4. Infatuation can't extricate itself
The summer vacation after the college entrance examination is extremely difficult for Xiaolai. Because her heart was in pain, she couldn't wait for the admission letter to apply with him as she wished, and she didn't know the slightest bit of news about him.
Before graduation, her table mate applied for a QQ number for her, but she didn't remember it at first, because she once saw Xiao Yang's diary write a girl's QQ number, and she was inexplicably a little sour in her heart, and she had also seen Xiao Yang flirt with the beauties at the same table, maybe that nervous and youthful era deeply affected her true thoughts, so that her emotions that should have expressed herself were deeply hidden, and she didn't understand it until many years later.
Although the days of the holiday were leisurely, but also made Xiao Lai eager to know the news of that person, one night, Dad suddenly received a phone call, but was quickly hung up by Dad, and then received several similar situations, but Xiao Lai didn't know, a long time later, Dad told her that a few classmates had called. But Xiao Lai no longer has the energy to care about this, she needs to fill in the second volunteer.
originally thought that he and her were just an encounter, Xiao Lai didn't wait for the news of that person, so he had no choice but to apply for a school in a hurry, and the admission letter was finally obtained, and Xiao Lai arranged a training opportunity for himself.
At that time, the economy in the countryside was underdeveloped and computers were not widely available, so Xiao Lai wanted to study systematically before entering school, but the distance was a bit far, and he could only rest in the nearby library and Internet café at noon.
From ABC to the punctuation marks of the keyboard, Xiao Lai quickly mastered it, registered his own QQ account in a nearby Internet café, and added several classmates, one of whom was a very good partner who didn't go home during the summer vacation, and sent Xiao Lai a video,
"Xiao Lai, I've become thinner"
"Xiaomin, you're still the same"
"How's the test? Where's the report? ”
"Not so good, in a place with you"
"It's all about participation"
"I'll see you at the beginning of school."
A few more classmates joined in, and Xiao Lai's best friend Xiao Yan told her that a friend asked her the news, could it be the person Xiao Lai was thinking about? Seeing the screenshot sent by Xiao Yan, Xiao Lai was inexplicably a little uncomfortable, this news has been a long time, Xiao Lai quickly boarded the number and found that there was nothing.
She passed the verification of her friends and added the circle of the same table,
"How's it going?"
"It's okay"
"At which school?"
"XX Medical College"
"Oh, it's not far from me," Xiao Lai never asked, and the circle didn't tell her the news of Xiao Yang, but just asked her to have time to play, and soon became invisible.
The circle is a game café, and the week before the college entrance examination is still in the Internet café. Xiao Lai understands very well that the circle is sinking in the world of the game again. It's just that she was bored to click on some videos, look at her personal web page, and suddenly found that a person named Xiao Y frequently entered her personal center. Xiao Lai checked the other party's information by adding friends, it turned out to be Xiao Yang, Xiao Lai's calm heart jumped again, and he nodded to add friends with a slight tremble, and the other party quickly passed.
After such a long time of separation, I don't know if the other party still has this heart? Although Xiao Lai added it, the two of them didn't even chat. And Xiao Yang is just online at any time, but she has never exchanged greetings with Xiao Lai, Xiao Lai's heart is too tormented, she really misses someone too much, and she can only pay attention to Xiao Yang's dynamics through chatting with Xiao Yang's buddies.
The meeting is the continuation of fate, and it is relatively wordless and tearful. Xiao Lai really felt the sadness of helplessness, she would often express her feelings in her personal instructions, and she would also pay attention to Xiao Yang's personal page at any time, as if the other party knew her operation, always when she was depressed and distressed, Xiao Yang would always respond to her with silent words, which became a secret conversation between the two. And Xiao Yang changed his screen name to a code "l I have been to school for so many years, read books for so many years, and met a lot of people, but I have never been able to take root in Xiaolai's heart, maybe I am young and I don't know how to fall in love, or I may still be under the majesty of my parents, and I dare not "cause trouble", but more precisely, it is really fate, love is in front of you, but you have not been able to grasp it well. Their love is a kind of experience for Xiao Lai, the other party is just online at any time, but he has not been able to go to reality, it seems that he can't see the light, he can't smell the smell of fireworks, but he can't stop. Love appears in dreams countless times, but it flows away countless times with beautiful expectations. Xiao Lai was deeply attracted in this way, fell deeply into it, and waited infatuated for the appearance of that person.