Chapter Forty-Seven: Lovesickness - Internet Biography

Since Lu Xiaojing and Liao Yifan reunited on QQ, the two of them chatted freely on the Internet whenever they were free, which made Lu Xiaojing feel very happy, and at the same time, she unconsciously had a sense of attachment to this former junior, and even felt a little lost in her mind if she didn't talk for a day.

Helplessly, as a doctor, coupled with her son's upcoming high school entrance examination, Lu Xiaojing is also very busy for a while, but even so, she also stole time to interact with Liao Yifan on QQ. One day, Lu Xiaojing was not on duty, and after finishing some administrative affairs at hand, she couldn't wait to board QQ.

Then she saw a few greetings from Liao Yifan, and she was used to such a scene, because every time she boarded QQ, she could always see Liao Yifan's message at first sight. So, she replied on the keyboard: "Haha, I'm not on duty today, I'm free!" ”。

After a minute, Liao Yifan replied: "Haha, sister, if you don't see you for a day, it's like three autumns, it's uncomfortable to think!" Lu Xiaojing couldn't help laughing when she saw it, she replied: "Poor mouth, you know to tease me!" ”。

Liao Yifan immediately sent over a heart icon, and then followed by a sentence: "It's true, this heart is a lesson!" Lu Xiaojing knew that this was Liao Yifan's heart, because she also felt this way, so she also understood this friendship. She asked, "Aren't you busy?" ”。

Liao Yifan replied: "It's not too busy, they just do some things", Lu Xiaojing said enviously: "It's still your director, it's not as hard as me, I've been tired all these years and don't know what it's like to rest, if it goes on like this, I'm really afraid that I'll get old early."

Liao Yifan immediately replied: "Sister, you will always be an ageless goddess in my heart!" Lu Xiaojing saw that Liao Yifan was praising himself again, and she felt very comfortable, but she didn't admit it in her mouth, and wrote: "What, I've become an old woman now!" ”。

Liao Yifan was very disapproving, he wrote: "Sister, don't be so unconfident, I'm sure you are more mature and charming and feminine now than you were at school!" Lu Xiaojing followed her and said: "It's mature, it's going to be ripe!" ”。

When Liao Yifan saw Lu Xiaojing say this, he posted: "I want to see my sister, for more than ten years, don't let me only immerse myself in memories, okay, sister!" Lu Xiaojing actually wanted to see Liao Yifan very much, she wanted to know what this junior brother who had missed out on had become now.

So, Lu Xiaojing asked, "What do you think?" Liao Yifan said: "Sister, send me a photo of you!" Lu Xiaojing was happy, she smiled and continued to reply: "I knew you wanted to ask me for photos, but even if you send photos, you send them to me first, I want to see you first-".

Liao Yifan saw that Lu Xiaojing wanted to see his photo, and he immediately replied: "Well, sister, I have always wanted to send it to you to see, but you have never mentioned it to me these days, I thought you were not rare!" , okay, I'll send it to you now", then, Liao Yifan sent a photo to Lu Xiaojing.

Lu Xiaojing hurriedly clicked on the picture, and a familiar man suddenly caught her eye. Lu Xiaojing looked at Liao Yifan's photo, although she recognized the old man at a glance, but she felt that Liao Yifan had really changed, the whole person was much fatter than before, the general's belly was already slightly raised, and then she looked at the childishness on her face that was no longer the childishness of the year, replaced by maturity and fortitude, coupled with the blue-black left by the shaving off of her face, she looked more mature and stable, full of masculinity-

Lu Xiaojing saw this and wrote: "You have changed, you have become mature and many!" Liao Yifan sent a "haha", and then asked: "Is it old that you can't recognize it!" Lu Xiaojing replied: "No, I mean you have really changed a lot, I feel that you are more manly today than you were back then!" ”。

Seeing Lu Xiaojing's reply, Liao Yifan's hanging heart was also put down, and he felt from Lu Xiaojing's reply: Lu Xiaojing doesn't hate herself! With such confidence, all Liao Yifan's worries were gone, so he asked half-provocatively, "Sister, do you like me now?" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw that Liao Yifan asked so directly, and her face was hot, because she knew that from the moment she saw this photo, she already had a longing and sweetness in her heart, but out of a woman's reserve, she still avoided this topic and replied: "It seems that you have been very happy in the past few years, only with a wide heart can you be fat, you look at yourself and you have become round!" ”。

Liao Yifan saw that Lu Xiaojing did not reply to his question positively, and he also felt that it was a bit abrupt to ask such a question at this time, so he followed Lu Xiaojing's words and said: "It's not that my heart is wide, it's just that I haven't had too much competition over the years, so I just have a messy life, just let it be!" He continued, "Hey, sister, don't just talk about me, I want to see you!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing also saw that Liao Yifan was already a little impatient, so she opened the folder, found a photo that she thought was good, and sent it to Liao Yifan-

Then, she quietly waited for Liao Yifan's reaction, in fact, Lu Xiaojing was also a little apprehensive in her heart, from the bottom of her heart she hoped that Liao Yifan's good impression of herself would not fade due to the loss of time, but after all, age is a knife, and her face has left the mark of time-

Just as Lu Xiaojing was thinking wildly, Liao Yifan made a gesture of praise, and then sent a text: "Sister, you are more beautiful than I imagined, the moment I saw your photo, I was so excited that I almost wanted to scream, you can really charm all beings!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw Liao Yifan praising herself so much, and suddenly became excited, this is the result she wants, but she doesn't want Liao Yifan to feel her heart bloom immediately, she forced her joy and replied: "What, you will fool me, I am middle-aged, how can there be beauty?" You are talking nonsense! ”。

Liao Yifan seemed very excited, he continued to write: "Sister, what I said is the real feeling, your figure is still so delicate and stylish, your skin is still so poetic and jade, if you want to say that the change, is that your clothes are more noble and elegant, and your temperament is more mature and charming-".

Lu Xiaojing looked at Liao Yifan's praise like a shuttle, her heart was as sweet as honey, she liked praise, she preferred Liao Yifan's recognition, because only Liao Yifan could witness that she was as beautiful as ever from youth to middle age, she accepted everything Liao Yifan described with a spring on her face, and this time she didn't refute Liao Yifan.

After praising Lu Xiaojing to the fullest, Liao Yifan suddenly sighed again, he wrote: "Sister, sometimes fate is so wrong, I had the urge to fall in love with you at first sight back then, but impulses are impulses, I finally missed the opportunity because of lack of confidence, think about the wishful thinking in those years There are both pain and happiness-".

Seeing Liao Yifan's expression full of remorse, Lu Xiaojing became bold instead, and she couldn't help but write provocatively: "You are a coward, if you wrote me a love letter back then, I might have looked at you differently-."

Liao Yifan saw Lu Xiaojing choking himself so bluntly, and couldn't help but write with some loss: "Sister, in fact, in those years, I wrote you a lot of love letters and love poems, but I didn't dare to hand them over to you, and I am ashamed to think about it!" When Lu Xiaojing saw this, her eyes lit up, and she asked, "Is there still one now, I want to see it?" ”。

Liao Yifan replied, "Later, due to graduation and many moves, most of them have been lost, but I looked through the information a while ago and found two poems, why don't you take a look!" Lu Xiaojing said urgently, "Okay, send it to me-."

A moment later, Liao Yifan found the two poems from the computer and sent them to Lu Xiaojing:

The first song is "To the Immortal Lotus"

I'm a herring

Wandering in the murky waters of the pond all day long

I've wanted to run away countless times

But I chose to give up countless times

Because here is my attachment

- A lonely fairy lotus

I have heard that you are from the distant Ganges

Have witnessed your graceful loneliness

I have felt the hollow loneliness of you

I have appreciated your spirit swaying in the wind

Years

day after day

I'm used to being around you

Although I can only look at your tranquility from the water

Although I can only kiss your rhizome with the cloudiness

Although I can never speak to you in a whisper

But I'm satisfied

I'm just a herring

All I want is to be with you

The second is "Untitled"

Nong Ruo Hibiscus is naturally beautiful

Laughter often provokes the shame of flowers

It is like a flowing cloud

The language is like the fragrance of osmanthus

I want to look at the beauty

Why is it too stupid and vulgar

lest the broken branches and flowers fall

Nono's heart sank from afar

Lu Xiaojing savored the two small poems sent by Liao Yifan, and she felt between the lines the depth of Liao Yifan's love for herself and the weight of the contradictions, which made her sigh that creation makes people have no part. However, from these two poems, Lu Xiaojing became more and more intimate with Liao Yifan!

Back then, in the most beautiful cardamom years of his life, although he boasted of his beauty, his personality was too high, which also discouraged many admirers, and finally led to a boy who had really pursued him in college for a few years——。

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but feel sad and lost, and she replied: "Alas, there is no result, everything is in vain-".