There are too many unknowns in this world, too many impossibilities, too many sadness, and sometimes I don't know it, so I am entangled in a daze and can't break free.

Every time Li Huinan gets off work, she will sit on the basketball court for a while, because there are people singing, more than one or two, many people, very lively, Li Huinan is next to them to listen to them sing, she is very envious of this group of people with a sunny and positive attitude feel that they are full of enthusiasm for life, here is the place where she hears the most laughter in this factory, no matter whether you sing well or not, someone will applaud you and cheer for you, this is also the first time she can sing in the factory, and it is so united, it is difficult to see.

One day, Li Huinan met a group of acquaintances on the road after work, who were the ones who interviewed with her. At that time, everyone was training on a row of tables, Li Huinan remembered very clearly, she was a girl in this row, these people did not work in a production line, and were arranged to different positions, which means that this was the first time they met after entering the workshop, and asked each other where they were.

"I'm in one of the production lines."

Another said, "I'm in the third group."

"I'm in group five." As soon as Li Huinan finished speaking, everyone cast sympathetic glances.

"The five groups of work are the most tiring, and the team leader is still fierce, how can you stay."

"No, it's not that scary, he's just loud, it's actually not bad, you just have to do your part, it's fine, and besides, our team leader is very handsome."

"Is there any mistake?"

"What do you mean?"

"Shouldn't it be a woman? The chubby one? ”

"Then I don't know, you may have heard the wrong message. Or let's say we have changed the team leader, and the others are good, and it's okay. ”

"Hell, is your team leader single?"

"How do I know that?"

"If your team leader is single, then you should hurry."

"What nonsense, I don't have that idea, where are the others?"

The tall boy said: "I think you must envy me, I am in the material group, I don't have much work in a day, just pull the materials, and it's okay when I'm done."

"I know, I know, look at you, your life is good, I don't want to play screws in the assembly department, this work is really tiring, every time it is piled up, there are leaks every day, I am said every day, I am annoyed to die, I don't want to do it, today I will change my position, leave it to me to change the front, I can still adapt." The one who spoke was the oldest, thirty-five.

"I work in the storeroom, and my sister works in it."

"It's better for you to be a kid, it's good to have acquaintances." Others are envious

After talking about their work, everyone began to complain about the hard work, saying that they were angry about being tricked, and scolded when they talked.

"I was also told within a few days that my team leader is like a fool, just urging in the back, and he is not responsible for any problems, he is still ugly, ugly people are more strange, and he is more annoying than Li Huinan, the team leader."

Li Huinan comforted: "Work, that's it, just get used to it." I've worked in factories before, and I've had more than one. Actually, to be honest, I think the factory is relatively safe. ”

"Why do you think that?" One of the partners had some doubts about Li Huinan's statement.

"You think, at least the people who work in the factory are more responsible, honest, and kind."

"I agree with that, no, I've worked outside the home. Take the sales job as an example, the work is decent, but the surface is decent, it is not like the surface at all, so cowhide, so cow fork, in fact, it is worse than the factory, mixed all noodles. There are also those in the factory who started their own business, but failed, and then they came to work with us to make money and pay back. ”

"Brother Qian knows a lot." The youngest face of worship.

"You are still young, and when you grow up, you will know that there are many hardships in life."

The big guy was chatting and chatting when the wind began to blow on the road, and the clouds were dark in an instant.

"Looks like it's going to rain."

"The wind is getting stronger, and it should be raining soon."

"It's definitely raining a lot."

"Then don't run yet!"

Before he finished speaking, it was raining in the sky, and it was very big in an instant, and these people didn't bring umbrellas. Everyone hurriedly ran frantically to their dormitory. During the run, a man said to another man: "Alas, who takes off his clothes, and then lets Li Hui take the cover and run forward, girls are not good in the rain, so I will wear one, and if I take it off, I will be regarded as a hooligan."

Li Huinan hurriedly refused: "No, my dormitory is not far away, my dormitory is just ahead."

"Okay then, then you hurry up and run."

In fact, Li Huinan's dormitory is still relatively far away, because it belongs to the last dormitory, so when Li Huinan ran to the bottom of the dormitory building, the person was already soaked. Fortunately, there are no boys living in this dormitory, so there is nothing to be embarrassed about when it rains, after all, they are all girls, and it is embarrassing that it is not so serious. is so wet and wet, Li Huinan thought that he hadn't been so miserable for a long time, even if he delivered takeaways, he didn't have such a miserable time. This time she was completely wet, she still remembers the last time she was wet when she was a child, her nose was sore, there was a kind of discomfort, there was an awkwardness, there was an impulse, and she especially wanted to cry. I went back to the dormitory and took off my clothes and changed into dry clothes. Take off your clothes and wash them and hang them on the balcony indoors. Lying on the bed in dry clothes, I was still a little cold, not only physically cold, but also cold, especially in my heart, slowly going out and out, this feeling made Li Huinan breathless.

Li Huinan is in urgent need of desire and warmth, and opens the QQ on his mobile phone to see who is online inside, and it is good to chat. She flipped over and over again. But I don't know what to do, it's just very irritable, very irritable. I suddenly remembered a person in my mind, and I didn't dare to disturb, obviously that person was online, but she still didn't have the courage to send even a symbol, and quit QQ, opened WeChat, but there were no friends in WeChat, and opened the official account she followed, looking for things in it, videos, articles, songs, and just looked at it randomly. Until a video, she saw a more touching video and stopped her heart, watched it slowly, and saw tears streaming down her face, otherwise how to say that women are emotional animals. The story is a general routine, but the music is too powerful, so I just brought myself in.

Li Huinan was in tears, but she didn't cry, just the kind that cried silently, crying while watching, crying like herself. She knew that it was obviously a tearjerker, very far away from her own life, and unrealistic, what was terrible was resonance and empathy, and emotional control of thinking. It can be said that it is a very successful thing in brainwashing, and when you listen to that feeling, you will be heartbroken and want to release your heart.

After the video ended, her thoughts were still there, and she couldn't calm down for a long time, probably after about ten minutes, and slowly calmed down.

Charging the mobile phone, stretching his waist lazily, at this time a thunder broke into his ears, Li Huinan immediately sat up, looked out the window, looked at the light of the lightning shining in the house, looked at the top of his head, and was a little depressed.

Listening to the sound of rain outside, ticking, getting louder and louder. Li Huinan was lazy and didn't have any energy, but he still got out of bed, looked out the window, there was a lot of puddles on the road, and there were many people who had just gotten off work and ran home wet because they didn't bring umbrellas, and there were also umbrellas that walked slowly, but most of the people with umbrellas were a man and a woman, Li Huinan thought they should be a couple, and suddenly there was some envy, sure enough, a single dog is not worthy.

Li Huinan looked up at the sky again, gray, couldn't see anything clearly, except for the tree with flowers in front of the house, he didn't know what the name was, but he thought it was very beautiful, the flower was fragrant, the flower was not big, it was a crescent-shaped flower with half red and white, she asked others, and others said they didn't know, some people told her, 'It is said that it is edible', and some people said, 'It cannot be eaten, Poisonous', Li Huinan didn't dare to eat it, after all, she didn't know it, she couldn't eat blindly, she only had one body, and she was gone if she was foolish, she was very sorry for her life at this time.

Occasionally, the wind blows, and the flowers are swayed by the wind, and some of them fall off by themselves without blowing, and one of them falls on Li Huinan's window, and Li Huinan reaches out and takes it in the palm of his hand, and smiles happily. He muttered in his mouth: "It's good to have a rain, it can be blown away, it can wash away all the unpleasantness, everything is brand new after the wind and rain, the air, the dust, it's all, what a beautiful thing it is, I shouldn't be so sad." As he spoke, he gently threw the flower in his hand down from the window, watching it spin and disappear.

The temperature will be lower than usual on a rainy day, Li Huinan can't stay at the window for a long time, quickly close the window and return to his bed, sit on the bed and close his eyes, and slowly slide from his forehead to his mouth with his palm, the whole person feels a lot more energetic, and then she raised her arms again, stretched out vigorously, and drove his waist, feeling still not very comfortable, lying down directly, stretching her waist, twisting, and secretly feeling comfortable: comfortable and comfortable, and the whole person is very comfortable after doing this.

It is said that sleeping on a rainy day is a pleasure, and Li Huinan will of course lie down and fall asleep after being comfortable. However, because of the rain, the room is still a little cold. Although it is said that there is an air conditioner, it cannot be used blindly, because the air conditioner has to be paid, everyone can not turn on the air conditioner, basically will not turn on the air conditioner, so Li Huinan got off the bed and took his thicker windbreaker to cover it, it was still cold, so he folded the quilt from the middle and covered it, not to mention that this method worked, it was much warmer, but it was still a little cold, but Li Huinan was too tired, and fell asleep when he was cold.