Chapter 21: I'm Sorry, I've Never Liked You

Xiao Er couldn't bear my request, so he had to drive across most of the city to find you.

I sat in the car with Xiao Er, and he called and messaged you over and over again, but you didn't respond as if you had disappeared.

The closer I got, the more panicked I became......

Xiao Er asked me, "Su Hui, does Chen Feng know that you came to him?" ”

"I don't know"

Although I answered quickly, I wondered in my heart: Did you know that I was here, so that's why you did this to me?

I didn't have time to laugh at myself, Xiao Er brought me to the place you told him, and he took me to look for it in a circle, but I couldn't find you.

Xiao Er's relatives came to look for him, and I was no longer embarrassed to keep him, so I asked him to go first, and I will look for it again.

Fortunately, when Xiao Er was about to leave, you sent him a voice message, saying that you had gone back and asked him what was the matter.

Xiao Er looked at me, and I said to Xiao Er: You let him send a location.

The positioning was sent, and Xiao Er left.

I went to take the subway alone, and went around a third of the city to the location where you sent it, and I guarded the exit of the mall, and I didn't wait for you to come.

Xiao Er sent me WeChat:

"Su Hui, did Chen Feng see you?"

I looked around, but I couldn't see you.

"No, what's wrong?"

"There's a chance he'll see you"

I paced back and forth at the exit of the mall, not daring to leave. I've looked for you everywhere, but I can't find you.

"Su Hui, go back, Chen Feng said he won't come to see you."

At that moment, I felt very aggrieved, why, why didn't I even have an answer to break up? Why did I come to you over the mountains and mountains, and you didn't come to see me when you saw me? Why did I go around so many places today, looking for you everywhere, and it turned out to be like this.

I begged Xiao Er to persuade him to persuade you to come to see me.

I waited for you there for more than an hour, listening to "Across the Sea to See You" played by the mobile company next door over and over again, and Qu Chengshi made me feel more or less familiar in my heart.

The more I think about it, the more aggrieved I become, probably I'm a crybaby, that's why I'm crying at the door of the mall,

The young lady who handed out the flyer couldn't bear it, so she came over and asked me what was wrong, and I said it was okay.

She stayed by my side and watched me until you came.

The moment I saw you, all the unhappiness vanished, and I didn't know who was bitter with a teardrop smile.

You asked me in a cold tone, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'm here to find my boyfriend, let's find a place to talk."

You walked ahead of me, and I went over and grabbed your arm, and you threw you away. I retracted my hand in embarrassment.

I tell you: "Chen Feng, I decided to resign, I will come to Yishi to find a job, by the way, my college classmates are in a private school here, and I plan to go for an interview." ”

"What's my business?"

"Oh......"

We sat on long wooden chairs and didn't speak for a long time.

You say, "If you don't talk again, I'll go"

I finally opened my mouth.

"Chen Feng, I originally prepared a lot of words before I came, but I didn't know what to say when I saw you, last time in the ancient town you asked me why I kept looking at you and laughing, to be honest, I didn't know, I was very happy to see you.

Chen Feng, I like you, I like you very much. I like it even more than you think. I loved it from the first time I saw you on the train.

We've known each other for almost 6 years, please, let's get along. ”

"I'm sorry, Su Hui"

"Chen Feng, I was wrong. I shouldn't dress casually every day and don't dress up, I shouldn't be away from you, I shouldn't be without taking into account your feelings. Is it good for me to come to Yishi to work, so that we will not be in different places. ”

"Su Hui, we've broken up."

"That's... Chen Feng, can you tell me why, why did you break up with me? ”

"Su Hui, I'm sorry. It's my problem, I haven't been able to forget my ex-girlfriend. ”

I pondered for a long time before I dared to ask you, "Then Chen Feng, have you ever liked me?" ”

"I'm sorry"

"Haven't you liked it once?"

"I'm sorry."

I don't know what to say anymore, and I don't know what to do anymore. You said you went first, but I didn't answer you.

I cried like a fool in this strange city, but you never looked back at me. I'm still thinking in my heart that maybe you'll turn back, maybe you'll come back.

I sat there for more than three hours, but... I can't wait for you.

I left the city overnight with scars all over my body, and on the train, I even wondered over and over again about self-harm and accidents, which one would keep you?