Chapter Twenty-Five: How Many Pounds Does Conscience Have?
In the spring of 2019, we got back in touch.
"Chen Feng, are you in Yi City?"
"Yes, just come here."
"What is the matter with you here?"
"Come to my relative's house for a few days."
"Oh, then come and play with me when you have time."
"Okay."
We met in a hurry, and I invited you to eat hot pot and took you for a walk around the neighborhood.
"Chen Feng, are you in love?"
"Nope."
"Then Chen Feng, do you want to get to know me again now? The kind of relationship between men and women. ”
I don't know how much courage it took to say such a thing, and I didn't expect you to answer it at all.
I lay a lot of words in my heart after being rejected, and I smile at you over and over again to face this fear.
I know you're going to say no like you did the first few times, you will!
"Okay."
"It's okay, Chen Feng, I'm kidding. Who will like you.
Ah, no, what do you say? ”
"Good"
"You say yes? Good meaning we're boyfriend and girlfriend anymore? ”
"Yes, let's try to be together first and see if it fits."
"Chen Feng, then we will only be together for two weeks, okay?"
"Why?"
"Because I'm afraid that I won't be able to leave you after a long time."
"Then don't separate."
"Shall we try it for two weeks first? Chen Feng. ”
"Good. So what if it's appropriate? ”
"Suitable... Just... Again? ”
"If we get along, we'll always be together."
"Yes. Love you."
You have always been an excellent person, you have signed up for several training courses to learn professional related knowledge, and you have endless drawings and homework every day.
On our first day together, you sent me a message in the morning saying you were up for class. I looked at your message, although it was a few short words, but my heart was full of warmth.
I know you're working hard, and you like very obedient girls, so I don't dare to bother you and send you messages. You can only wait until after 10 o'clock in the evening when you're done.
The next day was the same as the first day, maybe I was too idle, or maybe I had something hidden in my heart. Anyway, I sent you a message.
"Chen Feng, let's separate."
"Why?"
I can only give myself a so-called reason.
"Because I'm afraid I can't live without you later."
"Then we'll always be together"
"No, Chen Feng. Shall I wait for you to be admitted to graduate school? ”
"You have to separate?"
"Yes."
"Good"
Obviously, I wanted to separate, but when I saw you saying "good", I couldn't stop crying.
Chen Feng, I'm sorry.
This confession was unexpected, and I casually mentioned it, and I decided in my heart that your answer was "no". But who would have thought you would agree.
I wanted to dream for two weeks, two weeks. Fulfill my joy with two weeks.
But it can't stand up to the conscience.
Chen Feng, I have a male ~ friend ~ friend!
I've become the one who pedals two boats, and if we had been together a week ago, a week ago, we wouldn't be where we are now.
I met him on a blind date, and even if I didn't love him, I couldn't deny his company.