However, when I ran in the front, I felt like I couldn't go fast, and I was really tired in the back, and I had to breathe through my mouth when I ran for a while.

At that time, I was desperately insisting on persistence, and then the speed at that time could only be a constant speed, not speed.

Every time I get to this time, I feel very desperate, how I wish I could speed up, be able to rush, be able to get a hug from the captain, but it seems that this wish will never come true.

I can't push myself, I can't make myself so tired, I can't do it mentally, I can't move physically.

In the end, probably because the training intensity was too high, the two people in the elite group suffered "very bad" injuries, so that they couldn't run fast.

But even if they can't run fast, they can run faster than the rest of us. That's strength.

At this point, the other man and I came to the fore, and although the two of us still couldn't outrun the other three, the two of us ran faster than the others.

The upcoming competition is a team event that requires a lot of people, so the two of us are honored to be candidates. We just need to work hard a little bit harder to become a full-fledged member.

Of course, before the two of us were discovered, there were several people who were valued by the captain, and at that time I was jealous, jealous of why they got the favor of the captain, and I was obviously not bad.

It's just that when I really got favored, I found that this favor was really too heavy.

Maybe the captain is really sharp-eyed, after all, I don't seem to train hard, I don't run desperately, because I'm really tired.

I deceived myself, although I didn't try my best, but I really tried my best, but my effort was 90%.

Every time I cheat on myself, I've worked really, really hard, I've been really good.

My efforts have been very good, and I have been very good. You don't have to fight so hard, you have reached the limit, and you can't fight anymore, or because you have such a mentality, so your results will stop.

But I know that I didn't give it my all, really, it was too painful.

I worked hard once, I was really tired and tired, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. This feeling is really unforgettable, difficult to break through myself, difficult to break through my limits.

The captain likes people who work hard, and people like me who can't fight hard in the end should be difficult to get the captain's attention.

I know, I know. I can put it together in the end, it's really, really true, I can, but I can't pass that level psychologically, and I don't support it physically.

Later, I gradually got used to it, but at this time, I was discovered with another person, maybe this is fate, it wants me to fight again.

I did what I wanted, I did 90 percent of my best, and I really didn't want to go through that feeling like I was going to die.

Before I knew it, it had been almost two months, and this life was coming to an end, and I only had one last chance to run desperately, in this school year.

The last time was really the last time, and when I realized this problem, I was extremely panicked.

I don't know why time flies so quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it's gone.

At that time, I was really a little panicked, a little confused and overwhelmed, I didn't know what I should do next, I should say that I knew what I should do next, but I was nervous and panicked.

So much so that I was a little distracted when I was training, I didn't mean to, but I really couldn't control myself in this situation.

I want to try to control myself so that I don't get so nervous and don't make mistakes so often.

It's almost a game, and there must be no room for mistakes. But the more I thought about it, the easier it was to make mistakes, and in just two or three days during that period, I was told several times by the captain.

I made a mistake because of my nervousness, and the captain was fierce to myself at this time, which made my heart even more nervous, and I couldn't do it even more.

Obviously, I have experienced such a big difficulty as the college entrance examination, but when facing these things, I still can't control my nervousness.

Later, with the nervous mood, the cross-country race came.

In fact, I understand the truth, I know that no matter whether I am nervous or relaxed, the cross-country race will still come when it is time to come, in this case, then there is no need to worry, there is no need to be so nervous.

But I know it psychologically, but it doesn't mean that I can do it.

I know a lot of truths, but I can do very little. So in some cases, if you don't experience it yourself, you really can't empathize.

Because when you are faced with that situation, you may also be confused, overwhelmed, and nervous.

The real strong are not those who shed tears, but those who run with tears.

Believe in yourself, firmly believe in your goals, bear the hardships and setbacks that ordinary people can't bear, keep working hard and struggle, and success will eventually be yours!

Don't feel unfair, the world is inherently unfair, even if you don't get anything in the end, at least you have learned a lesson, don't complain, complain, it's the most useless......

For the sake of the captain, for myself, for the sake of the business school, I have to work hard, I have to try to get myself to that state, I have to have to.

I silently cheered myself up in my heart, this time I must work hard once, I must.

The first time in college, the first time in life, and probably the last time, I don't want to leave any regrets in my life.

I'm a little bit injured because of training, just a little cramp and a little bit of a strain. I don't usually think so, but as long as I exercise, it will be bad.

So I'm going to wait until my sophomore year to quit, and if that's the case, then this time will really be the last time.

So you must work hard, don't leave any regrets in your life, you must work hard!

Later, the cross-country race we were looking forward to finally arrived, but we received an unexpected notice that the cross-country race was postponed.

All of our hearts hung high, but when we heard such a news, we fell down hard, just like falling down hundreds of thousands of meters in the air.

It's a feeling that no one else can experience.

The mood we had been nervous for a few days turned out to be all at once, and our state was much worse than before.

If it's a game, it's probably not as good as before.

Cross-country postponed –

It was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue, we had been preparing for so long, and for a week we had meetings and walking the track almost every day, but now, it was as if the flames were burning and all were extinguished by a basin of cold water.

The hearts of all of us are like splashing water dozens of degrees below zero, it is really cold.

All of us were in a bit of a bad mood that day, the results of the cross-country race that we thought were postponed, we relaxed, we recovered, we trained, everything was disrupted.

This is really a very negative factor for us athletes, and our emotions are also mobilized, and as a result, such a news has sent our emotions deep underground.

The sudden loosening of the heel strings that each of us was holding on to was not a good sign. In the week that followed, we didn't go up, we were still cultivating.

This is not very good, excessive relaxation, excessive rest, but it will make our physical strength or something all decrease, although just a week does not have much effect, but for our psychological impact, the comparison is too obvious.

Finally, a week has passed, and on this day, the sun is shining, and the cross-country race is imperative.

We have won 11 consecutive championships, and whether we can win 12 consecutive championships this time depends on our hard work.

Actually, I have a hunch that this time is a bit dangerous.

Because, there are too many accidents, but when I think that others are the same as us, I feel a little more confident.

Everyone's hearts are full of confidence, so we go to the battlefield with full confidence, and this time we must win the first place.

In the first three sticks, we were the first, which is undoubtedly a happy thing, but later, in the fourth stick, we were left behind, and when we saw this, our hearts were lifted high again, and if we were not careful, we would fall to pieces, and then later, we chased, just ......

It's really hard, it's really hard to catch up, why? Why? We've been working so hard for so long, why? Why are we being left behind so much and why?

My heart was full of questions, I wanted to roar, I wanted to be angry. But now that I'm competing, I can't bring this emotion to other people, so I have to endure it silently.

Seeing that the distance is getting bigger and bigger, there are already 200 meters, our hearts can't help but get anxious, no, it shouldn't be like this, what the hell is going on, we have worked hard for so long, and we definitely didn't go to the second place, but why? Why did things become the way they are?

It was my turn to play, and they told me that if I could run hard forward, I knew, I knew, I took the baton, I was running hard forward, I wanted to come on, I wanted to come on!

I ran for a long, long time, and I felt very tired, and I really wanted to stop, but I couldn't!! No, I can't stop, absolutely not, they're still waiting for me...... Still waiting for me......

I work hard, I come on, I can't hear the people next to me cheering me, I can't hear any sound, there is only one voice in my heart, run hard, work hard!