Chapter Forty-Eight: Lovesickness - Mutual Complaints
Lu Xiaojing and Liao Yifan talked about the relationship on campus that did not blossom and did not bear fruit, and they couldn't help but sigh and sigh, and they both had a feeling of missing out on the year.
In particular, Liao Yifan was even more worried about this, he wrote: "Sister, if time can be turned back, I will never be so cowardly again, I will definitely confess to you, even if I am ridiculed and ridiculed, I will not hesitate to do it!" Lu Xiaojing replied: "That's the case, it's too late, this may be the will of God, besides, the time we have crossed paths is too short, it is difficult to understand each other deeply, even if you confessed to me back then, according to my character at that time, the chance of success is not great!" ”。
Liao Yifan continued: "Whether I can succeed or not is secondary, the main thing is that I like it, I can't say it, this is the thing that I regret the most-", Lu Xiaojing saw this and replied: "The past has passed, why bother with it, isn't there a saying that everything looks forward!" I think it's a good thing that I can meet again online."
Subsequently, Lu Xiaojing changed the topic and wrote: "Tell me, who is your current wife, do I know him?" Liao Yifan replied: "You don't know, she is what I met after work." Lu Xiaojing said "um" and continued to ask, "Your relationship is okay!" ”。
Liao Yifan was silent for a while, and replied: "It's okay, our combination is based on realism, because we were both older young people at that time, and after introducing people, we felt that we were suitable for each other, so we got married." After getting married, the two ran in with each other and tolerated each other, so much so that they later admired each other, and they can be regarded as a model couple! ”。
Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but feel a little envious when she saw Liao Yifan describe his marital status like this, so she wrote: "Yes, in the end, you still found the most suitable other half for yourself, and you also lived a happy life with each other, piano and strings-."
Liao Yifan immediately replied: "Haha, sister, I can't talk about the piano and strings, but it's true that I love each other, after all, two people pay together and work together for the same family, this may be a portrayal of real life!" Liao Yifan then asked: "Sister, it seems that you and your brother-in-law belong to the kind of fairy companions that are like glue and lacquer!" ”。
Lu Xiaojing was immediately happy when he said this, and she replied: "How can there be any fairy couples in the world, don't you watch martial arts dramas and fall into the devil!" Liao Yifan wrote: "I don't hope from the bottom of my heart that you can find a like-minded Langjun, or you can also tell me about you and your brother-in-law-."
Lu Xiaojing wrote: "We are also as plain as water, he is two years older than me, he is a soldier, and he was introduced by an intermediary!" Liao Yifan was a little puzzled when he saw this, because in his heart, Lu Xiaojing was tall and lovely, if he was looking for a partner, he would have to be high-end and high-grade!
So, he asked: "It seems that my brother-in-law must have something superhuman, otherwise how can he enter your eyes?" Lu Xiaojing replied lightly: "No, when I met him, he was a platoon-level soldier, his family conditions were okay, and his services were all working in financial units, but these were secondary, the main thing was that I was attracted by his handsome and powerful tough appearance, so I established a relationship without hesitation-".
Liao Yifan looked at it, it turned out that Lu Xiaojing was instantly conquered by the appearance of others, and he couldn't help but feel a little jealous in his heart, thinking that even if he was beautiful inside, he was also a little glad that he didn't pursue Lu Xiaojing back then, so he wrote: "Sister, I didn't expect you to be a complete nymphomaniac, alas, I am convinced, if I chased you back then, it is estimated that with my appearance, I will hit a wall 100%, and even the head that is touched will be bleeding!" ”。
Lu Xiaojing also saw the vinegar meaning between Liao Yifan's words, so she quickly wrote self-deprecatingly: "Women are emotional animals, especially young girls have no immunity to external things, so I became his bride in a daze, so I inevitably regretted it later, regretting my sloppiness!" ”。
Seeing this, Liao Yifan seemed to smell something, so he asked, "Sister, is he not good to you?" Lu Xiaojing replied: "It's not bad, although he is mediocre in his career, but his heart is very careful, he can do his duty to me, to his children, and to my parents, his carefulness and thoughtfulness once made me feel that I was a happy woman!" ”。
When Liao Yifan saw this, he was even more confused, so he asked, "Since you are so good to you, why do you still say that you regret it?" Lu Xiaojing sighed and wrote: "It's such a person I trust deeply, but in the end he cheated and had an affair with a woman on the Internet-".
Then, Lu Xiaojing told Liao Yifan how she found out that Wu Qiming was cheating and how she collapsed, so that she almost jumped into the lake in a trance and committed suicide.
After reading Lu Xiaojing's narration, Liao Yifan also had a feeling of pity in his heart, he sympathized with Lu Xiaojing's experience, and at the same time felt sorry for Lu Xiaojing's depressed mood, so he tried his best to comfort Lu Xiaojing on QQ, let her relax and not be immersed in this kind of masochistic sadness.
Liao Yifan wrote to Lu Xiaojing: "Sister, I can understand your mood, and I understand your heartache at that moment, but what I want to say is that you are too innocent, although you have been out of the ivory tower for almost 20 years, but your heart is still a pure heart, this state is commendable, but this state is easy to get hurt-".
When Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan's words, she couldn't help but agree with it, this is indeed the case, for more than 10 years, Wu Qiming has doted on himself and loved himself, and his heart has been given to Wu Qiming, and he has never thought about anything else, but in the end, this kind of love can't withstand the one-night tenderness of a strange woman.
Liao Yifan continued: "It turns out that I hate things like cheating and extramarital affairs, but I don't know when I started to care less about this kind of behavior, I don't know if I'm degenerate, or if I'm mature and look down on something-".
Seeing Liao Yifan say this, Lu Xiaojing asked ungroundedly, "Can you accept an extramarital affair, can you tolerate your wife's cheating?" Liao Yifan didn't answer her directly, but said, "Sister, let me tell you a story!" ”。
Lu Xiaojing didn't know what medicine he was selling in the gourd, so he said, "You can talk about it", Liao Yifan wrote: "A few years ago, I once took a bus to the provincial capital to run errands, and sitting in front of me was a young man, about twenty-seven or eighteen years old, he was on the phone, and there were not many people in the car at that time, so I felt that he was talking to others about a date with a woman last night!" ”。
When Lu Xiaojing saw this, she felt a little incredible, so she asked, "Can you still talk to others about this kind of thing?" Liao Yifan replied: "In fact, this kind of thing is no secret today, especially for some young people, it has become a talking point."
Liao Yifan continued: "As soon as I heard the young man talk about this topic, I was also very interested, so I pricked up my ears and listened carefully, and the young man told the person on the phone that the woman he was dating was also a married man, and he told him about the process of meeting her on the Internet, and praised the woman for how beautiful, how sexy, how open, etc."
With Liao Yifan's retelling, Lu Xiaojing actually looked a little dry, and her heart beat significantly faster, she wrote embarrassedly: "Why are you telling me this!" ”。
Liao Yifan still did not reply to her positively, he continued: "Later, I heard the boy say that the woman's profession was actually a doctor, I was very surprised at the time, and what surprised me even more was that I heard him say the name of my colleague, I couldn't believe my ears at the time!" ”。
Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing was also stunned, and asked, "Is the woman he said really your colleague?" Liao Yifan replied: "From his later words, I am sure that the woman who was dating him is my colleague, and I really felt a little unbelievable at that time-".
Lu Xiaojing asked, "Why is it incredible?" Didn't she usually show it? Liao Yifan replied: "That woman and I work on the first floor, she is a graduate of a famous medical university, and her husband is also a doctor in our hospital.
Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing seemed to have some feelings, and she couldn't help but think of her colleague Zhao Xiaoyan, who is also an excellent woman, isn't she also cheating! Thinking of Wu Qiming again, Lu Xiaojing's resentment seemed to dissipate.
Liao Yifan wrote: "Sister, cheating is not a good thing, but cheating is not necessarily not a good person, there are many things in this world that are unclear, the way is unknown, my colleague she cheated, but she is still the woman who is dedicated and loves her family, although my brother-in-law cheated, he may not love you and don't love you-".
Liao Yifan continued: "Therefore, there are some things that don't need to be too entangled, sometimes looking open and looking down is not a great wisdom!" Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan's sincere and frank reply, and the knot in her heart also opened, and she also realized: "I should no longer be stuck in that little bit of the past, let go of my mood and enjoy life is the true meaning-."