Chapter 1014: Emotions and Desires (40)
For Zheng Yi, the two breakups experienced today were sloppy, and the truth is that once things get out of control, you can't do it properly anyway. And what made everything out of control was not Zhong Liting's jealousy, but Zheng Yi's sincerity in returning. Everyone has a love for beauty. At your own age, it's okay to pursue what you think is good. Maybe Zheng Yi was full of malice when he came, but when he left with all this, Zheng Yi wanted to leave with kindness.
Zheng Yi was a little sad and indignant, sad and indignant why it was so easy for others to hurt themselves, but when they hurt others, they were so unforgivable, they really wanted them to live better and get more worthy love, and he did the same, but he still felt that the whole world was accusing him of doing wrong, including himself. Some people say that love is the only one, but Zheng Yi doesn't believe it, he feels that he has given love to these three women, even if it was only their bodies that he coveted at first, he never refused to give his love. With some skills and some means, he can exchange other people's sincerity, Zheng Yi doesn't believe it, at least he is sure that he can't do it.
Back at home, Zheng Yi had mixed feelings, and he sent a message to Zhong Liting, telling her that from tomorrow, he would no longer go to work in the company. Zhong Liting is also very supportive, anyway, there are only two days before the holiday, so as not to make any trouble for Zheng Yi to go to the company again.
The Spring Festival came and went, Zheng Yi stayed at home and never went to the company again. Zhong Liting will still come often, but the freshness of the two has passed, and the frequency is not as frequent as it was at the beginning, Zheng Yi is thinking about what kind of job to find again, after all, it is not a matter of being idle at home.
I looked for a job for a few days, and it didn't seem to be a good fit. On this day, Zheng Yi suddenly had a whim, and he thought that Zhong Liting might have friends who could help him find a job. So he called Zhong Liting, but no one answered the phone, and Zheng Yi didn't dare to call the original company at will, because it was obvious that it would be Li Na who answered the phone. Zheng Yi only called every half an hour, then every ten minutes, five minutes, and every minute, and made dozens of calls in a row, but Zhong Liting's mobile phone still didn't answer. This made Zheng Yi a little angry, he seemed to feel that a green hat was flying towards his head, yes, wasn't he the green hat she wore for others, this unexplained suspicion made Zheng Yi extremely angry and powerless.
In the next few days, without any messages and phone calls from Zhong Liting, Zheng Yi understood that perhaps, this was another silent farewell, and he was abandoned again. Full of anger and subconscious unworthiness, Zheng Yi decided to give up and contact Zhong Liting again.
On this day, Zheng Yi's family came to an unexpected guest, sister Zheng Li brought her best friend Zhuo Pu to the house for dinner, Zheng Yi was very happy to see Zhuo Pu, because she was still beautiful and could still attract herself, but compared to more than half a year ago, Zheng Yi is now a little discouraged about Zhuo Pu, in the face of love, in the face of women, Zheng Yi did not dare to try it easily, for fear of hurting others, and even more afraid of hurting himself. While eating and chatting, Zheng Yi heard a shocking big secret.
It turned out that Zhuo Pu's boyfriend knew Zhong Liting's husband Lao Huang, on the day Zheng Yi made countless calls to Zhong Liting, they were playing mahjong in a hotel, and later, Zhong Liting came, I don't know what to do with Lao Huang, but Lao Huang just didn't want to open the door, so Zhong Liting kept knocking on the door outside, and then kicked the door and smashed the door, no matter how Lao Huang didn't open it. Everyone didn't understand why Lao Huang would deal with it like this, and they didn't know what happened between them. I only know that Zhong Liting later cried to death in the corridor of the hotel.
When he first heard the news, Zheng Yixin was distressed, no matter what, it would always be sad for the woman in his heart to be treated like that. What makes Zheng Yi even more sad is that she has never made Zhong Liting cry, why can't it be herself who makes her sad, so Zhong Liting doesn't want her unhappiness to affect the relationship between the two, but after thinking about it, why don't you answer her phone? Even if I didn't answer it at the time, I didn't get back to myself afterwards. Perhaps, Zhong Liting has the same state of mind as herself, and her extramarital affair with herself may be just an attempt by Zhong Liting to test whether her marriage with Lao Huang can really play their own games like this, or maybe she was originally just used as a tool to remove loneliness, loneliness and self-pity because no one cares for her. Perhaps, what Lao Xu said is right, Zhong Liting's favorite in her heart is still Lao Huang, she just realized this from them.
Anyway, Zheng Yi didn't want to verify any more guesses, he was tired, he was annoyed, he was injured, he just wanted to leave this place now, Zheng Yi thought about it for a long time, and decided not to go out to look for a job, and use the remaining months to review his homework well, take the college entrance examination well, and then go to study in other places.
Zheng Yi worked very hard, Zhong Liting didn't come to bother in the past few months, there were no messages and phone calls, although sometimes there was some heartache, but there was no doubt that Zheng Yi could be more down-to-earth and concentrate on studying without distractions.
Zheng Yi's final college entrance examination results are ugly, of course, this is expected, Zheng Yi directly chose a third-class college, basically belongs to the kind of college that can be studied after paying money, Zheng Yi's "aunt" persuaded Zheng Yi to find a repeat class at the beginning of the next semester according to their plan in advance, and take a good rush, at least a second-class study, so that the future work can be regarded as able to cross certain thresholds. But Zheng Yi didn't want to do that, he was tired of his hometown, and he could only go out to get out of the shadows and get out of the heartache.
Zheng Yi's family didn't stop him too much, after all, the tuition fees were all saved by Zheng Yi himself, and in their opinion, Zheng Yi, who was hopeless in his studies, was able to go to a university, which was also a very gratifying thing.
After Zheng Yi received the admission notice, he didn't stay for a moment, and immediately set off to the school he was about to enroll, and looked for a job near the school for a few days, Zheng Yi finally chose to go to the billiard hall to work, no technology, no need to brave the wind and rain, and more importantly, the billiard hall has a dormitory, and before the school starts, there is a place to sleep, which can save a lot of money. After going to work in the billiard hall, Zheng Yi stayed there almost 24 hours a day, making friends with customers when he went to work, and practicing by himself with a cue when he wasn't working. Zheng Yi passively enjoyed his single life, quietly waiting for the beginning of his college career.