Yun Jiaoran: I'm just telling the truth. In all fairness, Zhuang Zhou is really good.

Later text message Yun Jiaoran said.

Shen Qingjia replied to Yun Jiaoran's text message while laughing. Later, Shen Qingjia didn't ask any more about what the two of them were talking about. Why did you find her, why are you still so free. Shen Qingjia has a lot of whys in his heart. But it's not that important anymore.

In this winter vacation, Shen Qingjia wanted to hand over all the unsolved mysteries and all the things that were out of tune to time, let time judge, and let time sift through. She didn't want to care about anything.

But Shen Qingjia's heart was still worried about flowers. This mystery has always been like a fire stored in her heart, watching it rise into flames, but in the end it will be fruitless.

Yun Jiao then came and did not mention Song Fusheng or Zhuang Zhou again. She just had a word to say to Shen Qingjia, from many interesting little things to the boring things in the school now, one by one, but she was very happy. There is no gap between the two people.

Something even more unexpected to Shen Qingjia also happened - Yun Jiaoran unconsciously told Shen Qingjia about herself. Before that, Shen Qingjia remembered that she had not exchanged any stories and secrets with Yun Jiaoran. Of course, even if Yun Jiaoran told her a very secret thing now, Shen Qingjia didn't plan to tell her something about her past. Because it's not an exchange.

Yun Jiaoran said that she actually liked a boy before, but that boy didn't like her, but he was very good to her. Yun Jiaoran said that she couldn't understand why she didn't like her and still be so good to her. She didn't have the courage to ask, and then she didn't know. She hasn't liked anyone since.

It's a little secret. In Shen Qingjia's view, this is a secret that a person has hidden in his heart for many years. This secret has never been seen in the sun, nor has it even been savored. Such an unspeakable secret over the years. Now Yun Jiaoran told Shen Qingjia so easily and casually.

Shen Qingjia was a little stunned and a little moved.

Shen Qingjia: Is it really okay for you to tell me such an important thing? And I don't have any stories to tell you at the same level.

Yun Jiaoran: I didn't let you trade your secrets. I just remembered it and told you about it.

Shen Qingjia: If I were you, I would definitely feel a little regretful. Because we weren't that familiar with it, we just said a few words that seemed like-minded. It was just a few days of chatting.

Yun Jiaoran: You are not me after all, so your thoughts do not represent mine. What I decided to do has always been determined, and I never regret it. You know why? Let me tell you. As soon as I regretted it, I wanted to die, and I fell into this emotion and couldn't extricate myself. It's horrible. So I regret it once and I don't regret it again. I'm committed to every step I take, and I definitely don't regret it.

Yun Jiaoran didn't lie, she still remembered the only thing she regretted in her life now - it wasn't a big deal when she thought about it now. It was the first day of junior high school, and she saw a super favorite pearl crystal beaded bag at the counter, which was really beautiful, especially in the sun. But the price is also ridiculously expensive. At least that's what she thought then. Although Yun Jiaoran was not bad for money, she was inexplicably reluctant to spend the five hundred and ninety-nine yuan at that time. So she began to wait for her to get a discount, and waited and waited and waited. So one weekend in September, I finally got 199 yuan. But she didn't know what evil she had hit at that time, and she actually felt that she needed to think about it (Yun Jiaoran felt amazing whenever she thought about it, because she was really weird at that time), so she decided to go to the coffee shop first to buy a cup of coffee and then come back to buy it. But opportunities often slip away inadvertently at such times. When Yun Jiaoran came back to the store after drinking coffee, the good-looking bag she liked very much had been sold out! Isn't there a saying that regrets make your intestines green? At that time, Yun Jiaoran was in this mood, and even more remorse than this mood. She went to the only four shops in the city that day, and the results were all the same. It never hit the shelves again. So, Yun Jiaoran suddenly missed the bag she liked very much. When she came out of the shop, she cried very sadly, and regret drowned her like the waves of the sea. She walked around the store for days on end, looking forward to putting it on the shelves again. Even if it's the original price, I bought it back. She thought about it every time. But I never touched that bag again. This regret lasted for a week. She had been eating tasteless and had no energy to do anything during the week. The demons during that time made her lose three or four pounds. It's just that I feel sorry for myself, and my wife is really uncomfortable.

Later, of course, it was time that healed her regret.

But since then, Yun has not been so hesitant anymore. She said to herself, whether she meets a bag she likes or someone she likes, she must make a move in time. She never regretted it again. In fact, she did.

However, Yun Jiaoran didn't tell Shen Qingjia about it. She still didn't feel comfortable just thinking about it.

Yun Jiaoran: Although I don't know everything about you, I think you are a bit similar to me. You must also be a determined person. It's going to be like this forever.

Shen Qingjia didn't know where Yun Jiaoran could see that she and her were two similar people. But this is certainly not a casual statement, because she also used to think that someone is a little similar to herself, or that she is also a little similar to someone else. Everyone has a moment when they feel like they see their own shadow in someone. Everyone has a time like this.

Shen Qingjia: You too. To stick to yourself, to follow your heart to live.

This is said to Yun Jiaoran, and it is also said to herself. I hope Yun Jiaoran can understand, and I hope I can really do it.

*

After Yun Jiaoran and Shen Qingjia finished chatting, it was already noon, and it was far away.

Today, there are no adults at home, so she can only cook for herself. Cooking is not a big deal for Yun Jiaoran, after all, she has learned it since she was a child - because she still has a soft spot for cooking personally. Because she likes to eat, she likes food. As long as you have money, you can buy delicious food anywhere, but if you can make it yourself, then there is one more choice. It's even cooler that way. Therefore, she has been learning to cook with her parents since she was a child, and by the time she was in high school, she was able to cook many big dishes independently.

That's why her mom and dad are relieved to let her be home alone - she can't always be hungry anyway.