Youth is in a hurry, budding to be released.

Although friendship is expensive, it is short-lived.

Fate is determined, and love is still shallow.

Revisit the old place, no longer the past.

Time has passed, and memories of a lifetime have passed.

People have no immediate worries, but must be far-sighted. Live well, work hard, although there is nothing to do for the time being, there is no need to be "blind date", but aimlessly repeatedly, the work content is always only "ABCD", there is no creativity at all, this is really not the life that Xiao Lai wants.

Not everyone is keen on "career", and not everyone is willing to be mediocre. It's better to let yourself be in charge of your own life.

Parents who have no plan, from the beginning of the "stumbling" to live together, without any ideas, will only blindly live by their own temperament, in such an environment, Xiao Lai has no freedom, let alone a little self, only a long night, accompanied by yellow lights.

My mother must have pursued it, otherwise she wouldn't have gone to study as a teacher. It's just a young woman, over 24 years old, and even her marriage is still under the control of her parents, which is really a sad thing, but she has no opinions, and she is blindly ecstatic, and she can see the pros and cons that she can't see, and she is carried away.

She wants Xiao Lai to take the civil service exam, no matter how much money, as long as she enters the ** department, she can sit back and relax.

Father, who has been spoiled since he was a child, has a somewhat wild temperament, but has no longevity, and he doesn't even worry about his own future, let alone his own children.

One knows nothing about life, and the other is omnipotent in life, and the two incompatible environments shape Xiao Lai's indecisive personality. She looks down on her father's ignorance and her mother's domineering and unreasonableness, so she is often silent, an ordinary unstirring cold pool, unfathomable.

After all, man has to pay for the "salvation" he receives. Those who have received the "gift" of their parents should be "rewarded." Don't ask for anything in return, but ask for peace of mind.

Unable to withstand his mother's nagging, Xiao Lai began to seriously think about his future and which way to go in order to make himself happy. After learning about the latest recruitment information for civil servants from the Internet, she hesitated.

Life cannot be arranged arbitrarily, and marriage cannot be arbitrary. Since you can't find a satisfactory state for a while, it's better to try this exam, maybe Xiaolai can calm down and take it seriously.

It is only in a desperate situation that people can arouse the idea of struggle. The so-called smooth sailing is just a relative concept, and everyone has to find a way out of a certain predicament and work hard to climb.

Therefore, you can't do nothing and be willing to be mediocre, but let yourself be in a calm state in order to do things that are not mediocre.

Xiao Lai suddenly had an epiphany, she collected several sets of past past questions from the Internet, and only found out the truth after doing it. It turns out that the national exam is really not something that can be passed casually.

Young people, who have not been washed by the years, will never take the right step. When Xiao Lai calmed down, sat in the office, and did the questions seriously, she found that the national examination was not as difficult as she imagined.

Those large reading comprehension seem to be a bit big, no way, young people, especially easy to be impetuous, Xiao Lai is the same, she has never been good at reading comprehension, let alone understand the deep meaning given by the question. If you haven't done a certain number of question types, you shouldn't know how to answer the argument, and you may not be able to answer it without certain professional knowledge and writing skills.

A week before the exam, she received a call from a classmate. to the effect that her best friend Xiaoyan is getting married and wants to invite Xiaolai to participate. Xiao Lai thought about it and refused. In her opinion, she hasn't been in touch for many years, and it's really a bit raw to see each other again.

I heard my classmate Yingzi say that Xiaoyan found a graduate student and her family conditions were very good, and when she heard Xiaolai's refusal, the other party said angry things like "Don't look for her in the provincial city if you have something in the future".

Xiao Lai smiled indifferently. A few years ago, when she went home to save her relatives, she met Xiao Yan, and she had to beg Xiao Lai to go to her for a night and go back to school.

In fact, Xiao Lai really didn't want to continue his friendship with her, but there was no way, some things were really the fault of both of them, but in the end it still made Xiao Lai feel cold.

In Xiao Yan's cognition, it seems that friends can be called "bosom friends" only if they can have a certain value, but she didn't know that when Xiao Lai went home during the winter vacation, she told her to buy tickets home together at the Beijing transit station, but she didn't expect the other party's sentence "The ticket is not easy to buy, my friends and I went back first", which really made Xiao Lai completely let go of this friendship, but the funny thing is that although Xiao Lai arrived at the terminal an hour late, Xiao Yan was stranded at the station because she didn't catch the bus, at this time Xiao Lai told her, "It's arrived, Buy your tickets."

The two friends, sitting in the car, were far away, and there was no longer a little excitement. At that moment, Xiao Lai was no longer the cowardly and ignorant teenager, but calmly saw through these practical problems and grew into a very assertive person.

At the previous stage, Xiao Yan had never been able to see Xiao Lai's state of mind, so she had been unable to make a judgment, and the friendship between her and Xiao Lai was intermittent. And Xiao Lai is a person who is extremely good at hiding herself, so it's normal for her to not see it.

A person who doesn't understand himself, why should he cling to those past clouds? A person without foresight cares about a friendship that is too simple to be simpler?

Xiao Lai decisively refused, without a trace of concern in his heart, let alone the slightest envy. Maybe the best friend wants Xiao Lai to witness her happy moment, I'm sorry, Xiao Lai has no reason to see her again.

Exams are coming soon. Xiao Lai didn't have the extra heart to pay attention to those people and things. After a few days of serious work, Xiao Lai nervously walked into the examination room.

After the exam, it was already dark. Xiao Lai hurried to the station, got in the car and went back. Along the way, she kept looking up answers to exam questions online. Xiao Lai was a little sad, the test was probably not completed, and in the end, a few of them were blind, and after answering the answer, she began to seriously think about where her problem was.

Taking out her headphones, she just wanted to immerse herself in the world of music and forget about the current predicament for a while.

"Time is a song of memory, only those who understand will understand.

Dreams are the result of all the hard work that can only be comprehended by those who have experienced it.

Life is a journey to move on to the next dream after a dream has been shattered,

Only by doing the right thing at the right time will you not be disappointed.

The only way to set sail is to make wings to fly.

If you want to make a difference, you can only keep your feet on the ground. ”