Part 9
Gu Lingchen's breath fell on An Wan's face, gently, warmly, like a gentle and warm wind in spring.
An Wan's mind was blank, she only cared about looking at him, and forgot to think. After a long time, he reacted, and got up from Gu Lingchen's body, his face flushed slightly. Gu Lingchen's expression also began to be a little embarrassed, and he asked unnaturally, "You, are you okay?" ”
"It's okay, that, I've got to leave beforehand." An Wan hesitated and replied.
Then there was a sound of the door closing, and Gu Chenchen was the only one left in the room, he looked up at the ceiling and sighed.
After An Wan came out of Gu Lingchen's room, a burning sensation hit her face, she touched her face with her hand, it was a little hot, and then left quickly. Walking downstairs, Aunt Zhang was cleaning the living room, seeing her strange face, she said, "Ann Wan, let's play for a while, Auntie will cook for you." ”
"Don't bother, Auntie, I'll go back first if there's something going on at school."
Without saying a few more words, An Wan walked out of Gu Lingchen's house quickly, as if he had fled in the wilderness. An Wan is not very familiar with the neighborhood, and when he came, he asked several people and turned several corners to find it, and when he came out, he obviously forgot the way he came. I kept walking intuitively, and when I walked to a place where there was someone, I asked, but fortunately, I didn't go wrong.
Walking to the side of the road, there is grass and neat rows of big trees on the side of the quiet path. A pair of gray-haired old men walked slowly, strolling in front of An Wan, the old grandfather held the hand of his mother-in-law, and the mother-in-law was holding a cane in her right hand, her movements were slow, and her vision was blurred, which should be due to her old age and bad eyes. An Wan felt déjà vu when she saw this scene, and couldn't help but think of the four words that the years are quiet, and they couldn't be more suitable for them.
Too simple warmth, like the sun shining on the ground after rain. The simplest happiness is that even if you have gray hair, I will still be by your side.
An Wan stood quietly in place motionless, looking at their rickety backs walking farther and farther, and suddenly thought of their parents, no one knew at first, in that era when communication was not yet developed and cars and horses were far away, they couldn't even love one person in their lives.
For An Night, good luck is that crossing the street happens to be a green light. When I walked to the bus stop, the car I was waiting for just happened to come and stopped in front of me.
On the bus, An Wan was sitting by the window, and suddenly thought of Gu Lingchen and shook his head. Looking out the window, the high-rise buildings, the traffic on the streets, the bustling crowds, the neon blind, the lights were in a trance, and I closed my eyes in a blur.
When she opened her eyes again, it was the bus master who woke her up, and she had already arrived at the terminal.
I thanked the bus master and hurried to catch the next bus, this time I stood on the car with the handrail at night, not daring to sit down, for fear that I would accidentally sleep again.
Back to school, I have to take math evening self-study, An Wan is exhausted, absent-minded in class, Chen Jing saw that she was not in a state and asked her, the title of Xueba is not in vain, An Wan answered her questions fluently, but Chen Jing's face was still a little ugly, and said: "Some students don't think that they can be distracted if they study well in class." ”
Lin Man couldn't help but gloat when he saw An Wan being reprimanded by Chen Jing, and the smile on his face seemed to be able to bloom a flower.
Li Yanhuan saw her smiling so happily, and silently despised in her heart: "The villain is proud." ”
After the evening self-study, An Wan returned to the dormitory with Li Yanhuan and Su Jinyi, and fell asleep, and at the moment when An Wan fell on the bed, Li Yanhuan grabbed her: "An Wan, don't sleep yet, I have something to ask you." ”
An Wan wanted to push Li Yanhuan's hand away, but Li Yanhuan grabbed it too tightly and couldn't break free.
"Can't you ask again tomorrow? I just want to sleep now. "An Wan's upper and lower eyelids have already begun to fight when she speaks.
"No, I have to say it today." Li Yanhuan was even more determined.
Su Jinyi came over and wanted to pull her away: "Just let go of An Night, she looks really sleepy." ”
Li Yanhuan's face still did not change, and shook An Wan vigorously: "An night, please, it's okay to sleep after a while." ”
Su Jinyi knew that she couldn't persuade Li Yanhuan, so she shook her head and turned around and sat on the stool, turning her back to them to watch tomorrow's class.
An Wan was tossed by Li Yanhuan like this, and the sleepiness gradually disappeared.
"Tell me, what the hell are you trying to ask?"
Li Yanhuan was overjoyed to see that his "conspiracy succeeded".
"Did you go to Gu Lingchen's house today? When did your relationship become so good? What is his expression when you go to his house? Did you do anything? And ......"
Li Yanhuan couldn't hold back as soon as she spoke, and An Wan immediately interrupted her: "Stop, stop, stop, can you ask one by one, which one do I answer first if you ask so many at once?" ”
"Okay, the first question, did you go to Gu Lingchen's house?"
An Wan nodded "um", and Li Yanhuan's eyes widened.
"Did you do anything?"
"No, don't you know he's sick, I'm just going to see him."
"Then you go and look at him, what is his expression?"
"There's no expression, it's just the appearance of a patient."
Li Yanhuan pursed his lips: "I don't know when your relationship will be so good, it's all to the point of visiting the patient, hurry up and recruit from the truth." After saying this, Li Yanhuan laughed even more evilly.
An Wan still replied expressionlessly: "Aren't you all classmates, if it were you, I would definitely be more attentive." ”
Li Yanhuan's curiosity was finally satisfied, hesitated for a few seconds, patted An Wan's shoulder, and said to An Wan with a very proud smile: "Very good." ”
Su Jinyi leaned over: "An night, I see that you have a few books on the table that are quite interesting, can you lend them to me?" ”
The books she said were the ones that Chen Nuo gave to An Wan, Su Jinyi didn't know that this was given by Chen Nuo, An Wan hadn't had time to read it yet, she thought that she could read it whenever she wanted anyway, so she gave it to her first, so she promised her.
An Wan finally lay down on the bed, at this time there was no sleep, the position of her bed was just enough to see the sky through the window, there were no clouds, not even the stars, only a round of crescent moon hanging high in the sky, An Wan thought, without the company of the stars, will the moon be lonely? Do they say goodnight to each other when they're together?
Li Yanhuan and An Wan faced each other, and at this time she was already playing cards with Zhou Gong. Su Jinyi turned on the lamp, flipping through the borrowed books page by page, she liked novels as much as An Wan, which is why they had something to say together.
Suddenly, the hand stopped, and turned to a bookmark, on which the handwriting flowed, and the pen was like a cloud of smoke, which read, "Put down regrets with new happiness, may you always be sunny, brave, and spotless." ”
There is an English letter "C" left at the end, which is not An Wan's handwriting, and there is no signature on the front, and this sentence should be said to An Wan.
Su Jinyi thought of Chen Nuo, and "C" happened to be the abbreviation of his surname.
Since seeing Chen Nuo that day, Su Jinyi couldn't help but laugh as long as she thought of him, Li Yanhuan only thought that she was a girl Huaichun, but she couldn't ask who the person who made her Huaichun really was.
Looking at the short sentence, he turned a blind eye to others and was as cold as ice, but he was only full of tenderness to An Wan, it turned out that he had given her all the warmth, and endless sadness and loss began to permeate the night.