Li Huinan invited Yang Fan to dinner before leaving.

"Are you coming back after you're gone?"

"I don't know, I want to look outside while I'm young, I don't want to regret it."

"But haven't you been to a lot of cities?"

"That's not counted, part-time jobs can't be counted, I just worked in these cities, and I haven't lived seriously. Everyone has a travel dream, and so do I, I don't want to go abroad, I want to see China, see all the mountains and rivers, flowers and trees of the motherland. You know me, I love to take pictures and love everything about beauty. I saw in the group that everyone went to Lhasa, Tibet, the Himalayas, and the distant Arctic to listen to the beauty of nature, and I was very envious. ”

"I also said more than a year ago that I was going to travel, but in the end I didn't go, and the restaurant business was too busy to stop. There are not enough people, and I don't feel at ease when I give it to others, so let's talk about it when I'm completely stable, so will you go alone this time? ”

Li Huinan smiled: "Aren't I all alone?"

"That's okay, my phone number has always been like that, call me if you have something, you must pay attention to safety as a girl."

"Don't worry, I haven't worked for so many years, it's okay to know people, and strangers don't follow people so casually."

Yang Fan sighed: "Looking back now, time is quite fast, more than a year has passed, you said that there is no chemical reaction between the two of us, there is no possibility at all." I originally thought that after a long time of contact, I might fall in love for a long time, but it doesn't seem to be necessarily. ”

"Actually, I thought about it too, but I always felt that it was weird, not suitable for lovers, and I didn't have that kind of mind at all, and I directly treated you as a brother later."

"It's good to be a brother, at least I have one more relative."

"Also, I'm gone this time, I don't know when the next time I'll see you."

"I'm basically fixed now, if you come over to the old place, I guess you won't be alone when you meet again, and I'm not alone."

"I hope so."

"It's time for me to get married."

"The one upstairs is actually quite nice, why on earth do you have the idea of not accepting it?"

"At first, I didn't think it would work, this kind of person is too stubborn, if you don't obey, sooner or later there will be a contradiction, a big contradiction, who knows if you can control it, I can't suppress her. She's better than me in every way, and I'm not looking for a strong person. If you want to find it, it's similar to you, but you're in better health, you're too thin. ”

"Wouldn't it? Are you because I'm so skinny that I don't feel good for me? ”

"That's not it, I just don't think it's appropriate, and I can't say it."

"Okay, I won't ask you, if I continue to talk about it, I may be by you, after all, you are also a straight man."

"When you leave, the house will be empty again, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it."

"Then come on, have a child, won't it be lively."

"I'm tired of this kind of life, it's too ordinary, it's too boring. You see, getting married, having children, raising children, sending old age, then taking grandchildren, and finally dying of old age, at a glance, without a little desire and passion. ”

"I think so, what do people live for? I don't quite understand either, maybe I think I'm just trying to make up the numbers. ”

"Don't say it, let's say that life is still the same, we are not convinced now, we may reach a certain age and think that what the old people said is right, no matter, let's live like this."

"Then what are you going to tell your mother after I'm gone?"

"It's just divided."

"Divided, so suddenly? No warning? ”

"It's okay, if you leave, she will definitely give me a blind date. The year before last, my mother went to the blind date corner in Shanghai to go on a blind date, holding my photo and pasting my number, I was harassed every day, I was used to it, so it was okay. ”

"So, good fellow, don't you have a lot of spare tires?"

"Nope. Call me and ask me if it's either a matter of money or figure. ”

"None of them developed into spare tires? Not very realistic. ”

"No, how is it possible, I haven't seen it, the spare tire doesn't exist."

"No one came to see you?"

"Yes, she said that she saw that I was very handsome and wanted to date, but I refused, mainly because she was a little older, four years older than me, and I didn't like to be older than me, even if I had a successful career."

"I understand this, men, they all like eighteen years old, no matter how old they are, they like eighteen years old, women are different, they like one kind of person at a stage, young like handsome, grow up like mature, and older like rich, most of them are like this."

"Man himself is the existence of a desire body, and he can never be satisfied, which is worldly and cheesy."

"So we feel unhappy now because of desire, not freedom?"

Yang Fan asked rhetorically, "Isn't freedom a desire?"

"I used to think that freedom was pure, and when I grew up, I realized that freedom is not so beautiful."

"If you want to get something, you have to lose something, and there's nothing wrong with it, it's up to you to choose."

"Aren't we talking a little too big, too broad, and unrealistic?"

"It's okay, just chat."

"When I go back, I will take pictures of the bluest sky and the whitest clouds for you, show you that I am running on a horse on the grassland, and take you to see the exotic scenery..."

"I'm moved by what I said, and I want to go, but if I leave again, my mother will be left alone at home, and it's still not good."

"Also, there are too few people in the family, you can take her with you."

"This can't work, at least the hotel has to be stable, and find someone trustworthy to take over."

"Well, it's good for you to get married, having a child should be the best gift for an aunt, she is quite lonely, although you have bought her a dog to accompany her, she is still lonely, and her relatives are gone except you."

"My mother's life is hard, if she wants to start a family again, I am willing, but my mother is unwilling, I myself am like this, probably because I am afraid of marriage, there is a knot in my heart, I don't know what it is, it is there, I know it exists, but there is no way at all."

"Didn't you say start a new life?"

"Hopefully, you'll leave tomorrow, right, what time is the ticket?"

"At ten o'clock in the evening, I specially picked out the ticket after Aunt Zhang's rest."

"No, you can do it during the day."

"I think it's good at night, it's still crowded during the day, and it won't be noisy to sleep on the train, so it's good to be quiet."

"Is it a sleeper?"

"Sleeper, I should have a luxury myself."

"May you live happily and happily every day, and then I will be very happy."

"Borrow your blessings."

"This is the last time we get together, and we look forward to the next meeting."

Li Huinan repeated: "For the last time." It's a goodbye.