"The journey continues at dawn, please close your eyes when it gets dark.

The night is not silent, but a carnival before dawn.

Loneliness is not a single loneliness of a person,

Enjoying solitude is the highest state of being single. ”

Xiao Lai soon returned to his normal work trajectory. I didn't have much hope, the national examination was originally a low-probability event, even if she could enter the interview, she might not be able to pass it smoothly, Xiaolai was very open, she was not looking forward to it.

Classmate Huanhuan sent her a message a few days ago, asking her to take the career editor exam in her hometown. Just finished an exam and was about to take the exam again, Xiao Lai was a little uninterested, but he still planned to try. I heard that there are a lot of applicants, but the number of positions is limited and the number of students admitted is also limited.

After graduating, Huanhuan went home immediately. I don't know why, I was a particularly motivated girl, but I don't know what's wrong, and I'm getting more and more mediocre. Before graduation, she also prepared for the graduate school entrance examination, but she didn't pay attention.

This may be a foregone conclusion, girls who enter college are easily trapped in love, and they are more likely to lose themselves, and they are bent on getting married, and they have never planned their careers, studies and futures.

A few months before graduation, the boy asks to break up, citing tiredness and stress. The girls were quite generous, laughed over, and started a long journey to find love.

Huanhuan, I can't see the joy, anger and sorrow, I was very calm, and soon under the introduction of the family, I fell in love again. I got a job at a training institution, and I had to work until 10 p.m. every day and come home to cook dinner.

Such a lifeless work content, Huanhuan feels very fulfilling, and very down-to-earth, she has been working there since graduation, and she doesn't have to go to class every day, she is responsible for recruiting and contacting teachers, the content is very relaxed, but the salary is low, Xiao Lai doesn't want to waste her youth like this, she wants more of a job that relies on her ability to eat, even if she leaves her job, it's still okay.

Huanhuan, maybe she worked hard to take the career exam, but she never passed, maybe she had always wanted to get married, and she didn't take the exam so hard. Xiao Lai is different, she may have more choices, but she has no intention of marrying. Because she still thinks that she doesn't have a skill, or she hasn't cultivated her own strengths and abilities, she has been working hard.

This is the difference between two people, one is willing to be mediocre, the other is willing to struggle, and the thinking level of the two people is getting farther and farther away.

Whether you want to stabilize and live a 9-to-5 life, or continue to pursue your ideals, in fact, there are undesirable points, some people will stay in a job as soon as they graduate, and they will work for more than ten years; Some people don't have so much patience, they always change jobs frequently, until they are tired of jumping, they choose a passable job, and settle down tepidly, but three or five years have passed in the blink of an eye, and the unremitting people have already married and had children, and you are just starting out.

Xiao Lai has long been aware of this, but with her personality and interests, she is still willing to do some challenging copywriting work. It really doesn't matter to her whether she gets into the career editor or not, if it's so easy to get in, she still hopes to rely on her own strength rather than relationships.

This time, Xiao Lai bought a good ticket for the Friday night train. This kind of situation has trained Xiao Lai, and she also enjoys shuttling between stations like this, coming in style and going quietly.

Huanhuan is also a very caring person, very quiet in his bones, but he is still trapped in his parents' "cramming education", and he does things a little according to the rules.

The train entered the station, and it was already midnight. Hearing that Huanhuan's mother was sick and had just undergone surgery, Xiao Lai specially bought a gift. I took a taxi, sent a text message, and set off.

Huanhuan hadn't gotten off work yet, and Xiao Lai was sitting there waiting for her. The two of them chatted without saying a word, and it wasn't until the last student left that Huanhuan began to close.

Two little friends, wearing the stars and the moon, walked in the silent night. Speaking of family life, Xiao Lai was very curious about her current situation, and heard that she was about to get married.

The woman's family asked the man to buy a house in the city, and the bride price was 100,000 yuan. According to Huanhuan's meaning, her boyfriend will not be able to make up so much for a while, so the two have been at a stalemate. Huanhuan's parents are intellectuals, and the bride price is just a test for the man, but it has become a rope hindering her daughter's marriage.

Huanhuan is also very helpless, in fact, this bride price is not much, after all, it costs more than so much for a family to raise a child. My boyfriend really has this sincerity, even if he borrows money, there is nothing wrong with it. Two people still don't love deeply enough, and people who can be tied up for money are not worth entrusting for life.

Xiao Lai didn't go through this, he just felt that the boy still didn't care much about Huanhuan, but he would meet something better for a while, and it could only be natural, or it wouldn't be over.

Huanhuan's family conditions are very good, but she is a little short, but this is not a shortcoming, and I don't know why she hates to marry so much. Xiao Lai just felt that it was a bit undesirable to get married too early, and said a few words to her, "Let's go with the flow!" ”

It was too late, and the two of them went back to sleep.

The next morning, the two of them hurriedly prepared and went straight to the examination room. The number of people who signed up this time was very large, and everyone was rushing for that "iron rice bowl". Most people think that only by being admitted can career and love be "double harvested".

Sitting in the examination room, Xiao Lai found that the exam here was not formal at all, just a formality, and there was no basic answer sheet, but everyone sent a test paper and started the exam.

The elderly who have had exam experience will analyze these social hot spots. Xiaolai has no experience, and he reads relatively few books, so he naturally looks at the questions when answering the questions, and the minute questions are relatively general and cannot be refined.

This is also Xiao Lai's understanding after going through it a few times, and this exam is regarded as an experience, so I want to do the same.

Soon handed in the papers, and when she left the examination room, Huanhuan had been waiting for her outside for a while. The two friends happily walked to the station sign together, chatting about a lot of classmates and things, some envious, some helpless, the two of them, now they still want to improve themselves in order to have a better home.

When Xiao Lai came back, he bought a return ticket, and the two of them said goodbye again. With a wave of his hand, Xiao Lai quickly rushed to the journey. There is no nostalgia, no sadness, just their own confused future.

This city has had a lot of good past, and it has also carried many people and things, Xiao Lai does not dare to be nostalgic, afraid of the past, and even more afraid of sadness.

In recent years, domestic movies have begun to revitalize, and the movie is being hyped on the streets and squares. Xiao Lai also inadvertently watched its promotional video.

It's been a long time since she's been so relaxed, and she decides to make herself happy and let her heart go a little further.

"Only by emancipating oneself can we find oneself realistically." This is her realization from the heart.

On the train, there are not many people coming and going. It has not yet reached the peak of the Chinese New Year, and the passenger traffic in the north is not particularly obvious. Xiao Lai took the ticket and changed the window position with someone. Along the way, she wore headphones and looked into the distance.

Inside the car, snacks are constantly served. Xiao Lai got up and bought some, sat there and ate with his head down.