Chapter 1013: Emotions and Desires (39)
Zheng Yi recognized at a glance what Li Na said he wanted to return to himself, which was the poem he wrote on the shipping list when he first started flirting with Li Na. After taking the piece of paper, Zheng Yi found that the paper was still the same as when it was first written, and he didn't know how Li Na kept it, but it was so well preserved.
After handing over the paper, Li Na bowed her head and said nothing, pretending to flip through the shipping list in front of her, and at the moment when she and Zheng Yi's eyes met, Zheng Yi clearly saw the resentment and grievance. Everyone has a different way of expressing emotions, I didn't expect Li Na, who has a strong personality, to have such a lonely expression, Zheng Yi understands what the piece of paper in her hand means, Li Na should be trying to use this piece of paper to tell herself, affection, when this piece of paper is sent, has already begun to exist, everything she does, there is no perfunctory, no play, she once promised, she really wanted to complete.
Zheng Yi didn't think about keeping it again, maybe just an apology would solve it. It's not because Zhong Liting is still sitting next door, but she already knows that she can't give her what she wants, and what she wants is different from before.
Zheng Yi took the piece of paper and walked out silently, and when he was about to walk out of the door, he suddenly felt that he should say something.
"You may not understand, but I am just like this shipping bill, and I am not worthy of the two lines of poetry written on it!"
I hope Li Na can understand what she is talking about, Zheng Yi went out without looking back, he didn't want to say more, the more he said, the more people would feel reluctant.
Walking on the street, Zheng Yi is full of Zhou Juan, who can't see anyone, Li Na should be fine, after all, the two have not walked too far, at least, she still has a boyfriend to comfort. But the silly girl Zhou Juan is different, she has put her heart on herself. But Zheng Yi didn't want to call again, he wasn't sure if it was a wise thing to continue to disturb Zhou Juan's life, what should I do, Zheng Yi decided to go to the vicinity of Zhou Juan's house to have a look, if he was lucky, he might be able to see Zhou Juan, who was in a bad mood but full of vitality.
Zheng Yi, who set off for the destination, cursed that he should die, a girl who wanted to give the rest of her life to herself, she didn't even know where her home was, fortunately, when she was chatting before, Zhou Juan said the approximate location, but a long street of several kilometers, dozens of street corners, where should I go to wait. Zheng Yi, who walked back and forth several times on the street where Zhou Juan lived, was tired after all, leaned on the tree on the side of the road, and smoked. Smoking cigarettes one after another, Zheng Yi wanted to leave, but he couldn't rest assured.
"What are you doing here?" The voice of my colleague Xiao Zhang came from behind.
"Oh! It's okay! Go around! "I wasn't surprised to see Xiao Zhang Zhengyi, because this area belongs to Xiao Zhang.
"! You're just! I'm waiting for Zhou Juan here! ”
"Nope! Something's here! Even if he didn't separate himself from Zhou Juan, Zheng Yi didn't want to make his love all over the city, and denial was the only choice.
"you! At dinner at my house that day, everyone could see that you were abnormal, and you were hiding something! ”
"Not really! You're thinking too much! Zheng Yi continued to stiffen his mouth.
"If you don't think about it too much, let's see if Zhou Juan will come later!"
"Okay! Come, stand with me! There's shade here! ”
"On such a cold day, still standing in the shade of a tree, you are sick! Forget it, I still have something to do, I'm leaving, I'm too lazy to give you a more serious look! ”
Zheng Yi thought about it, it seemed that Xiao Zhang was going to pass by this street when he was going home, maybe 。。。。。。!
"Huh! Do you know where Zhou Juan's family lives?" How to meet Zhou Juan is what Zheng Yi wants to do most now, even if the question will expose the lie he just told, Zheng Yi will not hesitate to do it.
Xiao Zhang pointed at Zheng Yi's nose with a smile, "You little cub, hard mouth!" I don't know exactly where her house is, but it's probably within 100 meters! ”
"Alas! If you say it, you can go with your business! I'm gone, too! Zheng Yi understands that the chance of meeting Zhou Juan by chance is almost equal to zero, and the chance encounter is not what he should do to Zhou Juan now, it is better not to think about things so badly, maybe he is not as above everything in Zhou Juan's heart as he thinks.
Zheng Yi went home directly, too many things have happened in the past ten hours, which makes Zheng Yi a little unbearable, and sleeping Meimei is the only thing he can do now.
At eight o'clock in the evening, Zheng Yi woke up, looked at the time, and remembered that he didn't go to the company to get off work today, but fortunately, Zhong Liting didn't call to grab her bag. Just as Zheng Yi got up to wash, Xiao Zhang's phone called, telling Zheng Yi that he had just seen Zhou Juan enter a big supermarket near her home. Zheng Yi pondered for a long time, hesitating whether he should go or not, but he felt that he had cut off all the fetters, I don't know, Zhou Juan's side is the same as he thinks, thinking about it, Zheng Yi still decided to make everything clear.
took a taxi and rushed to the door of the supermarket that Xiao Zhang said, Zheng Yi patiently waited for Zhou Juan to appear, and after waiting for about half an hour, Zhou Juan really appeared in front of Zheng Yi.
"Hey!" Zheng Yi saw Zhou Juan carrying a big bag of things, and subconsciously wanted to take it with his hand, but the moment his hand was stretched out, Zheng Yi took it back and only said hello to Zhou Juan gently.
"Hmmm! How did you get here! Zhou Juan, who was expressionless just now, saw Zheng Yi, and her eyes instantly turned red.
"It's nothing, come and see you!"
"Look at me, what do I have to look at!" Zheng Yi felt that it would be nice if Zhou Juan's tears were as stubborn as her mouth, but no, tears had begun to drip down from Zhou Juan's eyes.
"You。。。。。。 I suddenly didn't go to work today, I think it's better to take a look, are you okay? ”
"Not good! Very bad! Even if she loses her temper, Zhou Juan is still extremely gentle.
"Yes! I understand, it's all my fault, it's my problem, don't wronged yourself, okay! ”
"I just can't figure out why I'm leaving, shouldn't she be the one who should go!" Zhou Juan cried more and more, and the tears that slowly dripped just now had become two lines at this moment.
"Yes! It should be like this, but 。。。。。。 It's all my problem, don't get along with yourself anymore, okay! Except for apologizing, Zheng Yi knew he shouldn't say anything.
"That'。。。。。。 What are you here for today? ”
"I'm just here to apologize today, for all the things I've done to you before, you don't have to forgive me, just forgive yourself, you understand!"
Zhou Juan cried heartbreakingly, she couldn't say a word, Zheng Yi wanted to hug her and kiss all the tears on her face, but Zheng Yi understood that he couldn't do it now.
"I'm gone! You're good, okay! Zheng Yi turned around and left ruthlessly, walked a few steps, stopped and said the last sentence to Zhou Juan: "If you want to be happy in the future, please remember to stay away from people like me!" ”