I think the current state of my relationship with Xiaorou can be described as weird, because we are both very entangled in each other's positioning now.

Xiaorou has a man she likes, she has no feelings for me, but she really wants to have a relationship with me, wants to be my official bride according to their standards, and really become a couple with me.

However, based on her personal feelings, she subconsciously rejected the occurrence of this incident.

This starts every time Xiao Rou impassionedly asks to me. match, but at the same time, she unconsciously shows resistance, and it can be seen that there are two opposing emotions that have been entangled in her heart, comparable, winning and losing each other, and complementing each other.

As for me, I don't feel anything about Xiaorou at all, the reason why I agreed to marry her is more just to repay Lao Gu's kindness to save Wang Yang, and Lao Gu's kindness to save me repeatedly.

So, if one day it really can't drag on, and Lao Gu wants to force me and Xiaorou to take that last step, I don't think either of us will resist too much, but even if it happens, it must be the kind without the slightest personal feelings.

Psychologically, we're in a similar state right now.

In terms of situation, Xiaorou and I are exactly the same.

There is no difference from the house I rented, and the cave house between me and Xiaorou is also exactly the same long plan.

One of the awkward aspects of the design of this unit is that the sunlight barely shines into the living room. Usually, even in the daytime, if you want to see things clearly, you need to turn on the lights in the living room, otherwise you can only see a general outline.

And since I entered this cave room, I have spent most of my time in the living room. The only light that lasted in the living room was the two red candles on the table.

And even if I occasionally left the cave room and went outside, I never left the secret door except for the time when I was rounded back by the 'ghost hitting the wall' in the underground garage. So I'm in an environment that's basically in dim light all the time... Or even complete darkness.

Coupled with the lack of regular drinking and sleeping, the direct result of this is... I found that I was getting more and more confused about the exact time and date.

There was no clock in the room that I and Xiao Rou used as the cave room, nor did Xiao Yu's room, nor could I see the sunset that could have been used as a date marker, so I couldn't be sure how long I had been in the cave room, let alone what time it was.

Even though I had occasionally seen a ray of light through the window in the bedroom before, the heavy curtains never fully opened, so it was impossible to know with too much precision. From the first time I realized that I was a little confused about the time, I found that I was getting more and more confused.

This is a vicious circle like a whirlpool, one step is chaotic, one step is bound to be chaotic, and the more chaotic it is, the more serious it becomes.

Time is a very wonderful thing, a bit like oxygen, invisible, intangible, but inseparable, from the moment a person is born, it is entangled with it, until a person dies and there are no bones left, it can be regarded as somewhat disconnected from it.

I'm used to being snuggled up to it, and suddenly losing it feels like ... The body is hollowed out.

Somehow, I suddenly remembered my alcoholic father, who was in this state of mind as long as he was awake.

He... He didn't know how old he was, and he didn't know what year it was, right?

How long has it been? Three days? Five days?

I don't know...

But I guess that's what they wanted, right? Forgetting the time, drunk and dreaming of death, will the former groom officials also because they don't know that time has passed for a long time, so they never went out after coming in?

I remember that there is a sentence in "Song of Long Hatred" that describes the emperor's indulgence in the harem and does not do his job, called "The spring night is bitter and the day is short, and the king will not be early from now on".

That faint gentleman, he must not know how long time has passed, right?

When I turned back and occasionally remembered to get up and look at my watch, I was suddenly sad, and quickly asked the female musician to play a song "Where Has the Time Gone", feeling the passage of time for a while, and the hypocrisy was over, so I took the female musician I met for the first time back to the harem to continue to waste time...

I woke up after drinking again, there was no sound in the bedroom, Xiaorou was probably still sleeping, right? What should I find to do?

I want to go out for a walk, but I'm afraid that I will run into people or things that I shouldn't touch, but I'm just sitting stupidly? Although this wine can be treated like food, and I can drink it without starving, but if I sit still like this, people will be wasted, right? I can't treat myself the way a turtle does...

I was thinking quietly when suddenly I heard something outside, as if someone was shouting... Calling me?

I got up a little puzzled, opened the door, and listened carefully... It was as if someone was calling me, and the voice sounded far away.

I hesitated to walk up the stairs, and it didn't take long to hear that someone was indeed calling me, a dead man's voice, with a slight dialect accent, damn, it was Chen Haobei who was calling me.

"Zhao Yiqian!! Zhao Yiqian!! Open the door! Open the door!! You're not at home?!! ”

With this thing in hand, I had the courage to go downstairs.

Whatever he called me, anyway, I have a good reason to go downstairs now, even if they find out, they can't rely on me for this.

As I got closer and closer to the ground, Chen Haobei's voice became clearer and clearer, and at the same time, I also heard another person's voice: "Haobei, don't shout!" What are you bothering people with a thousand caves? How inappropriate is that? ”

It was Jingsheng who was a little anxious to persuade Chen Haobei, but Chen Haobei obviously didn't listen to him, shouted for a while, Jingsheng was still persuading, Chen Haobei seemed to be annoyed by Jingsheng's persuasion, he suddenly retorted: "What's the matter with you?" What do you care? I'm looking for my brother to get in the way of you, what's the trouble? ”

Then Jingsheng's voice was again: "It's not that I don't care, I'm just asking you why you're looking for him?" If you tell me something, can I help you convey it? ”

Chen Haobei seemed to be a little angry, he scolded and said, "Why are you sick?" Why do I still need you to talk to my brother? Do you think my Mandarin is not standard or what? Is my brother in a cave or a prison cell? What are you doing? Why are you still guarding the door like a mobile phone? Zhao Qianqian! Come out! If I don't come out, I'll go up and smash the door! Get out of the way! ”

Seeing that Chen Haobei's tone was becoming more and more revealing of his true nature, I quickly quickened my pace, and as soon as I turned the stairs, I passed through the rare half-open secret door, and saw Chen Haobei pulling with Jingsheng outside the door...