When I came back, I became depressed and uninterested in everything. Wanted to message you, wanted to see you.

Dignity has hindered me over and over again.

During that time, whenever I got off work, I would go to the bar, and I was always in the bars of all sizes.

The singers on stage were singing Internet celebrity songs, and I cried quietly offstage, as if I was waiting for this link, and only this link would I stop thinking about you.

But I still didn't hold back, I didn't hold back and get back together with you.

It was a bit cold in October, and when we were together before, you told me the location of your store.

I asked two friends to go to the tea house, I knew in my heart that this was your house, my friend gave me courage, ordered three cups of tea, and the waiter who served me tea began to chat with her.

"Hello, do you know Chen Feng?"

I saw the clerk smile "Know"

"Oooh"

After the waiter left, I didn't expect her to call Chen Feng's mother, who came straight to me and asked:

"Who are you Chen Feng?"

"Classmates"

"I don't think so, are you Su Hui?"

"Auntie, you... Know me? ”

"Well, he told me about you when Chen Feng and you went to the ancient city before."

I bowed my head, thinking to myself that he should tell you everything.

Then you said, "What are you doing now?" ”

"I'm working as a small worker."

We also talked about your ex, and your mom said she didn't like it because it was so far away. talked about your and my work, and said that I hope we can all do well.

The conversation probably started with my request. I know that Chen Feng has always listened to his mother's opinions, so I still can't help but hope that she can help me, help me intercede with you, and help me see you again.

Later, your mother's attitude became bad, and my humility was exchanged for the contempt of others, and I deserved it.

After I finished chatting with your mother, on the way back, I walked alone on the side of the riverside road, blowing the weak wind, looking at the glass fireworks on the bridge, my heart turned a thousand times, and I kept repeating a sentence: You are also your parents' baby, why are you so compromised for one person? I'm sorry for my parents.

Even so, I didn't even give up. On the way back by train, I secretly added back your WeChat, you agreed, and I chatted with you in a mess.

"Chen Feng, I look at your circle of friends, have you gone to Hainan?"

"That's right"

"Is it fun over there?"

"Su Hui, I'm here to see my girlfriend."

"You have a girlfriend?"

"Hmm."

I didn't speak for a long time, and my tears flowed uncontrollably on the train, holding my phone and looking at our chat history over and over again, trembling over and over again.

My singing every night, my first meeting with my parents, and my bravery all became jokes.

I messaged you for the last time.

"Chen Feng, I like you. This is the last time I'll say that to you. I thought the problem between us was that you minded being in a different place, so I tried to get closer to you and try to come to your city. But now I know that the other place is just an excuse not to like, you can go over the mountains and mountains for her, obviously we are only in the same province.

I don't know why I'm so persistent, maybe I want to be brave before the age of 26, although the result is bruises, but Chen Feng, I really don't regret it at all. At least now I have no regrets about leaving.

I'm just sorry, I'm sorry Chen Feng, I've bothered you for so long. You must be annoyed, I'm really sorry.

Chen Feng, please forgive me this time.

I wish you happiness.

I'll block you and delete you, don't worry, I'll never bother you again. ”

I cried and finished typing this text and waited a few minutes, perhaps faintly in anticipation. failed again and again, and finally used up the last bit of courage to delete you.

Deleted in WeChat, and deleted from my heart bit by bit.

Chen Feng, you and I don't owe each other.