Part 10

On weekends, Anwan passed by the streets of the old campus, and the roadside was full of various food stalls. There are wolf tooth potatoes, egg scones, spring rolls, stinky tofu, sizzling squid...... Her favorite is fried pho, which sounds simple, but the owner has a different taste like other places, and it's the only one in town. It was also Chen Nuo who brought her here before, and she knew that in this world, food can heal everything.

A person who loves food tends to walk through the streets and alleys without getting tired. Many years later, An Wan also found countless streets and alleys, but she could no longer find the same taste.

When I got home, my grandmother went to the newsstand, and An Wan seemed to think of something bad, put down her schoolbag, and hurried to the newsstand.

My grandmother was moving books, and she looked a little struggling when she got older. An Wan hurriedly stepped forward to help her grandmother sit down and take over her unfinished business.

"Grandma, you took care of me so hard a few days ago, and now you are so tired, go home and rest, leave it to me here." An Wan's tone was extremely concerned.

"Evening, grandma is not tired, don't delay your study."

"Grandma, just go home, I can really do it."

"Then let's stay here together and go home together at night." Grandma touched An Night's hair.

"Alright then!" An Wan knew that her grandmother insisted on something, and she would not let go, and she had never changed for so many years, and she no longer persuaded her.

Grandma looked at the busy An Night, her eyes were full of spoiling, she had always been sensible and distressing.

With the development and change of the times, fewer and fewer people now buy newspapers, and even fewer young people, and their monthly income is only a handful. An Wan will go to college after that, and she will need a lot of money, and her grandmother will slowly start to worry a little, and her gray hair will become more and more.

"Get a newspaper." A passing old man spoke, with a cane in his right hand, and his face was very amiable.

"Okay, here you go." An Wan handed the old man the newspaper and collected the money.

"How old is the little girl?" The old man was about to leave, but when he saw An Wan, he couldn't help but ask.

"Seventeen." An evening replied.

The old man sighed: "It's good to be young, unlike us, we can't walk anymore when we're old." ”

An Wan smiled: "Grandpa, you don't look old at all." ”

The old man was amused and laughed non-stop, and said that there is an old man in the family, if there is a treasure, it is true.

An Wan thought to herself, it would be good if people could not be old, so that her grandmother could always be with her.

After being bored, I flipped through a few newspapers, most of which were social news, An Wan thought of Li Yanhuan, if a gossipy person like her becomes a reporter in the future, he will definitely have a bright future.

People often can't stand the chatter, as soon as she thinks of Li Yanhuan, she appears in front of her, wearing her hair, wearing the latest gold-trimmed sunglasses, wearing super shorts, and her navel is also exposed. It's very popular to wear shorts now, but my grandmother's thinking is still conservative, and I can't help but complain when I see her: "Yan Huan, look at what you're wearing, your thighs are exposed." Grandma knew that Li Yanhuan had a straightforward personality, so she did not shy away from talking to her.

Li Yanhuan pouted coquettishly: "Grandma, this is very popular." Her appearance and dress were unexpected, and An Wan couldn't help but laugh.

Grandma shook her head and didn't approve of this kind of dress: "You young people now, there are really more and more tricks. ”

An Wan opened her mouth to explain for Li Yanhuan: "Grandma, in fact, there are really many people who wear it like this now, but they are all ......"

Before she finished speaking, her grandmother took her words: "What are they?" ”

"They are all good-looking sisters." An night pretended to be a joke.

Grandma suddenly realized: "Yan Huan, you heard it, the students are not dressed like you like this." ”

Li Yanhuan saw that An Wan didn't speak for herself, and began to frown and complain to her: "An Wan, how can there be such a thing." ”

An Wan smiled innocently: "Okay, I'm kidding, how do you know I'm here?" ”

Li Yanhuan began to be proud: "An night, I used to think that the two of us were fateful, and I could happen to meet you when I went shopping, do you say this is fate." ”

An Wan raised her eyebrows: "It's not, why am I so unlucky, I can meet you anywhere!" ”

Li Yanhuan didn't answer for a long time, her eyes had drifted into the distance, An Wan followed her gaze, it was Gu Lingchen, Lin Kewei and Lin Man, they parked their bicycles on the side of the road and walked towards a bubble tea shop. "I didn't expect the three of them to have such a good relationship, wouldn't it really be a childhood sweetheart!" Li Yanhuan said casually. Seeing that their backs had disappeared, Li Yanhuan turned around and looked at An Wan and continued: "No, An Wan, didn't you go to see Gu Lingchen when he was sick last time?" Didn't he come to you when he was fine? ”

An Wan felt weak for a while, gave Li Yanhuan a look, and signaled her not to say it, she didn't want her grandmother to know that she and her male classmates still had intersections, but her grandmother had already heard it.

Grandma asked, "Wanwan, who are you going to see?" ”

Li Yanhuan knew that An Wan was not good at lying, so she quickly took over and answered for her: "Classmate, it's our classmate." ”

"Oh, it's good to walk around with your classmates a lot, don't be busy studying all day."

Hearing her grandmother say this, An Wan's heart fell.

After a while, Li Yanhuan felt really bored, so he casually found an excuse to slip away.

Almost every girl's youth will meet one or two good friends like this, they go shopping for clothes together, discuss their favorite idols together, and talk to each other about their hearts. I'll always be where you can see as long as you need me. There are also many people who parted in the light mist, just as they met silently. Parting makes the deep feelings more shallow, like a breeze blowing out a candlelight.

School.

Su Jinyi hadn't been here for many days, and she didn't say goodbye to them when she left, An Wan and Li Yanhuan began to worry, and only after asking the teacher did they know that they had something at home and asked for leave to go home. Her hometown is in the countryside, and because it is too far away, she rarely goes home even for long vacations.

Two weeks later, Su Jinyi's face was very haggard, and she had lost a lot of weight, and when she reappeared, An Wan and Li Yanhuan hugged her without saying a word, but her eyes were blank and languishing, like a walking corpse.

At night, Su Jinyi sat on the bed, motionless. An Wan didn't know what to post, but it must not be a trivial matter, and opened her mouth to comfort her: "Jinyi, although I don't know what happened, you have to believe that everything will be fine." Actually, I haven't told you about my parents, I don't know where to start, when I was very young, they didn't want me, but fortunately I had a grandmother, otherwise I might not have known where I was. An Wan's tone was calm, and there was a smile in her eyes and eyebrows, but it didn't reach the bottom of her heart.

When Su Jinyi heard these words, her eyes fell on An Wan, hugged her and cried loudly, as if the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time had finally been released.

"Ann Night, my adoptive father died." Su Jinyi cried and said.

Everyone has their own secrets, either hidden in the bottom of their hearts or open and honest.

Su Jinyi continued to cry and said: "In our family, we have always been patriarchal, I have two younger sisters and a younger brother, there are too many children in the family, they really can't afford to raise them, so they fostered me in my uncle's house since I was a child, and they have a younger brother in addition to me, but they treat me like their own, they have provided me with food, clothing, and school since I was a child, in fact, they are better than my biological parents to me." However, not long ago, my uncle left suddenly, and I didn't have time to see him for the last time. I am the eldest daughter, but others say that I am not biological, and I am not even qualified to take a posthumous photo for him. After speaking, her tears rained down, and An Wan hugged her and silently shed tears.

Sometimes we all think that we are already strong, strong enough to hold everything in our hands, but the reality is often so cruel that it catches you off guard when you try to be better, and we don't have time to change the world, the world has already changed us. It turns out that what we really need to face is only our inner self.

People are often not content with the status quo, but they are not able to change it.