Chapter 977: Little Love's Remorse
The two of them were silent with each other, Gu Yueqing began to change his opinion of Xiao Ai, for a long time, Gu Yueqing sorted out the whole thing, but what was the reason that could make the young Xiao Ai bear to end the lives of his biological parents.
"So what are you for? They are your real parents. Gu Yueqing sighed and continued to ask Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai looked at the starry sky in the night outside the window without changing her face.
"What is the difference between being born and not being raised, and abandoning me?" Xiao Ai said this sentence indifferently, which shocked Gu Yueqing's heart, it turned out that missing the child's childhood would cause so much harm that he could ruthlessly kill his own parents.
Biological parents? If you are born but not raised, how can you be worthy of your biological father and mother? In Xiao Ai's heart, since the moment they abandoned themselves in the orphanage, they are no longer their parents, they are an orphan without parents,
"Don't you have a little remorse, don't you feel heartache?" Gu Yueqing only felt that the little love in front of him at this time made him feel terrifying, "Then did their hearts hurt when they abandoned me?" Do you have to pay for the wrong things they have done as their children? ”
Xiao Ai recalled the helplessness and collapse in her heart when she was first sent to the orphanage, no matter how hard she begged them, but they always insisted on arranging their lives in the right way, and they cried breathlessly, just begging them not to abandon themselves, but they turned around and left very resolutely.
Xiao Ai cried loudly at Gu Yueqing, crying about her grievances and helplessness, why did she give birth to the child but not raise her? Since I think the child is a burden, why did I give birth to her in the first place!
Little love and hate, she hates her parents, once upon a time, when her mother was around, she was said to be a child without a father, and soon after, her mother was also imprisoned, and her father personally sent herself to an orphanage.
Obviously, I have a father and a mother, but why do I have to be like an orphan who has nothing, knowing that my child is by my side, why don't I raise myself.
"Then do you know that they also have their own troubles?!" Gu Yueqing was angry, he used to think that Xiao Ai was pitiful, but now it seems that he was wrong, but he has a femme fatale at a young age.
Hearing this, Xiao Ai hesitated for a moment, bitter? "What do they have to do, and even if they do, is that a reason why they can abandon me?!"
Xiao Ai doesn't understand, and she doesn't want to understand, since she abandoned her, she will have to pay the price, but Gu Yueqing is very clear, things are not what Xiao Ai thinks at all, Xiao Ai is really wrong.
After confirming that the death of Zhao Wenwei and his wife was related to Xiao Ai, he sent someone to find out the situation of the year, Zhao Wenwei's family situation was not good, and there was a seriously ill mother who entered the army when there was no way out.
The salary he got in the first year was immediately used to heal his mother, although it was only a few thousand yuan, but for Zhao Wenwei's family more than ten years ago, it was a huge amount of money, so Shi Sheng was able to see Zhao Wenwei's paralyzed mother in bed that time.
In the second year's salary, he repaired his home and married Xiao Ai's mother back home, and Zhao Wenwei was left in the army for his excellent performance in the army, so he couldn't be with Xiao Ai for many years, and Xiao Ai became pregnant with Xiao Ai soon after her mother entered Zhao's house.
And Zhao Wenwei has been staying in the army in order to give Xiao Ai a better life in the future, although he can't always be by Xiao Ai's side, but as long as he thinks of his mother at home, his wife, and his own still very young Xiao Ai, he is full of fighting energy, but Xiao Ai misunderstands them without knowing anything.
"You don't know anything, why should you blame them, everything they do is for a reason." Gu Yueqing posted all the things he sent to investigate on his mobile phone, and put the mobile phone in front of Xiao Ai to show her.
After Xiao Ai saw those words, two lines of tears flowed unconsciously, Gu Yueqing knew that Xiao Ai was already moved, "Your father has been worried about you every year in the army, as long as he goes home every year, he will go back to the orphanage to see you, do you know why your mother was in prison?"
Gu Yueqing followed Xiao Ai's mood fluctuations and continued to explain to Xiao Ai the helplessness of her parents, "Your mother also killed people by mistake because the old bachelor in your village thought that the old bachelor always harassed your mother, and said that he wanted to buy you in the kiln and wanted to violate your mother when he was drunk. ”
Listening to Gu Yueqing's explanation, Xiao Ai finally left tears of remorse, and fell to the ground crying silently, Gu Yueqing also explained their hardships to Zhao Wenwei and his wife.
"Xiao Ai, you have to pay for the wrong things you have done, this is what you just said, so I hope you can reform yourself when you go to prison."
Gu Yueqing was determined to send Xiao Ai to prison, even if it was Xiao Ai's parents, but it was two innocent lives, Xiao Ai didn't speak, as if she hadn't heard Gu Yueqing's words, and looked at the ground sluggishly.
"No, the clearer, don't." At this time, Shi Sheng suddenly pushed open the door to stop Gu Yueqing's next move, snatched the mobile phone in his hand, and threw it on the bed beside him.
Shi Sheng squatted in front of Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai reacted, because Shi Sheng made Xiao Ai feel warm, so he treated Shi Sheng as his sister, and the moment he saw Shi Sheng, Xiao Ai finally cried bitterly.
Shi Sheng hugged Xiao Ai tightly, although what Xiao Ai did was hateful, but after all, he was also a poor child, which made people feel distressed, "I heard everything you said outside, the clearer, don't call the police." ”
Shi Sheng cried and begged Gu Yueqing, Xiao Ai is still a child, and now she has two lives in her hands, if she is allowed to go to prison and be sentenced, at least thirty years or more, a young girl's life will be ruined.
But Gu Yueqing was in trouble, but he understood Shi Sheng's thoughts, so he didn't say anything and got up and left the room, "Xiao Ai, in the future, you will live a good life by yourself, I won't take you away, you must live well." ”
Shi Sheng entrusted, although she was reluctant, Xiao Ai was not suitable to live with her after all, and Xiao Ai had her own life to go, "Sister, why did you let me go and didn't send me in?" ”
Xiao Ai was stunned, she had obviously made such a big mistake, why Shi Sheng would still let herself go, which surprised and moved Xiao Ai, "Because you are still a child, you still have a lot of life to experience, I believe you don't really want to do this, you just don't understand for a while, and I also believe that I didn't believe in the wrong person." ”
Shi Sheng pulled Xiao Ai up from the ground and asked her to be by the bed, Shi Sheng warned Xiao Ai in a tone that seemed to be his mother, wiped away the tears on Xiao Ai's face, and faced Xiao Ai with a smile.
Looking at the clothes that had not yet been cleaned up, Shi Sheng sighed, he originally planned to leave with Xiao Ai, but now it seems that there is no need for this, and this house will be left to Xiao Ai to live in.
"Brother Yue Qing and I will leave, this rent is still half a year, you live first, Xiao Ai, there are still many unknown colors in your life, don't let yourself make mistakes for a while and let them all disappear, it's not worth it, you deserve better."
At this time, Gu Yueqing also dragged the suitcase out of the next room, Shi Sheng finally admonished Xiao Ai, she didn't know if it was really good for her or harmful to her to let Xiao Ai be safe this time, I just hope that she doesn't think that an apology after doing something wrong can be completely fine, I hope she can have a correct life value and go out of her own world.
After speaking, Shi Sheng and Gu Yueqing left together, leaving Xiao Ai alone to stand in place and watch their departure, there are too many passers-by in this life, but you must not miss your life because of those tainted colors.
Shi Sheng and Gu Yueqing returned to M City overnight, at their home, just after getting off the plane, Gu Yueqing sent someone to Lin'an City to send donated materials, no matter how much money was sent, it was better to send more materials so that they could have a better environment for treatment.
"Yueqing, this is the first time I've seen it, it turns out that children are more terrifying than us adults more often, I... I'm a little afraid to have another child. ”
Shi Sheng didn't speak all the way, until when he returned home and sat on the sofa with Gu Yueqing tiredly, Shi Sheng recalled the words that Xiao Ai said, and those words made Shi Sheng shudder and feel terrified.
Although she also came from the child's time, they had never had such a situation around them at that time, "Don't think about it, Xiaoai is because she was abandoned in the orphanage by her biological parents as an orphan since she was a child, and our children will not be like this." Gu Yueqing gently comforted Shi Sheng.
On the way back, Shi Sheng looked through the old stories that Gu Yueqing had found, and understood how deep Xiao Ai's misunderstanding would be, it turned out that a person's resentment could be so powerful, he would think of Yan Momo, at that time, she and Yan Momo only saw that the misunderstanding was too deep, if both of them were willing to confess to each other, maybe there would be no future.
I don't know why, now Shi Sheng always inadvertently thinks of Yan Momo's little face, and all the interesting things that happened to her in college.
"But I'm really scared, both of us are so busy, what if our children have such a big misunderstanding of us in the future." Shi Sheng couldn't help but worry, as a mother, the daughter who was conceived and born in October would treat herself like that in the end, you can imagine how cold Xiaoai's mother's heart was at that time.
"Okay, don't think about it, we don't panic about this matter, it's okay Shi Sheng, I'm by your side." Gu Yueqing hugged Shi Sheng in fear, worried that she would cry because of fear in the next second, and also afraid that she would make some irreparable decision.