There are always many windless crevices in a gale. There is always something on the earth that has been blown by the wind one by one, and it still remains in its original appearance after many years. I know that there are people who walk in the wind who can find these gaps in the wind, and walk without any effort. Some horses are also aware of these crevices. Individual things in our family have long escaped one wind after another in this crevice. When we grew up and our fathers were old, they were still the same: hammers, stones, baskets and burdens hanging from the beams of the house.

——Liu Liangcheng

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Shen Qingjia really didn't expect his younger brother to come here just to say this.

Shen Zhishi really grew up.

Shen Qingjia felt very relieved, because he was a good boy, even if he was still a little naughty sometimes, but the pure goodness in his heart was always there. Even though the years are merciless, he has not become as indifferent as the cold years - he has always been a warm child.

I want to be a warm person all the time, no matter how long it takes, I still keep my heart alive.

If you want to stick to your dream, no matter what happens, no matter what happens, you will always keep your original intention, never forget always, and move forward in a down-to-earth manner.

The phone vibrated and a new text message came.

Shen Qingjia thought in his heart that maybe it was like a flower. I didn't go home with her this time, and I didn't say hello well, and a good goodbye was naturally even more gone. It's not how they get along, and they've never been like this before. Maybe it was because Hua Bijin knew she was home, so she asked her. After all, Hua Rujin still cares about her very much.

It's an unfamiliar number.

The content of the text message is familiar.

Because the content is very simple and straight to the point, she is Yun Jiaoran. I really didn't expect it to be Yun Jiaoran. Shen Qingjia was a little disappointed. The disappointment is not because of Yun Jiaoran, but the disappointment is because it is not full of flowers. At this moment, Shen Qingjia felt a little funny, because she was still looking forward to Hua Bijin being able to take the initiative to send a message to herself. Isn't this a pipe dream, and the most ridiculous of all! Because it's really not going to happen. If Hua Yijin really wanted to contact herself, she would have seen her on the day of school. Hua Bijin took the car home very early on the day of the holiday. It was the flowery father who came to pick her up, and Shen Qingjia saw it. originally wanted to say hello, but Hua Yijin directly ignored her. She passed by her like a gust of wind. Shen Qingjia smelled the faint smell of perfume on Hua Nijin's body, which was orange-scented. Hua Bijin looked very anxious, but it was just looking, because Shen Qingjia had been looking down on Hua Bijin's back from the balcony later. After Hua Bijin got downstairs, she didn't walk quickly. She was like usual, slowly, leisurely, and not in a hurry at all. She walked so slowly, as if nothing had happened—she didn't pay any attention to meeting her upstairs, Shen Qingjia. It seemed like it was a gust of wind, and the wind blew over, and everything passed like that. Hua Bijin also met a few classmates on the road, and she was very polite and temperamental to greet and talk. Of course, Shen Qingjia didn't know what she said, after all, it was so far away, she just saw the flowers, and her face was full of smiles. But she didn't smile at her, didn't even look at her. Shen Qingjia felt that she didn't understand flowers anymore, and she didn't understand her anymore. I don't know why it's like this. Is it because she didn't move out of Song Fusheng's house according to her words?

Shen Qingjia knew that it must be because of this.

Because the flowers are jealous. But she really had no choice at that time. She was in a dilemma.

And she didn't do anything to be sorry for the flowers.

She has always been very responsible and restrained.

Shen Qingjia just didn't tell Hua Bijin in person. She was still as cautious as she was in Lotus Crossing. Didn't do anything exaggerated or out of place. She was originally ready to tell Hua Bijin the ins and outs of everything at the moment of impulse. But in the moment of calming down, she became very rational and sober again. She knew she couldn't do that, she definitely couldn't do that. Because if she really ignored Song Fusheng's suggestion and insisted on revealing the matter to Hua Bijin. The result will not develop as Shen Qingjia wants, but will continue to move in an uncontrollable direction. Because everyone knows the character of the flowery, especially Shen Qingjia. She should know her character better than anyone else.

Hua Yijin will not listen to other people's explanations, she will only listen to what she wants to hear. There are many things that she wants to do according to her own wishes, and of course this is everyone's wish, but Blossom belongs to the kind of person who can't accept changes that don't fall within the scope of her own ideas.

So Shen Qingjia still didn't say.

So she continued to misunderstand with Hua Bijin.

At the moment when Shen Qingjia's emotions and thoughts were flying around, she received another text message on her mobile phone. The text message is still from Yun Jiaoran.

Yun Jiaoran said: Qingjia. What are you doing now? Is it fun at home? I didn't have much to do, so I found your name number in the class directory and sent it to you. We can talk. This time I didn't have to go for a walk, so I just chatted and it was safe.

With such a long content, Shen Qingjia wanted to laugh a little when he saw it. It seems that Yun Jiaoran still remembers the words of the school at that time. She rejected Yun Jiaoran's offer to go for a walk in the playground. If Yun Jiaoran hadn't said it now, Shen Qingjia really didn't take this matter to heart. Did it make her feel embarrassed or was it just uncomfortable? Shen Qingjia didn't know either. If it wasn't necessary, Shen Qingjia didn't want to guess what others were thinking. It's really sad to guess this kind of thing. Whether you guessed right or wrong, your own heart is uncomfortable. Because this is the heart in this world, it is really hard to guess.

Shen Qingjia thought about it and recovered the information to Yun Jiaoran in time: I'm okay at home, I don't have anything special to do. Now that it's winter, I don't really want to get out of bed, and I'm struggling to get up every day. I think I'm getting lazy. Why do you want to talk to me? Although this is a stupid question, I decided to ask.

Shen Qingjia didn't want to say that. She also didn't know what kind of person Yun Jiaoran was. It's just that the subconscious doesn't hate or reject this person. Seems to be a very nice person. At least it's pretty straightforward. Shen Qingjia thought so. Then it's better for the Ming people not to say dark words, or to be straightforward. Anyway, if she gets angry, she doesn't have to pay attention to it. Isn't that a good thing.

Shen Qingjia was originally full of expectations for high school life. But since Shi Xue's incident, many things in her life have subverted her cognition, Shen Qingjia has become slower, she no longer thinks about many things so happily, she let her thoughts slowly stagnate - the fantasy of friendship. She still continues to be in a state of being alone. She just thought that she was alone, and she only had one friend. She deliberately paralyzed herself like that. Anyway, because of Song Fusheng and Zhuang Zhou, no one will really come to associate with her. Those who smiled and affectionately called her Shen Qingjia and Qingjia weren't for Song Fusheng. Didn't they stuff her with so many love letters, chocolates, and all kinds of pink gifts to please Song Fusheng? Song Fusheng is the prince in everyone's mind. Everybody loves him. But such an excellent Song Fusheng turned out to be friends with her, and they often went to school together and went home, and lived under the same roof, which are all reasons for envy and jealousy. Although Shen Qingjia has never said this to anyone, her heart is clear, and she knows it better than anyone else.

It's like the unfair treatment I was experiencing back then. She didn't think she knew. But then she thought about it calmly, in fact, she knew, but she didn't want to admit it. Because she really doesn't see any reason or excuse for these people to hurt others. This is ridiculous.

But isn't the reality always so unacceptable and unbelievable?

This is reality, bloody reality.

This is a reality that must be faced.

What kind of mind did Yun Jiaoran have to approach her. I don't want to think about it. She just wanted her not to get too close to her, and she didn't have to be friends anyway, did she? Yun Jiaoran has always been very popular in school, and she is the only one among girls who has zero negative reviews. At least that's what Shen Qingjia knew. Shen Qingjia also thinks that Yun Jiaoran is a good person-sometimes, the eyes of the masses are indeed bright. Don't get close to her like this. Shen Qingjia thought this while waiting for Yun Jiaoran's information.

Yun Jiaoran: I think you're a good person. I guess a lot of people have said that I want to be friends with you. Although you don't believe it, I also want to say that I really want to make friends with you. Really kind, not for anything else. Especially don't think of Song Fusheng. I don't like Song Fusheng. Song Fusheng's personality is really bad. Anyway, he's not the one I like. You can rest assured.

Yun Jiaoran texted Shen Qingjia ten minutes later. The content is in line with her usual style. It's not like cheating. Anyway, it looks like she's telling the truth. However, Shen Qingjia was indeed surprised - of course, Shen Qingjia didn't think that everyone had to like Song Fusheng, although she herself liked Song Fusheng very much. However, like Yun Jiaoran, he said bluntly that he didn't like Song Fusheng. also said bad things about Song Fusheng. That's a bad word, right? Shen Qingjia thought about it and couldn't help but smile. But when she read the message again, she thought it strange again. She reassured her. What is she relieved of? What is she referring to? Shen Qingjia's face suddenly turned red—could it be that she could see it. Does she know that she likes Song Fusheng? Not really, right? Shen Qingjia's face became more and more red.

But Shen Qingjia didn't ask Yun Jiaoran if this was what he meant. She said to Yun Jiaoran:

Then you must like Zhuang Zhou. Zhuang Zhou doesn't have the shortcomings of Song Fusheng.

The message was sent, and Shen Qingjia didn't know how he could say that. According to reason, she and Yun Jiaoran have not reached the point of ridiculing each other. They're just classmates. Isn't it not good for her to say this, it seems too undignified? But since it's small talk, you don't need to care about such subsections. Say whatever comes to mind, don't be taboo. Shen Qingjia comforted himself again and said. In case Yun Jiaoran is angry, then apologize seriously and sincerely. It's nothing.

Speaking of Song Fusheng's shortcomings.

In fact, Shen Qingjia didn't know. She's just talking about it. Because in Shen Qingjia's eyes, she couldn't see Song Fusheng's shortcomings at all. It is said that the lover's eyes are out of Xi Shi. In Shen Qingjia's eyes, Song Fusheng is not a complete Shih Tzu beauty. Where would Shen Qingjia still think about Song Fusheng's shortcomings. Even if she accidentally saw Song Fusheng's shortcomings, presumably this girl who has been secretly in love with Song Fusheng for many years will feel that it is a sincere revelation, and it is human nature. No one is perfect anyway. Everyone must have their own personality. Isn't Shen Qingjia's mother's constant temperature the most common thing to say that trees have bark and everyone has sex? Everyone has their own personality, and it's not a big deal. You really can't be overly calculating.

You see, Shen Qingjia was able to conceive Song Fusheng in this most beautiful direction.

Yun Jiaoran didn't seem angry, because her text messages were very quick to reply. She was chatting with Shen Qingjia seriously.

Yun Jiaoran said: Do you think that the reason why I don't like Song Fusheng is because of Zhuang Zhou. I don't think I like Zhuang Zhou very much. But if you say that, I'll observe this person for a moment.

Flutter~

Shen Qingjia looked at Yun Jiaoran's text message and smiled. This person is really too casual. Shen Qingjia didn't know how to complain about her next. It's really too casual, too casual.

Shen Qingjia thought for a while and said: You are really funny. I really laughed. You're really funny.

The text message was sent out without editing it twice. Shen Qingjia felt that he was a little sloppy again, but it didn't matter, the other party was so honest, so continue to be so frank. Sending a text message to chat has to be considered for a long time to see if the conversation is appropriate, and it is also very boring. Let's go with it. Shen Qingjia thought with a smile. Now I think that since chatting with Yun Jiaoran, there are almost no particularly serious moments. Shen Qingjia is actually more than a person who may have a very serious master's degree. She has always been cautious. Live cautiously. She always wanted to be as error-free as possible, but she didn't really do that, and nothing happened at all. At least in the matter of flowers, she is a little vague, a little out of tune, and a little unsure whether she has done something wrong. She felt that she was not wrong, but she felt confused and frightened inside. Although Yun Jiaoran didn't say a lot of big truths to herself, every time she talked to her, it was like a gust of wind, a gust of breeze, refreshing people's hearts.