Chapter 25: I Want to Love the World (25)

Raising his head in surprise, Fang Zhan didn't seem to expect that what Xi Fan said was actually right.

Xi Fan looked at Fang Zhan and smiled, she gently patted Fang Zhan's shoulder, and continued: "If I'm not mistaken, your younger brother is a completely different type from you. If he doesn't study well, he may still have a bottom grade; He may be very good at a certain aspect of literature, art or sports, but he is just playing casually; He may have a great temper, and when things don't go his way, he will come from his mood, as long as he is happy, he never cares whether others don't like it. And your parents, although they will also be unaccustomed to his behavior, they will not be really angry, but when this kind of thing happens, they will laugh and scold, it's good that there are you at home, right? ”

"I wonder if we've known each other since we were kids, and you're right." Fang Zhan looked at Xi Fan suspiciously, unable to figure out why she said it, almost all of them were hit.

Xi Fan tilted his head and asked, "Do you know that you are sick?" ”

Fang Zhan's originally puzzled face suddenly darkened, and she snorted with a white look: "You said twice that I am sick, can I think that you are scolding?" ”

Facing Fang Zhan's white eyes, Xi Fan replied to him seriously: "I'm not joking. You also realized that you are not in the right state, haven't you thought about it, this is a kind of pathology?

Of course, I shouldn't have said that to you directly, but if you want to make a change, you must face up to your condition, and although it will hurt you a little at first, I will be there for you and help you until you are completely out. As long as you trust me. ”

Fang Zhan looked at Xi Fan seriously, his eyes flickering.

Believe her?

It's laughable. He obviously didn't have much contact with her, and today was only the third time they met, but he trusted her very much.

This trust was rescued again by her today, and it suddenly exploded out of control.

Saying that it is trust may not be able to explain his feeling, this feeling is more like dependence, the kind of dependence that grasps the last straw in life.

He hadn't mentioned his anomaly to anyone since he realized he was wrong.

Coming to school in L City alone was the only request he had made to his family for so many years.

The family thought that he wanted to learn to be self-reliant, and happily agreed to him. In the second half of the third semester of junior high school, he went to L City and began to live alone.

He thought he would get better after being away from the family that was stressing him down, but he didn't.

Whenever he thinks of home, his parents, and his younger brother, he can't control his desire to step into the abyss.

Just like today.

The principal just mentioned that the National Day holiday was coming after the flag-raising ceremony, which made it difficult for him to breathe and almost lost his temper in front of the whole school.

I suppressed it all morning, and by noon I couldn't suppress it anymore, and I was in a trance, and I almost did something irreparable.

If it weren't for Xi Fan, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Is he really sick?

"Tell me, will you trust me? Can I trust me to take you out? ”

Blinking, Fang Zhan came back to his senses from his thoughts, looking at Xi Fan's determined eyes, he pursed his lips, and said with a sigh: "I believe in you." ”

"Okay." Xi Fan stood up from the sofa, then turned around and handed his hand to Fang Zhan, and said with a smile: "Since you believe me, then the first thing now is to go back to the room and sleep well, ensure that you get enough sleep, and then I will accompany you to the hospital on the weekend, you need to cooperate with the medicine treatment." Come, give me your hand. ”