The luggage was almost mailed, Xiaolai Baidu took a ticket and booked one for tomorrow afternoon. After contacting the personnel there, she went to buy some food and drink to take with her on the road.

In the evening, I made an appointment with a few colleagues and ate skewers together. Everyone is more open, you drink a bottle and I drink a bottle, the smell of strings of incense, you can smell it across the street, you are full and drunk, everyone is scattered.

Presumably this is the best farewell for Xiao Lai to leave this beautiful city. This also hints at the final decision she made to completely let go of her dream of drifting north.

But classmate Huanhuan said that the three in and three out are all preparations for the rise in the future.

Maybe she doesn't really understand Xiao Lai, it's not for the sake of rising, it's just that Xiao Lai kind of wants to return to her roots, but her dream continues.

When Xiao Lai once again set foot on this homeland that made her heart down-to-earth, she felt a little familiar in her heart. In the same city, there used to be two people who loved each other, but looking back, they were two strangers.

A city that inhabits you and me,

You're still you, I'm still me,

But we don't see each other again,

It's just that the two don't owe each other,

It's just that there are no more thoughts,

That's it, that's it

Love has long gone, love has long gone

Love each other but can't see each other

But it's so intoxicating.

After traveling through thousands of mountains and rivers and tasting thousands of hardships, she always understood what it meant to let go. It was another rainy season, and she and a few colleagues came out of the hotel with suitcases.

Embark on this muddy trail and make her way to her dream editorial position. There, the colleagues were bowing their heads to change the draft, and the serious expressions of the presidents were a little intimidating to Xiao Lai.

It's different from other places, you can't move around freely, you can only sit there and read the manuscript. The presidents have to go to meetings every week, and they also told Xiaolai and them that this recruitment will be assessed, and qualified talents can officially stay.

There is an elderly expert in the club who comes to the club every day to train them. Xiaolai is also very willing to discuss and communicate with her, and the old lady likes her very much and is willing to teach her with her heart.

The time of a month has finally arrived, and everyone has been assessed in a unified manner, but what makes Xiaolai unforgettable is that the president asked her, "Is there anything related to the city?" She said, "Let her go back and look for it." ”

Just when she was in a dilemma, her parents suddenly came to see her in the city, saying that they were going to take her to visit a relative.

This relative, Xiao Lai knows, but she has no extra thoughts, although he has a wide range of contacts, and all the leaders in the city know him, but in the end, Xiao Lai still refused his help, after all, it is just a job, she doesn't want to make a move, everyone knows.

The relative was also well-intentioned, and told Xiao Lai again and again, "There is nothing in the city that he can't handle, and you must find him if you need to." Xiao Lai expressed his gratitude and said that he still has more opportunities for development. She still has backbone, and she doesn't want to encounter things like her parents, so she begs people everywhere, and she doesn't have any opinions of her own.

At the same time, Xiao Lai also officially left the "publishing house that needs connections", which may also be a pit. She quickly found a business unit to do some writing work that she loved.

It was this accident that made Xiao Lai soberly understand his future and direction. Here, the leaders ask her to write about political and social phenomena every day.

Compared with revising the draft, Xiao Lai is still willing to give full play to his own writing and write his own opinions. Every day, the leader would give her a topic, and she needed to keep writing it down.

After all, it is a public institution, and it also needs all kinds of entertainment, and the people here are more enthusiastic. They took Xiaolai around to collect wind, and sometimes they would take her to ride, but life could go on.

After working here for half a year, the leader heard that she had worked as an editor before, so he set out to let her plan an in-house magazine. These requirements made Xiao Lai a little confused, and she really couldn't think of anything. On Saturdays and Sundays, she was simply bored in the dormitory, looking through various magazines, and also summarizing the writing skills of magazines, Xiao Lai looked at the time, she hadn't gone out for a day, and she was a little hungry.

Outside the door, there was a lot of traffic, Xiao Lai cautiously crossed the road, came to a vegetable market, and searched for a while before she bought some big bowls of vegetables and some steamed buns, and carried them back to the dormitory.

In fact, this stage is also a critical time to accumulate her writing and compilation skills. She herself gradually realized from the chaotic level that she really needed these abilities and skills, and instead of sitting there reading the manuscript and checking the structure of the article every day, it would be better to look at the structure and content of the entire journal from a higher perspective, which would go further.

Unfortunately, the family arranged a blind date for her, which made her feel big. But I heard that the object of this blind date is a very good graduate student, and the major is also very good, financial management.

Xiao Lai still went to meet him.

Compared with the previous childishness, she has begun to be much more pragmatic. Just in time for the heavy snowfall, Xiao Lai wrapped in a long down jacket and put on a pair of snow boots, and rushed to the agreed park.

The meeting between the two of them went well, but the boy was busy and always had to go on a business trip. The other party's family conditions are also very good, and he has a younger brother, but his hometown is not local, but in other provinces.

is also quite tall, and he is quite satisfied with Xiao Lai, but he is also sincere, what to say, even he told Xiao Lai that he had surgery on his eyes. In this way, the two of them also began to chat intermittently, but everyone was very busy and had no time to meet, one was busy making a fuss, and the other was busy on a business trip.

She calls every day, and sometimes, Xiao Lai doesn't want to answer because she doesn't know the real side of the other party. Once, Xiao Lai sent him a text message, and the other party didn't reply for a long time, so Xiao Lai didn't pay attention to him anymore, although the other party called her a lot to explain, but Xiao Lai still rejected him.

This time. Her mind is still on her work, and she doesn't want to be distracted by the so-called feelings.

The last phone call, Xiao Lai still answered, because she wanted to make an end with him, don't bother yourself, and the lover you can't see is not called a lover, because this violates the law of life, love is companionship. Lovers who can't be touched, don't contact if you can't contact them, don't be nostalgic anymore, only if you are ruthless to yourself, you will gain more unexpected.

Perhaps, Xiao Lai's idea is right, because she doesn't know that when she started to work hard, what she did was a kind of reward for her efforts. A certain amount of articles have unconsciously improved her realm, including her personal thinking, personal ability, and more importantly, she has the seeds of self-confidence.