After more than 20 days of work, Li Huinan really couldn't stand it, because the work she did was wiped with alcohol, and the gloves she was given online were only one pair a day, which was not redundant, so she had to save some use.

Li Huinan will often break the gloves, just a small hole, after a day's work, the fingers of the gloves will be white, this day for two days and three days, the hands are quite seriously corroded.

Although his fingers were corroded, Li Huinan did not feel very painful. She looked at her hand and squeezed it hard, and pus like tears flowed out at once, and the pain in her fingers became stronger as it flowed.

Li Huinan is appreciative of this and numb kapok, but he is not, looking at his own hands, very sad.

She didn't expect that she would have such a miserable life. A good girl, a good hand, suddenly became like this, she was very unwilling.

One afternoon Li Huinan came back from shopping, people were tired and couldn't go on the bench at the door of the dormitory to plan to rest, the sun happened to be Sunday that day, it was very suitable for going out to play, the people in the dormitory went out, either to accompany her boyfriend, or to go home to see the children, and also to play with her sisters, Li Huinan is a newcomer, she hasn't made any friends yet, she hardly talks for a day at work, and the people sitting next to her are a few older aunts, and they can't play together.

Looking at the front of the dormitory building, there were many people, men and women, talking and laughing, so lively. There was a special person, a man in his twenties with flowers in his hand, and walked straight to the girls' dormitory.

If nothing happens, he will be kicked out, and sure enough, Auntie is a good hand. "Hey, what are you doing, young man? This is a girls' dormitory. ”

"I'm looking for my partner."

"Looking for someone, who is she? Don't you have a phone? Call her down. ”

"Auntie, be accommodating."

"Don't even think about it, you wait for her at the door, don't come in."

At this moment, his girlfriend came down, she was very good-looking, thin and tall, with a white and clean big buttocks, and she was good at first glance, Li Huinan was really happy for this man, and she picked up the treasure, and she was instantly envious and jealous.

After the little couple left, Li Huinan didn't have much to watch, and he was bored again, but now he was in no mood to go back to the dormitory, and he was alone when he went back, and he started to wander around below alone.

Spring is blooming, and the park is full of flowers and butterflies. Li Huinan stood under the tree and looked at the petals under the tree, one or two, in a large area, they are all very good-looking, each with its own characteristics and artistic conception. An inadvertent finger was scratched by a branch, and it was actually scratched, looking at the bleeding finger, Li Huinan felt uncomfortable again.

The joint in the middle of the finger is a large area of corrosion, Li Huinan sighed his fate, felt sorry for himself, ashamed of himself, did not take care of himself, such a good finger, how could he be injured like this. Li Huinan scolded herself fiercely: Why are you so useless. Why are you so cowardly, you don't dare to call the police until now.

In fact, the reason why she didn't dare to call the police was very simple, she was afraid that her family would know, her mother was worried, and she was afraid of her father's irritability. She didn't want the people in the village to know how bad she was outside, or because she was used to being bullied by her family when she was a child, and she had a shadow, and she was very afraid that others would make irresponsible comments about her, and she couldn't stand this.

"I can't let you laugh at me and make irresponsible remarks about me, I can't stand it, I can't do it for the rest of my life." Pinched her middle finger, but she still didn't feel any pain at all.

The wind was blowing very softly, gently blowing through Li Huinan's Liuhai. A person stared blankly at the sunset, feeling the warmth of the sun, the cold warmth. Moved his eyes to the door of the dormitory again, there were obviously many people, but Li Huinan felt very deserted, it seemed to be an unfinished building, and no one had come for a long time.

At the gate, there were many people hugging and hugging, Li Huinan was embarrassed to watch it, he didn't dare to watch it anymore and lowered his head, took out his mobile phone to rub wifi, prepared to play a few TV series, went back to the dormitory to take a good look, and it was time to go to bed after watching four or five episodes, after all, he had to go to work the next day.

The net is not particularly good, the next episode will take ten minutes, Li Huinan is idle and runs under the flower tree again, this time not to see the flowers but to see the ants under the flower tree are working hard to carry and eat.

"You're a little small, you're so small that you move things several times as much as yourself, you're hardworking and smart, you're really a cute little guy." The more Li Huinan looks at this small animal, the more she admires the diligence and bravery of the ants, and her eyes follow the ant army to see their nests. "It's really a big family, there are a lot of holes, and there are probably ant queens in them, but how can they pull their big sugar into the holes, the hole is so small, is it possible to eat something outside? Or a little bit of dismantling? Just thinking about it, I saw a cat digging a hole not far away, and it should be pulling poop, and it really loves clean cats. Of course, when Li Huinan was looking at it, the kitten also saw her, but she was not afraid, and her movements were skillful. After pulling and meowing at Li Huinan, Li Huinan was stunned, how did this cat keep barking at herself, she quickly looked at herself, only to find out that the cat was hungry, and she had food on her, a dollar or two steamed buns, Li Huinan was reluctant to eat, but she couldn't stand the little guy's repeated coquettishness, she couldn't bear it, so she broke a little to the kitten, the kitten ate that called a fragrant, the purring sound is very comfortable, very suitable for coaxing people to sleep, Li Huinan looked at it and remembered the cat he used to raise, the cat thief was obedient, and very flexible, It's a pity to lose it.

While the kitten was eating, Li Huinan hurriedly touched the hair, a little prickly, after all, stray cats are dirty, and the hair will naturally not be very comfortable. The cat senses that someone touches itself, and simply rolls on the ground after eating, all kinds of coquettish and cute, very cute. The kitten doesn't mind being touched at all and enjoys it very much. At this time, a girl came over and said a word, the little meow suddenly ran away, very suddenly, in the direction of the distant grove, Li Huinan wanted to chase, but it was definitely impossible to catch up, so he stopped chasing, and watched the little guy slowly disappear from his eyes. "I can't take you back to the dormitory, it's still a problem for me to feed and clothe myself, the kitten must be healthy and healthy, I hope I can see you every day."

I saw that I had already played four episodes of the TV series in my hand, and it was almost over, so I went back to the dormitory.

It's really boring to be alone in the dormitory, Li Huinan plans to take a shower first, how comfortable it is to lie on the bed fragrantly, watch TV, sleep, and be beautiful.

There is only one person in the dormitory, she can play songs, she can make a louder voice, take a bath while singing, so comfortable, and can wash for a long time, after all, usually there are many people to wash fast, and it is a very luxurious thing to take a bath comfortably.

After taking a shower, he washes his clothes, which is a habit that Li Huinan has always had.

While she was doing the laundry, she heard someone crying downstairs and quickly opened the window. Looking downstairs, it turned out that there was a girl in her work clothes crying in the corner, crying very sadly. After crying for a while, she stood up again, ran to the bottom of the boys' dormitory opposite, shouted a person's name upwards, shouted over and over again, no one paid attention to her, and she cried even louder. According to the current situation, Li Huinan speculated that the girl must have been dumped, and now the man is hiding, being a turtle with a shrunken head, ignoring the girl, Li Huinan is not used to this kind of person, what happened, you explain to others, what is the Cold War? What is it to avoid it? Two people bowed their heads in a factory and didn't look up, two people sat down and said clearly, the girl cried pear blossoms with rain, and she didn't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, this girl really liked the man at a glance, Li Huinan scolded fiercely in his heart: Phew, scumbag!

After shouting for about ten minutes, I heard the man's voice: "Go back!" Don't do this, I don't like you, don't dwell on it! ”

"Why? Why did you break up suddenly? ”

"We're not suitable."

"No, then why have you been with me for more than a year? This reason is not valid, you down! Come down and make it clear. ”

"I'm making it clear, I don't want to be with you anymore, it's as simple as that." With that, the man closed the window again.

"Fuck off, fuck off."

Sure enough, the scumbag man thinks the same, and it is the same to evade responsibility, just say it's good, and break up when you say it's broken, it's very neat.

"Over the years, I've been sorry for you at any point, you say break up. What do you think of me? Garbage? ”

"Get out!" The man threw down a wallet from upstairs, Li Huinan was very sure that it was given to the man by the girl, and the wallet was thrown even if it was completely cold between the two.

The girl looked at the purse and cried even more, as she cried, the crowd of onlookers increased, and the girl didn't pay attention to these at first, but when she looked back, so many people were looking at her behind. I was a little embarrassed, so I ran away crying.

When Li Huinan saw this, she thought about the love and love in the world, why bother, why bother. Self-deception, deception is too deep. To become a layman, an ordinary person, is actually a very difficult thing, and it is also an extremely simple thing. She is very sympathetic to this girl, this girl is crying is so heartbreaking and uncomfortable. Li Huinan thought to herself, what a good girl, such a good-looking girl, how could someone still treat her like this. She is so serious about her feelings, and there are still people who abandon her, what a shameful thing. Li Huinan thinks that the fate of women is quite miserable, why do you have to fight someone? Why do you have to be in this relationship? Why do you want to go when you know that it will hurt your self-esteem? Li Huinan doesn't understand, is it because she has been in the city for a long time, her heart is indifferent? Is there no emotion? For herself now, this kind of emotion between men and women is actually numb, and she will not have that feeling, so she feels that the fault is immaturity and unreality. If you were a little more mature and realistic, you wouldn't be so sad.