So she was thinking, the opportunity must not be lost, and the loss will not come again, should she hold on tightly?

However, last night, Jiang Yanzhou kissed her.

That kiss also tore her apart.

She was shaken in shame.

Look, she's such a person, she's such a scumbag.

Once again, she recognized herself deeply.

Whether it is a lonely man or a widow or sharing a bed, this has nothing to do with external factors, or even with Jiang Yanzhou.

It's entirely her own problem.

She was shaken.

I actually felt that even if it wasn't Chu Yanchen, it was okay if it was Jiang Yanzhou, and it didn't matter to others, as long as her figure and appearance matched her liking and she didn't get tired of getting along, she could like it.

So she found out that she was really a very bad person.

She just wanted to be greedy for a while, she just wanted to have fun, and if she was with any of them, nothing good would come of her.

She may be like her parents, no longer satisfied with the person next to her pillow, will change her mind, will be greedy, will split her legs, will steal food, will have other men.

Even if she puts layers of shackles on herself, if she gets married, the law testifies that her behavior will not violate this marital relationship.

But in the long run, will she really be able to hold on?

Moreover, even if the body is not red and apricot out of the wall, but what about her heart? Isn't derailment of the soul cheating?

Will Chu Yanchen not care? Can you really not care?

If he doesn't care, then his feelings are not pure, and if he cares, then he will definitely be hurt by it.

No matter how generous his remarks of 'easy to get together and disperse' sound, people are cautious.

Qi Suya thought about it for a long time, and suddenly hugged and laughed.

She smiled and bent over, and laughed out of tears.

"I'm really a rotten person."

The corners of her lips twitched, but her eyebrows became more and more thin.

"I've been rotten for a long time, rotten."

"Is it because of genes, genetics, nature, or growth?"

"Anyway, the soul is the essence, everything is engraved on the soul, even if I deceive myself, even if I change the world, but I am still me."

"Life after life, no matter where, as long as this soul is mine, nothing will change."

After laughing enough, she looked sideways at the snowfall outside the window, took out a box of soft Chinese from the space, and took out one and lit it to her lips.

Her expression was quiet.

For a moment, it seemed as if she had long since left this world.

It's like drifting to some far-flung place that no one can reach.

……

When Jiang Yanzhou came back from outside, what he saw was such a scene.

The girl sat on the bed, smoking quietly, and her expression was an inexplicable charm, but it made him very flustered.

"Yaya!"

Suddenly he called him, and he stepped forward and held her hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would feather, that she would disappear from his face.

Just before, she was almost illusory, as if she were about to turn into a wisp of smoke and drift away, so that he could no longer touch and see.

She flicked off the ashes of her cigarette and smiled silently with her eyes down.

Suddenly, the faint gaze slowly moved upward.

"Jiang Yanzhou."

Her voice was playful, swallowing unknown emotions.

He was stunned, and before he could react, she suddenly pushed him down on the bed.

A smoky kiss came in silence.

Sharp teeth, biting his lip hard!

……

The man was lying on the bed, and Qi Suya got up and walked into the bathroom without any expression.

She took a shower, and the look on her face was cold throughout.

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