Although Shi Sheng has always remembered the incident of Xiao Ai in his heart, which has also brought a lot of psychological impact to himself, Gu Yueqing has been comforting Shi Sheng, making her gradually stop having palpitations.

"Okay, don't think so much all the time, relax, just like our Xixi, there are still a lot of kind-hearted children." Gu Yueqing mentioned that he had a child with Shi Sheng, which really moved Shi Sheng, and he didn't have so much sentimentality.

"Well, I know Yueqing, I won't think too much." Shi Sheng pursed his lips and smiled, Shi Sheng recalled the time he used to be with Xixi, and before he knew it, a long time had passed.

Shi Sheng was secretly sad, but it was fleeting, and he returned to the room to rest early, Gu Yueqing looked at Shi Sheng's lonely figure, sighed, and followed Shi Sheng back to the room.

Shi Sheng didn't fall asleep all night, looking at Gu Yueqing, who was sleeping peacefully next to him, thinking that Gu Yueqing liked children so much, and Xixi... Shi Sheng decided to go to the hospital to check his physical condition.

After all, I have experienced so much in the past few years, and as I get older, I don't know if my body is still not suitable for having children, and I don't know if I can withstand the hard work and toss of pregnancy in October.

Shi Sheng quietly got up at night and booked an obstetrician and gynecologist on the Internet, and decided to go for a check-up as soon as dawn, if his body was okay, then he would work hard again for Gu Yueqing, and for himself.

The next day, Shi Sheng came to the maternity hospital according to the scheduled time, and Shi Sheng, who had just entered the hospital and was still looking for a department, suddenly ran into a colleague he used to work with.

"Shi Sheng? Is it really you? A woman's voice came from behind Shi Sheng, and the woman patted Shi Sheng's shoulder, "Chen Yan?" Why are you here, what a coincidence. ”

Shi Sheng instinctively looked at the person who patted him, Shi Sheng was pleasantly surprised, he had resigned for many years, and he didn't expect that there would be former colleagues who would remember him, after so many things, even if Shi Sheng forgot his former colleagues, they would not forget Shi Sheng.

"What's wrong with you? Pregnant?! Chen Yan and Shi Sheng greeted each other, and then remembered that this was in the obstetrics and gynecology hospital, and Shi Sheng would appear here, Chen Yan thought that Shi Sheng was pregnant, and there were some surprises and surprises, and she was happy for Shi Sheng.

Speaking of the topic of children, Shi Sheng's face quietly changed, "I want to check my body, I want to have another child, I don't know how my body is." ”

Shi Sheng whispered to Chen Yan about the purpose of his visit this time, Chen Yan didn't say anything, and took Shi Sheng to his own consultation room, Chen Yan is now the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Shi Sheng's situation should not have been checked by Chen Yan, but because of the relationship between old colleagues, Chen Yan decided to check Shi Sheng in person.

"I'll check it for you, and I'll rest assured." Chen Yan said softly, and Shi Sheng also agreed, as long as he could check it, but since he was an acquaintance, he was more at ease.

Chen Yan personally took Shi Sheng to do a series of inspections, and more than half of the time passed in an instant, and the time up and down only needed to wait for the results to come out, but fortunately, Chen Yan arranged a quick service for Shi Sheng, and there was no need to wait for a long time.

After the results of the examination came out in the afternoon, Chen Yan called Shi Sheng back to the consultation room again, "Shi Sheng, we are all acquaintances, so I won't beat around the bush with you." ”

After Chen Yan looked at the test results, she looked at Shi Sheng worriedly, and cautiously tentatively spoke, "It's okay, just tell me, how is my health?" Shi Sheng had a feeling that it was not very good, but his heart was beating uncontrollably, and Shi Sheng silently prayed in his heart not to be any bad news.

However, everything was not as expected, "Shi Sheng, you can't get pregnant anymore." Chen Yan's words made Shi Sheng's mood fall to the bottom all of a sudden, and there was no way to get pregnant again.

Shi Sheng couldn't accept this matter for a long time, thinking that he had heard it wrong, Shi Sheng couldn't believe it and asked repeatedly, "What did you say?" Me, I can't get pregnant anymore? ”

Shi Sheng didn't want to believe it, but the tears in his eyes and the sourness on the tip of his nose couldn't deceive his heart, Chen Yan didn't speak, but nodded with deep regret.

Shi Sheng suddenly felt as if all the strength in his body had been withdrawn, and he lay on the table with his hands and tried his best to open his body, "Your uterus was traumatized in the early years, and your uterus has begun to shrink, and the number of eggs is too small, so there is no way." ”

Chen Yan opened the test results and put them in front of Shi Sheng, because she would have to see this inspection sooner or later, so it was better to let Shi Sheng accept this fact at this time.

Shi Sheng was exhausted, she found that her body was a little abnormal in the morning, but because she had been busy, she neglected her body, which caused her current regrets, and she blamed herself.

Shi Sheng silently closed his eyes, tears slid down his face, Chen Yan understood Shi Sheng's mood at this time, and also understood very well a person who wanted to have a child, but couldn't give birth to the mood, Chen Yan She had seen too many joys and sorrows, crying with joy and grief.

Facing countless girls who come to have miscarriages every day, and I have seen many middle-aged women who want to have children but can't do anything about it, there is too much helplessness and sorrow in this world.

"Shi Sheng, don't be too sad." Chen Yan didn't know how to comfort Shi Sheng, and it was difficult to open her mouth for a while, so Shi Sheng waved his hand, saying that it was okay and asked Chen Yan not to worry.

But in order not to worry Gu Yueqing, Shi Sheng specially asked Chen Yan not to tell anyone about his affairs before going out, especially Gu Yueqing, and after Chen Yan agreed, Shi Sheng got up and left weakly. Shi Sheng didn't know how he got out of the hospital, and it wasn't until he got out of the hospital that he was exposed to the strong sunlight that Shi Sheng came back to his senses.

Shi Sheng stood at the door of the hospital, blaming himself in his heart: Shi Sheng, why are you so useless, you can't even give birth to a child, Gu Yueqing is so desperate to have another child, but you can't give her, what else can you bring to Gu Yueqing? All you have brought him is worry and fear, and now there may be more of it, loss.

Shi Sheng returned home in despair, but saw Gu Yueqing cleaning up at home, "What are you packing?" Shi Sheng instinctively asked, Gu Yueqing looked at Shi Sheng when he heard the sound, and showed her the toy in his hand.

After Gu Yueqing learned that Shi Sheng wanted children, he went to the mall early this morning and bought a lot of toys for children to play with, including boys and girls, dolls and remote-controlled cars.

Shi Sheng took the toy in Gu Yueqing's hand, kept rubbing it in his hand, and the tears in his eyes dripped uncontrollably, "What's wrong Shi Sheng?" What's wrong? ”

Gu Yueqing panicked instantly, he saw Shi Sheng crying, he felt distressed, every time Shi Sheng cried or was sad, Gu Yueqing would always feel that she was negligent and didn't take care of Shi Sheng's reason why she cried and was sad.

Gu Yueqing hurriedly wiped away Shi Sheng's tears, and looked at Shi Sheng with concern and doting, "It's okay, I'm fine, I just want Xixi." Shi Sheng didn't know how to answer, but he couldn't tell Gu Yueqing about today's test results anyway, especially when he saw Gu Yueqing's happy appearance when he went home, Shi Sheng felt guilty about Gu Yueqing.

"Don't cry, Shi Sheng, I want to have another child, okay? In this way, our Hihi also has a companion. Gu Yueqing didn't think about it so much, after all, Gu Yueqing still understood the heart of a woman.

Gu Yueqing and Shi Sheng discussed having another child, but Shi Sheng chose to be silent, "Is it okay wife?" Gu Yueqing hugged Shi Sheng tightly and said to Shi Sheng in a slightly coquettish tone.

Shi Sheng didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, she didn't even know how to face Gu Yueqing, she couldn't have children anymore, which meant that Gu Yueqing was going to be disappointed, she couldn't have children, which meant that she was no longer a complete woman.

Such a blow was really too big for Shi Sheng, too unacceptable, Shi Sheng broke free from Gu Yueqing's embrace, "I'll go cook first, you clean up." Shi Sheng turned around and went to the kitchen, Gu Yueqing was stunned in place, looking at Shi Sheng's back, maybe Shi Sheng missed Xixi too much.

Gu Yueqing thought that he cried because he missed Xixi Shisheng, he didn't know that Shi Sheng was going to have an examination today, let alone that Shi Sheng could no longer get pregnant, he had no way to comfort Shi Sheng, and there was no one who could comfort Shi Sheng, so he could only let her slowly dredge the knot in her heart.

Shi Sheng came to the kitchen alone, tears finally poured down uncontrollably, and his body squatted on the ground weakly to cover his mouth and cry, until he was tired of crying, and Shi Sheng's eyes were already bloated.

At night, Shi Sheng couldn't sleep over and over, all he thought about was the results of today's examination in the hospital, and in the second half of the night, Shi Sheng got out of bed in an irritable mood and went out of the living room.

Walking back and forth, looking at the children's toys that Gu Yueqing fiddled with in the afternoon, Shi Sheng had already made up the scene of Gu Yueqing and the child sitting in the living room playing with toys, although Xi Xi's early childhood Gu Yueqing missed it, but he thought he could do it again, but the reality gave Shi Sheng a heavy slap.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry, it seems that I'm going to disappoint you, we won't have any more children, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Shi Sheng tried to keep his voice down, but he couldn't hide his emotions.

Shi Sheng sat quietly in the living room alone for a long time, looking at these toys, thinking of Gu Yueqing's expression and wish to have a child so long, Shi Sheng felt guilty, he couldn't have a child at this time, it was like an investment with no return.

The fact that he couldn't get anything, but had to invest a lot of money, made Shi Sheng unacceptable, and in the face of his tangled heart, Shi Sheng made a decision ruthlessly.

Shi Sheng returned to the room again, walked to Gu Yueqing's side, squatted beside the bed, and quietly looked at Gu Yueqing's face, Shi Sheng was too thin to caress Gu Yueqing's face, and tears flowed again.

"Yue Qing, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me for being selfish." Shi Sheng made a decision, she wanted to leave Gu Yueqing, she was useless by Gu Yueqing's side now, and even if she had another child for him, she would never be able to do it.