Poor Stranger/Dear Self:

When you read this letter, it means that my suicide plan is halfway through or over. This will lead to many possibilities, but there are two that I can foresee, relatively simple and important: one is that I am already dead, on the return plane; One is that I was rescued in time.

If it's the former, then strangers, you may be lucky or unlucky, depending on how you look at it. For you will witness my death and then walk into my life. If your life is boring and you crave novelty, congratulations, what happens next should be considered novelty; If your life is smooth sailing and you want stability, then sorry, you may be caught up in a series of troubles. Either way, you have to believe: I chose you!

First of all, please help me to complete the following things, naturally not for free, after all things are completed, someone will pay you a good reward, and at the same time may the Buddha, God, Allah and other gods bless you:

1. Please inform my parents in person and tell them that I love them, and to prove it, I left a sum of money for them, deposited a bank card, and sent it before I left, the password is my brother's birthday. By the time you read the letter, the courier should have arrived. Although it is not much, it should allow the second elder to live a well-fed old age. Whether there is love or not, I hope they can support each other and work together for the rest of their lives. After all, there are not many people who can still put up with each other's vices and tempers in the last years of life. Finally, please relay, in a more euphemistic way, the news of my death, which may be considered a disaster for them. Even though they have become extremely disgusted with my ways, I believe that they still love me. I can't imagine if they'll be able to accept it, so please be tactful. Don't tell them the real reason why I left, say a reason that they are more acceptable, such as I have terminal cancer, or have an incurable disease, I hope that I can end my life in a way that is more acceptable to me, instead of lying in a hospital bed with all kinds of tubes, being called around by nurses and nurses without dignity, or excreting in front of strangers, that is something that I have told them countless times, and I can't accept. Of course, you'll know the real reason, because I want you to help me with a few other things.

2. Please inform Nguyen Duong that he was my best friend. When you go to see my parents, I want him to be there, so that I can feel at ease and you will save you a lot of trouble. He's going to know what to do with my body, how to arrange my funeral, so don't let the hospital, the police, or any other official organization dissect or burn me until then. Of course, he may treat you as a liar, or he may ask me the real reason for leaving, or even delusional that you are the one I love, different thoughts will have different consequences, he may ignore you, question you, or simply beat you up, you can improvise according to his reaction. In order to be able to settle down as soon as possible, I have a website saved in my mobile phone, which contains a video called "Words to Ruan Yang", you can show it to him, and he will believe you. By the way, the video is encrypted, Ruan Yang may be able to guess the password, but if he can't guess it, forget it, in all probability, you don't need that video. But again, please don't tell him anything else, I hope he doesn't dwell too much on my past. Everyone has the right to be on their own, doesn't they? As for how to do it, you can play it yourself, his behavior is not something I can foresee, I put the least thought into this man, but he treats me the best!

3. Please give Yu Huai a call and help me return the ring in the suitcase to him. Don't tell him I'm dead, and don't let him come to see me, I think you can probably guess what I have to do with him. If he doesn't want the ring, you can sell it, it should be quite expensive, don't waste it. No matter what he says or does, don't let him know where I've gone, I don't want my soul to continue to be indebted. If he pesters you, give him a letter I have left for you, but do not do it until you have to, for some facts are too cold for serious people to bear! Please remember that I owe him all his temper and nonsense, no matter what. To emphasize here, I didn't cheat in marriage, please don't have this kind of moral condemnation, but in the future, you may think that I am more despicable, so please be kind to him, tolerate him, and understand him! By the way, the letter is in my bookcase, and you should be able to find it when it comes to that point. Let him find a new person he really loves!

4. Please send a clockwork message to my colleague Gao Fei and tell him that I am dead. If he wants, I want him to take my design with me, and if there is something unfinished, or something that is not output, I think he can help me finish it. I have paintings, books, manuscripts, tools, everything in my home and studio, he can take with him whatever he likes, including my laptop, which has a lot of work that we have done together. But I remember to keep the computer at home, there are clues I left for you. Also, I gave him back the wrench of my right thumb, and I hope he is well for the rest of his life. He may stay at my house, he may lose his temper, he may cry like a child, let him be. But don't let him touch my computer at home, just tell him that it's me and he'll do it. When he's had enough of venting, he'll leave, whatever he wants! If you can, please help me ask Su Yao to take care of him more.

5. Finally, notify someone, his name is Xiao Xia, just send him a message, if he calls back, invite him to my funeral, no one among my friends knows him, so you have to invite him specifically. If he doesn't come, forget it. When he comes, you receive him quietly, you don't need to greet anyone, he goes, you don't have to send him, he leaves, and it's all over. This man is so calm and indifferent, you don't care about any reaction from him, he will judge the truth of things and choose what he wants to do, like most ordinary people. I don't have anything left for him, and he doesn't need to miss anything about me, and you might wonder what I called him for, I just want to tell him I'm dead, really dead!

All the people mentioned above can be found in my mobile phone address book, and as for whether other people need to be notified, you can discuss it with Ruan Yang. Some people don't need to be notified, and they know I'm dead.

The address of my home is in the memo of my mobile phone, and you can ask Gao Fei for the key to the house; You don't need a password for your suitcase. The phone is fingerprint unlocked, and you can change the password if necessary.

Above, thank you very much for your help, whether it is out of inexplicable enthusiasm or boring curiosity, I thank you. When you're done dealing with all this, I mean when I'm gone, take this suicide note and go to someone named Su Yao, and she will give you a regular payment, hoping that this will be enough to repay you for all the troubles and troubles you have caused. If I don't kill you.

If you're curious about why I'm doing this, I hope you are, so that you will have more confidence in the source of the payment. On the computer where I live, there is a folder called Personal Log, which contains my stories, you can go and check it out. Of course, not all, there are some things, I want to take them to Huangquan together, and leave those that people want to know and are willing to accept.

Dear self, the above is the first possibility, if it is the second possibility, that is, I may have been rescued, then there will be several more possibilities. The better thing is that the rescue was timely, there was no damage, and I did not receive any administrative or criminal penalties, because I don't know if this way of committing suicide on the plane is considered a danger to public safety or anything like that. If not, then I estimate that I will lie in the hospital for two days at most, receive psychological counseling, and then be discharged. If so, please cherish life, think carefully about how you want to live, honor your parents, be kind to your relatives and friends, and play your role well. In short, let go of the past, start over, fall in love, get married, and live like a normal woman. You can travel, go shopping, even dance, in short, live like an ordinary woman.

If the rescue is not timely, there is brain damage, blindness, deafness, etc., then please find a way to die again, this time it must be successful. I can't bear the incompleteness of my life, and I don't want to cause trouble to anyone, so I'd better give it up. If it's just amnesia, then congratulations, you can start living like an idiot. But there are some things you can't forget, like supporting your parents, like living independently. So go check out the video left for you on your computer. Of course, more content that I have destroyed, I hope that you, who have died once, can cherish your life no matter what, even if you have lost the person you cherished and lost yourself.

I don't know if I want my suicide to succeed or fail, people are afraid of death, and so am I. There is always someone who says - death can be faced, and what else can't. The person who said this must have chosen death because he encountered some insurmountable difficulty, so he would use death to escape. But I think I'm different, I don't have any difficulties, and if I have to say yes, it's that I have to pay that price for my past. I've accomplished what I set out to accomplish, and there's nothing left to think about. As for the worries, there are still them, but I have to let them go.

Who knows what death really is? Maybe it's another kind of rebirth!

Okay, that's it, whoever finds this suicide note, please don't break my rules, because even death has the rhythm and influence it deserves. Please make sure that my soul is still in this world, and if you take any action, to put it bluntly, first rescue me, make sure that I am dead or not, and then decide what to do. Forget, there is another situation, if I am unconscious, please inform Nguyen Duong first, don't tell my parents and anyone else, don't act rashly!

You might think it's a prank, maybe I played a joke with fate and hoped it would laugh and let me go. You may think that my suicide note is too blunt, who cares what others think of her suicide note after death, maybe you think I have a logical problem, or there are design loopholes, please ignore it, if I am in the mood to carefully design, maybe I will not experience death. This suicide note is already a very hard thing, so let's stop here!

Farewell to strangers! Or, goodbye, dear self! Good luck and good luck for me to enter reincarnation soon.

Finally, I forgot one very important thing, if your life is threatened because of me, send an email to the mailbox on the back of the letter, and someone will come looking for you. Most likely, this kind of event won't happen, and I usually won't leave anything behind.

Well, make a choice, god of fate!

Ru Cantonese

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