in the office every day and didn't go back until late.

At that time, she recalled, "It would be nice if my grandson was together."

However, everyone has resigned, how can they still be contacted? Thinking of this, Xiao Lai thought he was funny, smiled and shook his head. Perhaps, before darkness comes, it will take a while to endure; Before seeing the light, it was dim for a while.

"A new dawn will always belong to those who are prepared.

If you can't find an exit, don't look for it.

Try it, sit back and take a break.

This rare gentleness is that you should find a place for your heart to stay,

Only then can you show your sincerity. ”

During that time, Xiao Lai always wrote a lot of poems to express his inner troubles and anguish. Even if she is depressed, it does not hinder her poetic feelings.

It's been a while since the heat of Thai embarrassment passed. Xiao Lai always wanted to go, but he couldn't find a chance.

On this day, she borrowed a network cable from Xiaojin, took a look at Baidu, and finally found the URL to watch it for free. Everyone was asleep, and Xiao Lai sat there alone, watching the movie with relish. Wave after wave, it was so funny that she didn't dare to make a sound when she covered her mouth.

The year is nearing the end of the year. Xiao Lai didn't want to go home for a while. Because she was going to be urged again for the New Year, she never made up her mind to buy tickets. The Shijingshan boy, after being silent for a while, contacted Xiao Lai again.

Xiao Lai did not refuse, nor did he agree, but was tepid. She once thought that if she was grinding her temper and losing her temper, she might be moved.

I don't know what kind of logical thinking it is, anyway, she doesn't mean that at all, and she always talks to him very politely. She has never lost her temper, nor has she expressed herself, in short, she just can't see any joy, anger and sorrow from the other party.

The boy may have experienced a lot, and he always said to Xiao Lai, "It's almost fine, don't pick again", which made Xiao Lai inexplicable.

She thought that if she hadn't met so many excellent boys, if she had known this boy from the beginning, it would be very likely that she would have entered into marriage with him. But in reality, there are not so many ifs, there are just so many choices and determinations that people can't extricate themselves from.

She wanted to tell her friends about this person, whether she should think about it or not. However, no one could get her to speak, including her parents.

Before returning home, she went to a classmate's. Xiaobei, a high school tablemate, a dark-skinned man, hasn't seen him for many years. It's just that Xiao Lai recently learned that the two of them were very close.

The two of them made an appointment, got off work in the evening, and got together together. Maybe Xiao Lai wanted to ask the boy's opinion, but she never said it.

Because, she saw the other side of her classmates, and it also made her see the reality clearly.

She waited for two hours before her old classmates got off work, from Dongcheng to Xicheng, taking the car at five o'clock in the morning every day and coming back at nine o'clock in the evening, so she was tired to watch.

There were a few more people in the group. With them, Xiao Lai feels that his current life is really the time of the elderly, without a single ripple.