Chapter Twenty-Nine: Memories Hurt the Most
Liu Shishan sat alone by the window, silently alone in a daze.
Lin Xiao, I will help you take revenge. After taking revenge, we are reunited.
Liu Shishan picked up the cup and was about to drink coffee, but suddenly found that the coffee had bottomed out.
Liu Shishan remembered their past again.
I thought: "This sentence is really good, and memories hurt the most." ”
The saddest thing is not that you don't get,
It's about getting and losing.
"Lin Xiao, if you and I have no fate, I'd rather we never met."
"Then I won't hurt you, hurt you, and lose your life."
"Lin Xiao, Liu Shishan owes you, she is destined to be unable to pay it off in this life, so she can only pay it back in the next life."
Gautama Buddha once said that whoever you meet is not by chance, it is the person who should appear in your life.
So what does my presence in your life amount to?
"Lin Xiao, Liu Shishan, she really misses you......"
Liu Shishan looked at the already empty cup and remembered the past.
"Shishan, what kind of coffee do you like to drink?"
"I love Blue Mountain coffee. As the saying goes, looking back at dusk, the man is in the dim light. What a beautiful artistic conception. ”
"Blue Mountain, Yan Shan, Shishan, are you confessing to me?"
"You're less stinky, I'm just answering your question, thinking too much."
"I don't care, you are, that's it, don't admit it, blush."
Liu Shishan felt that he covered his face, and said angrily: "If you talk again, believe it or not, I will ignore you in the future." ”
"I was wrong, Shanshan, you dissipate your anger."
……
The lights are shining, Lin Xiao, where are you?
Their past surfaced in Liu Shishan's mind.
"Shishan, I'll invite you to the movies."
"See what?"
""The Love of People and Ghosts is Not Over."
"Uncle, did you travel over the last century?"
"No, this is called a classic, this is called an aftertaste classic, you know what?"
"How could the old lady not know that this is a classic."
"Do you want to see it?"
"Don't, do you want to watch ghost movies? Then watch "Ghost Blowing the Lamp". ”
"You're really hopeless, are "Ghost Lovers" and "Ghost Blowing the Lamp" the same type?"
"Why aren't there ghosts in them?"
"I ......"
"Okay, I won't tease you, I don't believe there is such a poignant love in this world."
"Yes."
"I'm very insecure. It's not right for us to be together. ”
"It would be appropriate. You don't feel secure, I'll give it to you. ”
"You can't give it."
"I can. If the world is not gentle to you, it is better to treat me as your world. ”
"Forget it, just return my world."
"Really."
Speaking of this, it must be false to say that Liu Shishan was not moved at all in his heart.
"Okay, let's try."
"Okay, try it, as long as you're willing to give me a chance."
"Poof. What about the cold male god who said good? ”
"What's cold? I don't need to be cold in front of you. ”
"Where's the face?"
"Don't do it, you can't please your daughter-in-law with your face."
"What about your temperance?"
"Shishan, you don't feel safe, let me tell you a story."
"Okay"
"The king was killed, Shi Ji asked Daji to dig out the heart of the king with a knife, and she could rule the world Daji took the knife and went to find the king of the Zhou, and the king smiled and opened his arms and exposed his chest in front of Daji" as long as the concubine is happy. Daji cried and threw away the knife, knelt on the ground and looked at the king, "The concubine has something to hide from the king for a long time..." ”
"How?" , Lin Xiao looked at Liu Shishan, his eyes were full of anticipation.
Liu Shishan replied very seriously, "Daji is a demon, but the king still loves her, and Xu Xian knew that Bai Suzhen was the queen of the snake, but he abandoned her".
Then he looked at Lin Xiao again, "Where do you think we can go?" Or which of us are we? ”
Lin Xiao said firmly, "So one is the Ninety-Five Emperor of the world, and the other can only be a medicine seller at Qiaotou." ”
"Shishan, we are the former. We will not repeat the same mistakes as the previous generation. I'm not your dad, and you're not your mom. So the ending between us will not be the same as theirs. There was an indelible firmness in Lin Xiao's eyes.
Liu Shishan did not speak.
Lin Xiao was not annoyed, "So, we will be different, everyone's life trajectory cannot be replicated." We will have a happy ending. ”
Liu Shishan was still silent.
Lin Xiao looked at her gently, "Shishan, I don't think you are not interested in me. Since you like me too, will you open your heart and let me in? ”
Liu Shishan finally reacted, "Okay".
Liu Shishan was moved by Lin Xiao's words just now, tears came out, and her voice was a little hoarse but so firm.
Thoughts pull back in front of you.
Liu Shishan burst into tears, and kept babbling something in her mouth.
"Lin Xiao, what you said will have a good ending. You've broken your promise. ”
"You said you would love me for the rest of your life and spoil me for the rest of your life. You've broken your promise. ”
"Lin Xiao, it was you who opened and closed the door of my heart to the point where I opened and closed it personally."
"Lin Xiao, Liu Shi's kindness is very small, so small that it can only accommodate you alone."
"Lin Xiao, Liu Shishan's heart is completely closed."
"Lin Xiao, even if it's not you, it won't be someone else."
Yoo Shi-sun wiped away her tears, paid the bill, and went to the park where they used to set off fireworks.
"Lin Xiao, the fireworks are so good!"
"Shishan, do you like it?"
"yes, not only do I like it, but my mom likes it too."
"Oh? My aunt liked it too. ”
"Well, my mother said that the reason why she likes my father is because my father gave her fireworks, and the fireworks are written on her life, half drunk, half awake and half floating."
Liu Shishan suddenly fell silent, Lin Xiao's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Poetry and goodness. ”
"It's just a pity. They also had good vows. They used to have a warm heart for each other, but in the end, they broke up, didn't they? My mom passed away in grief. ”
"Shishan, don't be afraid that we won't be like this."
Lin Xiao took Liu Shishan in his arms, "You have to remember that I will love you." I am your lifelong dependence. ”
"Good"
……
Liu Shishan was walking alone by the river, and suddenly another couple set off fireworks.
Liu Shishan couldn't help laughing at herself, "Lin Xiao, aren't you my lifelong dependence?" Where are you? ”
Liu Shishan threw a stone out and shouted at the river, "Lin Xiao, you once gave me hope, and now you have disappointed me with your own hands." ”
"Lin Xiao, Liu Shishan loves you, without you, Liu Shishan will never live alone"
"Lin Xiao, do you know how much I love you? Even if you put a gun to my head, I'll think you're joking. ”
"Lin Xiao, this trust Liu Shishan has never given to others."
"Lin Xiao, this trust only belongs to you."
Liu Shishan shouted and shouted that he suddenly lost his strength.
His voice was hoarse, and he squatted on the ground and cried.
I remember that my mother once told her that when she was sad, she would squat down and hug herself, forgive others and let herself go.
After a while, Yoo Shishan controlled her emotions and cleaned up her image.
took out his mobile phone and made a call to Liu Yu, "The place where the fireworks were set off last time, drove me to pick me up." ”
After saying that, hang up directly.
Liu Shishan rubbed her eyebrows, which were a little painful, and suddenly felt a little at a loss, not knowing where to go.