Chapter 30 If the appearance is just that you are holding flowers, I will drink wine, can you still reward me with a good dream

Actually, at the end of the North Dynasty, I'm most worried about your sister, I'm most afraid that she will say something that makes you sad, but you always think about others and always feel that you can't stand it, she will choose to put up with it, I'm most worried that you will be wronged, you are willing not to go to France with me for her, you will definitely not talk back to her, you will be humble in every way, but you also have to promise me to take good care of yourself, and tell me when you are sad, do you know? Cangnan gave me a sincere advice before getting on the plane.

After returning home, my heart was much quieter, I accompanied Beichu to the school where she used to study, and walked to the door of the classroom where she used to be, Beichu stopped, staring at the seat he had made, and muttered, "It's still the same place here, I really hope that when I wake up tomorrow, I can come here to class with my schoolbag." ”

"Beichu, what is your dream? You're still young, you can learn from scratch, and you can do what you love. I took Bei Chu's hand and carefully persuaded her, but Bei Chu chuckled as always and said, "What else to study, my dream has long been shattered, and I threw it in the trash when the truth was revealed a few years ago." ”

I listened to Bei Chu's words and didn't know how to answer, it happened that at this time Bei Chu's mobile phone rang, she lowered her head and took out her mobile phone, and then looked at it and put the phone back in her pocket in a panic, looking nervously around, I was puzzled and asked if there was something wrong with Bei Chu, she shook her head absent-mindedly, and frowned and looked at the far away tightly protecting the pocket.

At first, I didn't care, thinking that maybe Beichu remembered something, but I didn't expect that the next day, Beichu disappeared.

My mother and I almost turned the whole town over and over again without seeing Bei Chu's figure, Bei Chu's disappearance again made my mother even more devastated, and her return seemed to be a dream of Nan Ke.

Cai Qiang often sends me their messages, it is still a scene of fighting and fighting, changing different styles in different landscapes, but every time it is Cai Qiang's triumphant expression and He Xiaoxiao's crying and aggrieved pouting, or the photos of the two of them being secretly taken by the people next to them when they quarrel, whether they are standing in the towering mountains or the vast and flat prairie, it seems that they can't affect their mood, and they can't break the pattern of their joy and rivalry as always.

I heard that there are probably two kinds of love in the world, one is love at first sight, and the other is joyful and bitter, there is no doubt that Cai Qiang and He Xiaoxiao are typical of the latter, although they are both unwilling to admit it, but we can see the bystanders better than anyone else.

Cai Qiang sent me a lot of photos of food, videos on the high mountains, and her red face on the plateau, full of satisfaction and happiness.

She said that you really should come out with me, it's boring to be bored at home all the time, and your sister should come out for a walk and have a look, otherwise something will go wrong sooner or later.

When Cai Qiang said this with a smile on his face, Bei Chu just came out of the kitchen with food, and then glanced at Cai Qiang on the mobile phone screen with cold eyes, and said tepidly, "Yin Beimo, where did you know this person, she is not a man or a woman, and she has educated me, I think she had better be careful not to fall off the cliff." ”

I once thought about taking Beichu out on a trip to see the scenery outside, but listening to Beichu's words, it was probably impossible for her to go out to travel, she always said that she would never go out for the rest of her life and never see strangers for a lifetime, and even sometimes she felt that all the people in the world were suspicious, often staring at my phone suspiciously, asking me if I was talking badly about her to others, she didn't often go out of the house, and occasionally went out and came back to complain for an hour, It's nothing more than that all the people in the town are laughing at her, and they are talking about her behind her back, once Beichu went to the supermarket to buy something and fought with others, it is said that it was because the person looked at her contemptuously, Beichu was shocked and thought that this person must be laughing at himself, so he quarreled with others, and then the person innocently said that he was just looking at the instant noodles behind her, and was choosing the flavor, and then my mother had to nod and apologize to him, and also compensated hundreds of yuan for medical expenses, but fortunately, things quickly subsidedIt's just that since then, Beichu has been even more reluctant to go out and unwilling to look at other people's eyes.

Cangnan would send me photos regularly every night, he was standing at the wedding scene in a white suit, he was playing the guitar on the streets of Paris, it seemed that Cangnan had a new show every day, sometimes he was an elegant and modest gentleman, sometimes he was a dissolute and casual wandering singer. From the wedding photos, it can be seen that his mother is still charming, and she smiles very easily and sexy. He happily told me that he had mentioned me to his mother shortly after he arrived in France, and showed her my picture, and he said vigorously, "Beimo, you really should come with me, my mother likes you, and I can't wait to see you."

Often this time is the happiest time of my day, this time last year a group of us met to go hiking, the scenery and stories on the road are still vivid, vaguely still yesterday, in the blink of an eye has actually passed more than 300 days and nights, time is really something you can't keep.

There was no warning of the disappearance of the beginning of the north, there was no hint at the beginning, that morning my mother came to call us for breakfast as always, I touched the north beginning next to me with my elbow as usual and asked her to get up, but there were empty sheets around me, I was shocked and quickly sat up, walked outside to look for the beginning of the morning, at first I didn't care, and still sighed that this year the sun really came out of the west, the north of the beginning of the morning actually got up so early, but I walked out of the door and did not see the figure of the north beginning, my mother also said that she did not see the north of the beginning of the morning to get up. The two of us glanced at each other, and both had an ominous premonition in our hearts, and hurriedly rushed into the room to open Beichu's wardrobe, and the last thing we wanted to see was presented in front of us.

The tears were out of control in an instant, and I ran out in a panic with my mother in my arms, shouting Beichu's name while asking passers-by, but no one knew where Beichu was going, and she was going to go far away after packing so much luggage? Is she going to abandon us herself this time? How could she be so ruthless, we finally found her, we finally got together, we didn't even have time to make up for the little time we owed, how could she be so ruthless and once again plunged us into the pain and torment of not being comfortable all day long?

But my most crispy girl, before you have time to lick your wounds and heal your wounds, where will you go alone? Isn't the outside world the most terrifying for you, how do you survive a night, how do you survive a long loneliness, how do you survive the rain and dew in the future? Will you remember to bring an umbrella when it rains, will you remember to wear a hat when the sun is out, will you take good care of yourself, will you conflict with others, will you protect yourself?

Beilu heard the news and bought the latest train ticket to rush back, his voice trembled, his tone was trying to hide the panic, he has been persuading us not to be in a hurry first, and wait for him to come back, he comforted us Maybe Beichu just wants to travel alone for a while, maybe she just forgot to inform us in advance, maybe she will call us soon and bring us distant specialties, but people who see that scene will not believe that Beichu is just going out for a walk, Especially the northern early hatsu, which is scared when it sounds like traveling.

That night, Cangnan was still excitedly telling me about the things on his side as before, but my heart and mind were all alone in Beichu outside, and I was in no mood to give the second person the second thing, I still couldn't help crying, because I was afraid that Cang would hear something wrong, I quickly put the microphone aside, but Cangnan still felt something strange over there, and he shouted anxiously, "Beimo, Beimo, are you crying?" Is something wrong? Tell me about it, don't scare me. ”

I was weak and told Cangnan the truth of the matter, I really felt my deep frustration, why everything was not done well, why did I want to go home and accompany Beichu to enlighten her well, but it turned out to be like this, but I couldn't find Beichu anymore, but I lost Beichu next to me, I'm really a useless person, it's really a pig, I'm about to hate myself, Cangnan, what should I do? How am I going to face my mother, how am I going to face North Road?

That night, after I coaxed my mother to sleep, I couldn't sleep, and sat alone on the roof quietly with tears in my eyes. Do you also have a place to sleep, and have you also found a warm bed to perch on temporarily? Will you miss us when you are out alone, will you regret sneaking away alone, will you come back in the middle of the night and knock on the door?

I remembered that many years ago, I was standing under the street lamp with a runny nose, and then a few boys came in front of me and saw me and laughed and shouted my nickname, I was so anxious that I was about to cry, rubbing the corners of my clothes at a loss, and then Beichu sat on the roof and shouted at me, "Yin Beimo, are you stupid, you don't go home so late, no one will laugh at you and no one will talk about you when you go home." ”

Now I really hope to say to Beichu, you come back quickly, what is the matter, what are the unfulfilled wishes to go home and tell us, there will be no wind and snow when you go home, there is no bad heart, all your wishes, all the distant places you want to go, we are willing to accompany you to arrive together.

Just ask you not to leave alone without saying a word, so that we can stay where we are but wait for it to be helpless, don't let the bitter mother fall into endless anticipation again, don't let the struggling and tangled North Road add another layer of indelible deep self-blame and helplessness, please don't treat them like this, please don't let my distress be entangled in the future world day and night.

Beilu hurried back, with a deep exhaustion in his eyebrows, he didn't have time to take off his coat and hurriedly asked me about the details at that time, and then stared at me tenderly for a while, and said distressedly, "Beimo, don't blame yourself too much, look at your eyes are swollen like peaches, you have to rest well." ”

"But when I think that Beichu hasn't come back yet, how can I sleep and sit still?" I lowered my head in shame, if I could, I would really rather not sleep every day and take care of Bei Chu's side, rather than cause such consequences, and I don't want to see such a situation, it's really a mess.

What I didn't expect was that Cangnan actually hurried back, when he and Xichen stood in front of my house, he felt that the whole world was bright, and he felt that he had come to heaven, I don't know why when I came back from the north road, I always felt that everything would definitely get better, but when Cangnan really came to me, I felt so happy that I was willing to die immediately. Cangnan stood in the sun and smiled mischievously at me, my tears lost my eyes, as if everything in front of me was a dream, Cangnan slowly approached my side to wipe away the tears on my face, gently hugged me into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "Fool, how could I leave you alone when I heard about such a big thing, how could I still stay in a place 108,000 miles away?" ”

I used to think that the most romantic thing in the world is to go out of your way to get to your loved one, and I think so now.

Just when all of us were at a loss, Bei Chu brought us news, her text message said that she was in her old home in Anhui, she said that she was locked up in that dark cabin again, she said that she was imprisoned, her every word pierced our hearts deeply, this silly girl, this silly girl, how could she send herself into the fire pit with her own hands? We don't know what kind of powerful motivation allowed Bei Chu to break into it despite knowing that it was a tiger's mouth, because when we called this mobile phone number again, it was already turned off, but we knew that we had to set off to rescue Bei Chu and pull her back from that ice cellar.

Fortunately, there are still records of her at the police station where Beichu went last time, as well as Beichu's explanation of her origin at that time.

I used to just listen to Beichu talk about this poor mountain village, but I never imagined its appearance, until this moment I really stood on this barren land, until I saw the so-called "home" in Beichu, we walked about an hour on the mountain road to the small mountain village, all the way to ask others to go to the home where Beichu was abducted and trafficked.

When we rushed over, Beichu's mother-in-law was scolding Beichu, and from time to time twisted her body, Beichu desperately shouted pain, but her mother-in-law didn't seem to hear it at all, until Beilu and Cangnan walked over to stop her behavior, Beichu saw us hurriedly rushing into Beilu's arms and shivered, Cangnan grabbed her mother-in-law's chubby wrist with one hand and pretended to be serious and said, "Do you believe that I will arrest you for abuse now?" Do you still have the royal law in your eyes? ”

The originally arrogant old woman was pinched by Cangnan and couldn't play it manually, Cangnan is a person who has practiced taekwondo, and her strength is naturally not very weak, she was even more frightened when she heard Cangnan's words, and begged for mercy again and again, and kept saying don't arrest me, don't arrest me, I don't dare anymore.

She looked like she was in her sixties, but she was tall and sharp-eyed, and she couldn't help but feel a little scared, but she couldn't help but feel sympathy when she looked at the pitiful appearance with teary eyes and gray hair at the moment. Originally, we wanted to inform the police, but there was no evidence at all about what happened back then, and this family was really more difficult than we thought, and the father-in-law of Beichu was a paralyzed old man who was bedridden all the year round. But what surprised us the most was a timid little boy who came out later, he slowly walked to Cangnan's side and weakly pulled the corner of his clothes, "Big brother, can you let my grandma go?" ”

Then after a while, a middle-aged man came back with a hoe, he was covered with a lot of mud, he looked like he was about forty years old, his eyes were listless looking at all this, and the little boy rushed over and shouted, "Daddy, you're back." ”

But the man just rubbed the little boy's hair, glanced at the curled Beichu deeply, and muttered, "I knew that this day was going to come sooner or later, and this day is still coming, come on, come on, come on, what should come will always come." ”

The three of us all looked at everything in front of us in amazement, looking at this shy and timid thin little boy, and looked at Bei Chu in amazement, didn't Bei Chu say that she couldn't have children, so she made her mother-in-law angry and beat her all day long? So who is this little boy?

The little boy's name is Guoguo, is the biological son of Beichu, Beichu came back this time because her mother-in-law threatened her with Guoguo's life, and she herself really misses her son, but when we said that we wanted to take Guoguo, all the people in their family knelt in front of us and begged us to spare them, her mother-in-law cried with snot and tears, "You can do whatever you want, just don't take away my grandson, he is the root of our family, the only seedling of our Hu family, If you take him away, I will not live. ”

After speaking, we were about to rush over and hit the wall, we hurriedly supported her, looking at this four-walled house is really unbearable, and Guoguo himself is not willing to leave with us, he is used to it here, he desperately hides behind that man, that is, Beichu's "husband", Hu Guoqiang, an honest middle-aged man, for Guoguo, that is his dependence, is his favorite father, he is unwilling to leave his father, although he is so reluctant to mother.

It's as if all the people living in this world have inescapable helplessness, even the youngest children.