Chapter Forty-Six: Reminiscences of the Past - A Glimpse of the Past

Lu Xiaojing and Liao Yifan chatted freely on QQ about the bits and pieces of each other's intersection on campus, happy and warm, which made Lu Xiaojing's impression of Liao Yifan from the original vagueness to become clearer, especially Liao Yifan's attachment and love for him as always, which made Lu Xiaojing feel surrounded by happiness.

But at the same time, Lu Xiaojing also vaguely remembered that Liao Yifan seemed to have a girlfriend at school at that time, and he had seen them walking together on campus several times and going to the cafeteria to eat together, just like a couple. Since he has a girlfriend, Liao Yifan still said that he is in love with himself!

Thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but have a question in her heart, could it be that Liao Yifan was teasing herself, or there was still something unspeakable, she couldn't figure it out, she didn't understand what medicine Liao Yifan was selling in the gourd! , so she wrote on QQ: "Liao Yifan, I feel that you are a little hypocritical, I have the impression that you had a little girlfriend at that time, right?" ”。

Seeing Lu Xiaojing asking about this topic, Liao Yifan also replied on QQ: "Yes, I had a girlfriend at the time, the girl I told you about who helped me avoid the old man of the school doctor, we were classmates in the same class, she helped me a lot in the later stage of my hospitalization, and because of more contact, we got closer, but in the end, it was not the establishment of a real relationship."

Lu Xiaojing asked puzzledly: "Why, I felt that you and that girl were very good at that time!" Liao Yifan replied: "Maybe it's my problem!" Liao Yifan continued, "Sister, do you still remember the last time we met on campus?" ”。

Lu Xiaojing thought about it, and as if she couldn't find the imprint, she wrote: "I'm not impressed!" Liao Yifan replied: "You may have forgotten, but I will never forget it!" Liao Yifan continued: "It was the eve of your graduation, it should be the period when you returned to school from the internship, I went out shopping with the girl one afternoon without class, and the moment I walked to the library, I saw you walking out of the library with a few books in your arms-".

Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing also vaguely remembered that scene, and said: "Ao, I'm a little impressed, I remember that it was when I went to the library to check the materials, and it should have been very close to my time when I left school!" ”。

Liao Yifan saw that Lu Xiaojing remembered that fragment, so he continued: "You went down the steps of the library and walked face to face with us, you may not have seen me at first, I feel very natural, long hair in a shawl, a plain long skirt, and a pair of black high-heeled sandals, elegant, fresh, and charming!" ”。

Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing also gradually recalled the scene at that time, she remembered that the dress and shoes were bought during the internship, and it cost her more than 300 yuan, which was considered a luxury at that time, and she wore it with more fashion on her body, and faded away from her youth, thinking of this, she wrote: "You remember it quite clearly!" ”。

Liao Yifan replied: "It can be said that the memory is still fresh! He went on to write: "At that time, I hadn't seen you for a long time, and I really wanted to go up and have a good talk with you, but at that time I remembered that my prospective girlfriend was still holding my hand, and after realizing this, I didn't have the courage at that moment, and I also knew that it was not right, if it was not my personality, and it might hurt more than one person!" ”。

At this time, according to Liao Yifan's train of thought, Lu Xiaojing's scene of that day was also presented in front of her again: Liao Yifan and a girl were holding hands and walking on the road very intimately, the little girl looked very sweet, and she was very happy to look at it at the time, as if she was tired of saying something to Liao Yifan——。

At this time, Liao Yifan sent another text: "At that time, I just looked at you stupidly, and later you also saw us, I remember that we looked at each other at that time, and felt that your face was red, and then you lowered your head and quickened your pace, and walked away quickly from me-".

Liao Yifan then wrote: "At that moment, my brain was blank, I didn't expect to see it for a long time, and I finally encountered it, but it was such an embarrassing ending. When we crossed the shoulders, I took a few more steps forward mechanically, and I finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I looked back at you, your back was still so graceful, but you didn't look backβ€”β€”, at that moment, I felt like my body was empty! ”。

Liao Yifan's quite emotional message, Lu Xiaojing was also a little disappointed when she saw it, so she replied: "I didn't have a deep touch at the time, I just felt that you and that girl were quite close, so I didn't bother you and walked away!" Then Lu Xiaojing wrote a little self-deprecatingly: "The main thing is that there is no love between men and women, if you chased me at the beginning, maybe I would definitely not be able to stand it in my heart-."

Liao Yifan saw Lu Xiaojing say this, and replied: "I thought I could participate in the emotional factor, but I blamed me for being too inferior back then, and I missed this marriage that should have been a match made in heaven!" Lu Xiaojing smiled when she saw that Liao Yifan took her words seriously, and continued to reply: "Hehe, don't take it seriously, I'm joking with you, besides, your little girlfriend is much more beautiful than me."

Liao Yifan immediately replied: "Hehe, since then, we have also broken up!" ”。 Lu Xiaojing was taken aback and asked, "Why did you break up?" ”。

Liao Yifan wrote: "That day, I saw your abnormal behavior, and she noticed it, and she asked me what was going on at that time, and asked who you were? I told her that you are my fellow dormitory, and she was very emotional at the time, so she immediately turned her face with me, saying that I was a liar and stepped on two boats! ”。

Liao Yifan continued, "I was also shocked by her reaction, of course I was also very angry, and I didn't defend much at that time, so she threw her hand away angrily."

Lu Xiaojing said eagerly, "You didn't stop her and explain things clearly to her, we really don't have any ambiguities!" Liao Yifan replied: "No, I felt that I really had no strength and no mood at that time!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing continued to ask: "Then what about later, you didn't understand it with her later?" Liao Yifan replied: "No, then she stopped paying attention to me, we became passers-by, and then she fell in love with a senior, so there was no need to explain anything!" ”。

Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing felt sad for a while, so she wrote: "You are stupid, why are you so heartless, you just need to find her to explain things clearly, she will understand and forgive you, and then you will not end up breaking up!" ”。

After a while, Liao Yifan replied on QQ: "I don't know what's wrong, I don't have the motivation to want her to explain, maybe I can't explain it from my own heart!" Lu Xiaojing asked indignantly, "What is there that can't be explained, I have never had any ambiguity with you!" Liao Yifan replied: "Sister, I always feel that her heartbeat at the moment I see you is irreplaceable by her, so I don't want to lie to others!" ”。

Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing fell silent, at this moment her heart was a little moved, and she was even more helpless and self-blame, she then wrote: "Maybe my appearance was originally a mistake, so you lost a very good girl!" ”。

Liao Yifan immediately posted: "This is a bad word, your appearance allowed me to avoid doing wrong things, she and that senior are very good, it is said that they also achieved positive results later, and the two of them were very happy", Liao Yifan continued to write: "Hehe, she took the initiative to talk to me when she graduated, and asked about you, I said that you are also living well, very happy, and already married!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing asked puzzledly, "How do you know that I am married?" Liao Yifan replied: "I don't know, I lied to her!" Lu Xiaojing asked, "What is her reaction?" ”。

Liao Yifan said: "At that time, she was very surprised and a little overwhelmed, and finally said why didn't you tell me about your relationship at that time!" Liao Yifan continued: "I smiled at her and said that everything is over, I wish you happinessβ€”β€”, she heard my blessing, her eyes were red, and then bowed her head and left!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but feel doubly sad when she saw this, she didn't expect that her appearance would ruin a marriage, she immediately typed a paragraph: "Sin, I feel why I am so short-sighted now, not sooner or later, I have to appear in front of you at that point in time!" ”。

Liao Yifan then replied: "Sister, in fact, this is the so-called providence, not what you, me, and her can choose, but fortunately, I think it is also a correct opportunity, otherwise she may have to starve and freeze if she follows me!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw that Liao Yifan was still teasing like this, which was very unpleasant, so she said: "Get out, don't you know that girl likes you very much?" Why are you so hard-hearted! ”。

Liao Yifan replied: "Alas, I don't understand either, what love is, I don't feel it when I hold it in my hand, it's out of reach, but I'm heartbeat, which is right and wrong, only God knows-".

After sighing, Liao Yifan wrote: "After that meeting, I went to Sister Tianyi again, she told me the time when you left school, and I made an appointment with her to see you off when the time comes!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing said: "I left a day early, and my brother went to pick me up, so I didn't wait for the day I left school!" Liao Yifan wrote: "Yes, this is a mistake, I went to see you off that day, Sister Tianyi said that you had left yesterday, and I lost my soul again that day-".

Seeing this, Lu Xiaojing's heart was once again deeply moved by Liao Yifan's persistence, recalling the past, and couldn't help but have a little more strange feelings for the former big boy, she wrote faintly: "There is always a fate to meet again-".