Chapter 30: Yoo Shishan's decision

Liu Yu hurried over, "Sister, what's wrong with you?" How did you make yourself like this, no one is a ghost, no ghost. ”

Liu Shishan slapped Liu Yu on the head, "Did you say that about your sister?" I want to die! ”

Liu Yu smiled, "Isn't this to see that you're not happy to be angry with you, old lady?" It's a lot better now, right? ”

"Give me less poverty, what do you think in your heart, I'm like a mirror. If you want to lie to me, you will live for another ten years! ”

"Since what you said is right, everything is right, don't be angry. When I'm angry, I miss my brother-in-law. Then it's going to be sad, so don't be angry! ”

"I know, send me home."

"Okay, please."

Liu Yu is very doglegged.

"Sit down and get ready to go!"

"Hmm."

There was silence in the car for a while.

Liu Shishan suddenly spoke, "Liu Yu, have you been quite idle lately?" ”

Liu Yu hurriedly said because his sister was ready to pit him again: "Why are you idle?" I'm not idle at all. ”

"You don't come. I'll send you a mission. ”

"Okay, just tell me."

"It's nothing. I will go abroad for half a year. During this time, I watched the White Army for me. ”

"White Army?"

"Yes, if you have the energy, the entire Bai family will watch it together."

"Okay."

"Don't contact me during this time."

"Don't contact you?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Don't ask, it's not good for you to know too much."

"Then I won't ask."

"I'm home, I'm up. You go back early and don't run around. Stay safe. ”

"Okay, sister, you better take care of yourself, I'm not a child anymore."

"You're not happy to care about you, are you? Kick your nose in the face. ”

"Okay, okay, okay, you care about me, I'm moved to death, okay? Sister? ”

"That's pretty much it."

Liu Shishan went upstairs satisfied.

As soon as he went upstairs, Liu Shishan heard the mobile phone in his bag ring, and took it out to see that it was Liu Yu's WeChat.

"Sister, are you here?"

Liu Shi couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth affectionately, although this younger brother has a poisonous tongue, he is sincere to himself.

"It's here, you should go back early!"

"Sister, I don't know what you're going to do next...... I just know that it won't be as simple as going abroad, and don't forget that you have a younger brother when you need to. ”

Liu Shishan was really moved now, "Okay." ”

"Sister, cheer up!"

"It's perked up, don't worry."

"Sister, people, according to the method of regaining strength, it can be divided into two kinds: one is to look at things that are lower than oneself and look for the bottom to talk for comfort; The other is to look at something greater than oneself and kick away oneself without grace. Which one are you? ”

Liu Shishan immediately understood what her brother meant, and it was difficult for this kid, speaking so carefully, for fear of making herself sad, it could be regarded as a good intention.

"Okay, don't be hypocritical, go back quickly, your sister and I are neither."

Liu Yu didn't reply again, Liu Shishan put away the phone and prepared to wash.

Liu Yu looked at his sister's window downstairs and thought: You have been smart since you were a child, you can understand what I mean, right?

After about 30 minutes, Liu Yu saw that his sister's lights had been turned off, so he drove back.

The next day, Liu Shishan got up early in the morning, thinking about handling the matter at hand, so that she could do what she wanted to do without worry.

As a result, as soon as he came down, he met Sima Yanbin who was guarding downstairs.

Liu Shishan looked at him with a tired face, and he didn't know that he had been guarding for hours, Sima Yanbin was absolutely affectionate to her, but she couldn't stand this love.

Thinking about it, he said, "There's a café over there, let's go there and say, can't we stop standing on the side of the road?" ”

Seeing that she took the initiative to break the silence, Sima Yanbin definitely couldn't ask for it, and his voice trembled a little, "Okay." ”

Liu Shishan sighed when he saw him like this, and he didn't know what to say.

Inside the café

"Yan Bin, what do you drink?" , Liu Shishan took the initiative to ask.

Sima Yanbin was a little flattered by this sudden concern, "It's good to be the same as you." ”

"Hello, two cups of Blue Mountain," Liu Shishan said to the waiter.

"Yan Bin, did you come to me for something?" , Liu Shishan looked at Sima Yanbin.

"No, I just feel that you are going abroad as a pretense, you must have something important to do when you go, and it is very dangerous, and you don't want us to worry so I didn't say it...... I feel that I may never see you again", Sima Yanbin was very gentle.

"Then you are ...... today", Liu Shishan was puzzled.

"I can feel that what you are going to do is very important, and it is related to Lin Xiao, Shishan, I know you can't let him go, but he is dead, this is a fact, you should learn to accept it."

"So, are you here to stop me today?" , Liu Shishan already looks a little angry.

"No, I will fully support what you want to do, and I can go with you......"

Sima Yanbin was interrupted by Liu Shishan before he finished speaking, "No need, it's more convenient to act alone." ”

"Shishan, I knew you wouldn't agree", Sima Yanbin smiled bitterly.

"Then, Yan Bin, did you come to me today for anything else?" , after all, they are childhood sweethearts, they grew up together, Liu Shishan doesn't want to make the scene too stiff.

"I want to say, Shishan, it's a fact that Lin Xiao is dead, you love him very much, the past is, the present is, I know the future too, but ...... Have you ever thought that Lin Xiao doesn't want you to be like this? ”

Liu Shishan was silent.

"Shishan, I can't stop what you're going to do, if you can come back alive, can you let me take care of you instead of him, it doesn't matter if your heart doesn't belong to me, even if you want to stay loyal to Lin Xiao, I don't have an opinion, I really just want to take care of ......you for him", as he spoke, Sima Yanbin's voice was already choked.

Liu Shishan's eyes also turned red, "Yanbin, you can't do this, it's not fair to you...... At the moment when Lin Xiao was buried, Liu Shishan's heart was already dead, and she couldn't live anymore, Liu Shishan was now the walking dead......"

"Shishan, I don't allow you to say that about yourself."

"No, Yanbin, you listen to me after I finish speaking, you know all my experience, and you can see it in your eyes."

"My feelings for my parents...... There is a knot in the heart, you know, let me give you an analogy......"

"I was almost touching the stars, really just a little bit short of the horse, but then it was dawn, the ladder was not stable, I fell, and then I didn't even have the courage to look up at the stars......"

Sima Yanbin looked at Liu Shishan like this, and felt very distressed, "Shishan, don't be like this, I don't mean to persecute you, if one day, you want to look at the stars again, I'll help you hold the ladder, okay?" ”

"Okay, then I'll thank you."

Neither of them drank coffee, Sima Yanbin went to the service desk to settle the bill, and walked out of the café with Liu Shishan.

As soon as he walked out of the door, Liu Shishan turned his head and chuckled, "Actually, you don't have to worry too much about me, they all say that the world is impermanent, but now it seems to be true......"

Sima Yanbin fell into deep thought.

"Look, Lin Xiao once said these things to me......"

"If we still have the chance, I will take you to buy your favorite milk tea, listen to your singing, accompany you to blow the evening breeze, accompany you to wherever you want to go, accompany you to drink, and accompany you through the rest of the road......"

"These words are ......", Sima Yanbin was puzzled.

"It was he who said it when he pushed me off the car that was about to explode, what a trustworthy person Lin Xiao is, he promised me so much, didn't he break his promise in the end?"

"Shishan, don't be like this, Lin Xiao doesn't want to ...... either"

"I naturally know, that's why I say that the world is impermanent", Liu Shishan's voice was very brisk, without a trace of heaviness, "Okay, Yanbin, I still have something to do, go first"

Sima Yanbin looked at her back, very worried, his voice was so brisk...... Obviously, he looked down on Lin Xiao's death, but Shishan loved him so much, how could he look down on him?

Sima Yanbin muttered in place, "Shishan, what is your decision?" What are you going to do......"

Sima Yanbin's arm rose and fell, and it was repeated many times like this until Liu Shishan's back disappeared......

In the end, he didn't open his mouth to keep it, and he didn't ask, Sima Yanbin thought, "What position do I have to do this?" …… After all, they're just friends. ”

"There's no reason not to let you go, and there's no reason to turn back."

When Liu Shishan completely turned into a small dot in Sima Yanbin's sight, Sima Yanbin also turned around and left in the opposite direction.