Even if she occasionally thinks someone is good, she will tell herself.

It's called passion, and passion fades, just like her parents.

is carried away by a moment of passion, and afterwards it is light, the so-called love and liking are cheap.

The only person she loves most is herself, she is a very selfish person, a person like her parents.

Time and time again, you will meet many different people in this life.

She has a crush on many people, but all her good feelings are killed in the cradle.

Not long after the incident, sure enough, my good feelings faded and I no longer liked it.

She amused herself and thought, look! She is such a bad person, she is in the twilight, she thinks differently, and she is troubled by freshness.

Once this novelty is gone, if the other party is entangled again, she will not even be annoyed to look at the other party more.

She gets bored easily and is impatient.

She's only suitable for dewy marriage, but not everyone can be like her.

And if the other party throws in and withdraws by himself, it hurts.

is like those who repeatedly knocked on the door of her house for her parents, cried and made trouble in her house, and even committed suicide by cutting their wrists in front of her.

Then the end times came, and she had seen many sad and ridiculous examples.

Husbands and wives turn against each other, men sell their wives and daughters for a bite of food, and married women become the playthings of the strong in order to survive, slandering each other for being incapable and scolding each other for being incompetent.

Life is full of smoke and miasma, and there is never any beauty in people's mouths.

And the so-called love is like this, the cheapness is outrageous, and it can't withstand any test.

Therefore, she believes that the so-called love is all an illusion born under passion.

Love is unreliable, it is fickle, it is frivolous.

It comes and goes.

The conversation is back to the present.

……

Qi Suya sat quietly on the bed by herself, she recalled that Chu Yanchen came to visit the prison a few days ago and confessed to her.

She was very excited, really, really excited, very excited.

She even had a small idea, should she try it? Do you want to give yourself a little more courage? Embrace another life, start another way of life?

It's like when she first met Zijin, she had a good impression of Zijin.

If it was the world in the past, she would definitely reject this good feeling, and pinch the noodles directly without waiting for the sprout.

But after arriving in this era, she clearly realized that it was different, this was no longer the world she used to be.

Even this body is no longer the same as it used to be.

There is no longer any genes and blood inherited from the parents, and the body has not experienced those pollutions.

So she can be a little bolder.

She will have a thought, maybe she can, maybe she can be loyal, maybe she can end up in the end.

Maybe you can really live with someone for the rest of your life, instead of becoming a scumbag who unscrupulously plays with other people's feelings like your parents, has no sense of morality and responsibility, and only knows selfish pleasures.

She didn't dare to accept their feelings because 'maybe'.

Perhaps these two words are full of unknowns and accidents, and she is not sure if she can bear the consequences. After all, some things may not develop according to their expectations, and they may also go to the abyss of reverse.

Whereas.

It was Chu Yanchen who made her a little firmer, and his confession was very heartwarming.

She may never meet someone like Chu Yanchen who can accommodate her without any reason.

It just so happened that she liked him again.

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