Chapter 24: I Want to Love the World (24)
Unlike ordinary depression, smiling depression is often not visible in appearance, and they behave no different in normal social life. On the contrary, they still look strong and optimistic, not at all sick.
This is also where smiling depression is scary, because no one knows when they will do something to hurt themselves.
By the time it is discovered, it is often too late.
Just like Fang Zhan's previous two times, if it weren't for Xi Fan's presence, he would have forced himself off the cliff.
Saving Xia Zhan was Xi Fan's criterion for being a man, even if she didn't know that Fang Zhan was her mission goal at the time, she went to save it.
What's more, now that Fang Zhan is her mission target, she has to find a way to cure people, which is related to whether her task can be completed.
It's just that I just promised to help him, so I went directly to his house, isn't this too fast?
"The place where your family lives is too far away, and it will be too late to go back at this time, so let's spend the night with me today."
Fang Zhan took Xi Fan home, and said while opening the door and turning on the light.
The light illuminated Fang Zhan's home, and there was a huge living room and the large floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room reflected the brilliant lights outside, and the corners of Xi Fan's mouth twitched.
Such a big home, still say it's improvised?
From the perspective of observing birds, I knew that his house was not small, but I didn't think it was so big. Looking at it now, heh, this is still a rich second generation.
Beckoning Xi Fan in, seeing that people were looking at the house without speaking, Fang Zhan thought she was restrained, and explained: "My family is not in L City, I go to school here alone, except for the hourly union to clean up on time, I am alone, don't be nervous." ”
Xi Fan twitched the corners of his mouth again.
Brother, if you live alone, it's more nervous, okay? After all, he is still a child, and his mind is simple.
After changing his shoes at the door, Xi Fan followed Fang Zhan into the house.
From the empty furnishings and almost all-white color scheme of the room, you can feel Fang Zhan's heart, he is very lonely.
Sitting casually on the sofa, taking the water cup handed over by Fang Zhan, Xi Fan said, "Can you tell me about you?" ”
Fang Zhan sat next to Xi Fan, a big boy of more than one meter and eight meters, there with his hands and knees clasped together, looking extremely pitiful.
After being silent for a long time, Fang Zhan spoke, his voice with a hint of fragility.
"Actually, I don't know how I ended up like this, I just feel tired and tired. I have a very happy family, my father, mother, brother, and me, and the family of four lives happily. In the eyes of anyone, they live happily.
I think so too. But why do I feel so tired, so tired, so tired, so tired that I don't want to go on. ”
Looking at the person buried in his knees, Xi Fan probably thought of the situation in his family, and she asked softly, "Your parents are very strict with you?" ”
Fang Zhan rested his chin on his knees, shook his head, and looked at the front with his eyes a little empty: "It's not counting, they never made it clear how much I must do, it's just ......"
"It's just that they will praise you in front of everyone, saying that you are good at studying, good at literature, good at sports, good in personality and character, never let them worry about it, you are a good child in decathlon, and no matter who is around your parents, as long as they see you, they will only keep praising you. Everybody thinks you're proud and the heir to your parents' business, right? ”