I just moved from high school life to college life, and I don't know much about everything about college life, but I have only heard from others, or I have read it on my mobile phone, and I have read the introduction of the university, but I don't know anything else.

However, I am still very happy to be able to get rid of the sea of suffering in high school, and finally I don't have to study hard every day there, and I finally don't have to face the test papers, it's really good, so happy, hahaha~

Before the start of the semester, I was full of yearning for university life, and I felt that college life would be rich and colorful, and as such an introvert, I should also become a very extroverted person in college.

I really want to be an extrovert and a person who really likes to make friends and get everyone's affection.

That's why I'm looking forward to university life and want to start school soon, so that I can be more perfect.

Hahaha~ It's very happy to think about it, it's really good, it's great, hahaha~ I can become a goddess, cough cough cough cough ~ low-key and low-key, hee hee ~ Under my expectations, my university life finally began.

On this day, I woke up early and was excited.

I still remember the mood at that time, I was really excited, extremely happy, and my mother joked at that time that I was really a white-eyed wolf who couldn't be raised.

But I didn't care, I knew my mother was joking, so I comforted my mother, said something nice, and officially set out on the road to the university with my mother.

After coming to the university, I was warmed by the enthusiastic seniors here, and at that moment I felt that I had not come to the wrong place, and I felt that the whole person was warm.

My mother was also warmly entertained, I felt really good, full of hope and yearning for college life, and I felt that the four years of college life would not let me down.

My mom sent me here and went back.

But I've got it all right and packed it up.

Parents are really uneasy about their children going out, even if they go to college.

As early as when I first received the university notice, I strongly asked that I could do it on my own, but my parents just didn't feel at ease.

There was no way, so I asked my mother to come along. But I'm still very happy~ The first day with my mother's company, it feels very good.

Since then I've come and gone by myself. I also understand that everyone can't be with them all the time, so only being strong is the most important thing.

Later, I slowly integrated into college life, and found that college life and high school life are really very different, but even so, I didn't flinch in the slightest.

Later, various clubs came to recruit new ones, and I felt that each club was very good.

The Helper was the first to come to our class to recruit new ones. I didn't hesitate to sign up.

After a passionate speech by the seniors, I learned about the Aid Federation, which made me want to join the Aid Federation even more.

However, things are often the opposite of reality, I passed the first interview, but on the second interview, an accident happened.

That day, I came to the designated place according to the notice, but I found that the place was sealed and not allowed to approach, and it turned out to be the seniors taking the exam.

I asked the senior brother and sister of the Aid Federation, the original interview location was moved to another place, I was very sad, why didn't I know?

After a while, someone invited me to join the re-examination group of the Aid Federation, and I was very angry at the time, but more sad and sad.

I think, this time, I'm sure I can't. I came to the interview place, and there were so many people here, so many people, I waited from 8 o'clock until 12 o'clock at noon. I waited in line for four hours, just to go in and say less than a minute.

I came out with the feeling that it was finally over, and I wouldn't have the chance to come here in the future.

Knowing the result, I still queued for so long, and I just wanted to fight for that little bit of a subtle opportunity. However, this opportunity did not fall to me.

It's okay, but what makes me sad is that there was a notice of the interview, and I didn't even pay attention to it, and I told myself in those days that I still had a chance.

Until that day, a new helper asked who didn't have a class in the afternoon? Only then did I know that the results had already come out, and even their duty schedule had been arranged......

At that time, my heart was really hurting, and tears almost came down, maybe everyone has the first plot, I attach so much importance to it, but it turns out that it leaves me, and it is inevitable that I will not be sad.

I signed up for the student council and ended up in the new media center. I saw a person in my dorm busy all day, and I thought, but I don't seem to have a chance, so I go through each day with peace of mind.

Eventually, I joined a team that was tired and tired, but never regretted, and then I got to know our warm-hearted captain.

In the beginning, I wasn't the best or the most prominent, so I didn't get her attention.

I understand this very well, after all, her responsibility is there, of course, she has to think about the burden on her shoulders first.

I think if it were me, I'd like the ones with really good grades.

Because a few days ago, there was a test of 800, 800 for girls, and 1000 for boys, and I didn't get very good results in that test, so I didn't make a big impression.

But there were good results at that time, which left a deep impression on the captain, so at the beginning, the captain also paid special attention to them.

To be honest, until about mid-November, I always felt that the captain didn't "know" me, and I even complained about her, complaining about why she couldn't see my efforts, complaining about why she didn't talk to me, why she didn't give me encouragement, why she didn't give me hugs.

Obviously, at the beginning, my relationship with her was quite good, why did it become like this?

I thought about it because she is a very extroverted person and I am a very introverted person. She likes to go out and play around, but I don't like it very much, I like to be alone, reading books and listening to music.

Maybe it's because of this that we slowly drifted apart.

At the beginning, the captain gave me the feeling that she was the kind of little girl who was easy to satisfy, but also easy to get angry, and also the kind of person who was very smug and would have a lot of fun and let go.

Sometimes she will be angry and jumpy, and sometimes she will be coquettish and cute, as if that is the most real "person", a person who disregards the eyes of the world and lives out of herself.

To be honest, I envy such people and I would love to be such people, but my personality has led me to become an introvert. I don't usually take the initiative to make friends, except when I need help with something, I usually don't go to them.

I've asked myself more than once why I've become the way I am, but I can't find the answer.

I want to change, but I don't know how to change, I am an extrovert on the virtual network, but in real life, I can't be more introverted.

Maybe it's because during training, the captain's strictness with us made me a little afraid of her, and I never dared to talk to her, during that time, I really wanted to chat with her, but I always didn't have the courage, maybe because of this our relationship was not very good.

Later, I slowly found out that she was actually really tired, more tired than us, more tired than me, more stressed than me, and people's energy is always limited, so it is normal to say that she is not complete.

I understand her, I understand.

What's more, there is a reason why the captain is good to them, they have results, and they train hard, never letting her down.

And me? I don't dare to say that I trained hard, but some things really depend on talent, and even if I train hard, I still don't get results.

However, I don't give up, I don't want to fall behind, I don't want to be so lazy when I still have energy.

I didn't want to do an internship because I felt that it was more tiring, so I never met Xi.

Some of them have really been in the apprenticeship position for almost a year, because of physical problems, there is no way to do it.

Later, the captains were divided into the elite group and the ordinary group, and I stayed in the ordinary group as a matter of course, because I really couldn't outrun a few of them. I also had a little bit of an idea about why I didn't make it to the elite group.

At that time, I really envied them, because they spent more time with the captain, and the captain would also take them to eat and play, especially two of them, who were especially loved by the captain.

At that time, I really wanted to get the attention of the captain, so I kept trying, even if I didn't make any special efforts, and I didn't be so lazy.

I probably thought so, I lied to myself, but I didn't lie to the captain, who knew if I was giving it my all.

Although sometimes when I train, I am lazy once or twice, because I am really tired at that time, so tired that I want to give up, so some of the movements are not standard. However, at night, I will also secretly make up for it so that I will not be so lazy.

Every time I test the results, I see that they are tired and can't hold a person in a state at all, I can't help but reflect on myself, how good it would be if I could spell like that, but I haven't spelled like that once.

The captain said that it was because he didn't run hard in front of him, and if he had increased his speed in front, he would have been in that state.

They were really tired, and when they finished running, they felt like they were about to die, and they couldn't stand up at all, so they had to be helped.