Chapter Twenty-Nine: Extinguishing the Smoke and Exhaling the Last Smoke Ring I vaguely heard you say that you still want to go back to the past

Xichen sat alone in the corner drinking stuffy wine, and didn't talk to us, asked her if she was okay, she just responded lightly, it didn't matter, she didn't have the strength to drink, and her face turned crimson after a while, Tianyi walked over to sing with Xichen, but Xichen waved his hand and said that he was very tired and didn't want to sing, Tianyi's face was a little unsightly.

But he still played a child's temper at Xichen as usual like no one, Xichen glanced at Haoran, and said with some sorrow, "You go sing first, I'm really a little uncomfortable." ”

At that time, Xi Chen was drunk and it was normal to feel uncomfortable, but Tianyi was completely enraged by Xi Chen's eyes, like a bomb that was detonated in an instant, and it inevitably exploded.

He walked over abruptly, grabbed Hao Ran's collar and yelled at Xi Chen, "Not feeling well? I think you're uncomfortable, don't think I can't see that he's your old lover, don't think I don't know what's going on in your heart, you're a fucking couple of dogs! ”

Xichen's face turned pale instantly, her lips trembled, perhaps because she was sad, she bit her lower lip tightly and didn't make a sound.

All of us were stunned and hurriedly went up to persuade the fight, but Tianyi looked at Xichen who was not full of worry, and was even more angry, raised his hand and punched Hao Ran's face, Hao Ran fell back unconsciously, and his head just hit the edge of the table behind him, we hurriedly ran over to help Hao Ran, the back of his head slowly flowed bright red blood, and Beilu hurriedly supported Hao Ran and said to us, "Cangnan, you send them back first, I will go to the hospital with Hao Ran, and I will notify you as soon as there is news." ”

Tianyi was still angry and froze in place, he came back to his senses and wanted to explain to Xi Chen, but Xi Chen glanced at him coldly, took my hand and walked out of the door without looking back, and didn't turn around to talk to Tianyi along the way, nor did he say a word, I wanted to comfort her but didn't know where to start.

Later, Haoran didn't have a big deal, and he didn't bother with Tianyi, he said that Tianyi can be so angry and be able to hit that punch hard, which shows that he really cares about Xichen in his heart, so he can rest assured, Haoran's tolerance and generosity reminds me of the thin little boy who stood in front of my house and said that he was looking for Beichu to take revenge, it seems that he has really grown up, is really mature, and really loves Xichen deeply.

Although Haoran didn't trouble Tianyi, Xichen and Tianyi still didn't reconcile, they started a long cold war, Xichen said that Tianyi was too careful not to understand her sadness, and said that Tianyi was too impulsive for her to rely on.

And Haoran has no contact with Xichen, Xichen understands that all the good things are in the past, and her loss of control is just a deep memory of the past, what she misses is not a certain person, what she misses is only the green time that has passed, the simple beauty that can't be returned.

Their cold war lasted until that day, Cangnan and I were still eating snacks in the night market, Cangnan received a call from Tianyi, his anxious crying on the other end of the phone frightened the two of us, that is, from that time we knew that Tianyi was far bolder than we imagined, he began to contact drugs half a year ago, that night he was also detained by the gangsters who owed money for drugs, and had no choice but to call us for help, we were stunned when we heard it, Cangnan hurriedly went to the bank to withdraw money for Tianyi to save the emergency.

When we arrived at the place where Tianyi said, Tianyi was trampled under the feet of a stout man, followed by a few big men, Tianyi was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, and it looked like he was not lightly injured, Cangnan took out the money he had just taken out and exchanged it with the man Tianyi, fortunately, those men didn't want their identities to be exposed, and they left this time after taking the money, and we quickly sent Tianyi to the hospital.

After thinking about it again and again, we still decided to tell Xichen about Tianyi's beating, because Tianyi kept calling Xichen's name, and Xichen was also sad every day, which made us feel uncomfortable, Xichen hurried to the hospital after hearing the news, looked at the unrecognizable Tianyi, and finally couldn't help shedding tears, desperately beating Tianyi's chest, "Are you stupid, you, who told you to contact drugs, who told you to do such a dangerous thing, don't let me worry anymore, okay?" ”

"Okay, okay, I promise you, as long as you return to my side, I will promise you everything, I'm sorry, Xichen, it's all my careful eyes, it's all my sincerity that I have disappointed." Tianyi pressed Xichen's face close to his chest, and tears slipped down instantly, Cangnan and I looked at each other and smiled, walked out of the ward gently, and did not forget to close the door for them intimately.

In every woman's heart, all mistakes can be forgiven for the person she loves the most, but you are not allowed to make a little mistake in your life.

Willing to go to a place where you are willing to go even if it is rolling and climbing, it will be enthusiastic for you

Haoran and Xichen met during Tianyi's hospitalization, both of them are no longer the immature young boys and girls they were at the beginning, everyone understands that the future is a hurdle that cannot be returned, and the sugar left in the heart can no longer be taken out to taste, and this accident also made Xichen understand that there are always some things that should really pass from the heart, and they should really be let go, she said that it is not so desperate to let go sometimes, but she really understands that some things should really be passed, and some of the past is really impossible to come back, It's like a firework that disappears into the night sky, it's the most beautiful scenery you've ever seen, and it's the best memory when you remember it.

Looking at Xichen's faint eyebrows, her eyes are gentle, her makeup is slight, but her lipstick is strong, yes, unconsciously, we are all getting older and becoming vicissitudes, and the pace that cannot be stopped, when did we start to stop believing in love devoutly, no longer envy the vigorous love stories on TV, no longer hiding in the bed day and night and crying until we fell asleep for the original abandonment, we have all become rational and have become tolerant for the people we love, and take good care of ourselves for the people we love.

We all know that for Xichen, there is Tianyi on the side to give her warmth, but Haoran doesn't, he can't cry, he can't tear his heart and lungs, and he can't cry at us, so when he is uncomfortable, he begins to get used to chatting with Sister Qu Yan, maybe because both of them have sad past but can't say it, maybe it's because both of them are people who are abandoned by love, maybe it's because they both have a person in their hearts who wants to see but can't see, so the two people have a lot of common language.

I still remember the last time I went to Qu Yan's house, I saw Haoran and Qu Yan cooking in the kitchen, the sunlight spilled into the windowsill, everything looked so harmonious and peaceful, even Qu Qi, who was usually babbling, walked to the door and was about to go in, and when he was about to go in, he turned around and scratched the back of his head and whispered to me, "North end North end, do you think my sister will empathize and don't fall in love with red apricots out of the wall, haha." ”

"Do you say that about your sister? No matter how you say it, I bless your sister to find cherished it, how can you say that your sister is out of the wall? I beat Qu Qi's back and glared at him and said helplessly.

Qu Qi pouted and said dissatisfiedly while dodging, "Yes, my sister is really pitiful, she came back before she had time to tell the white family's Mrs. Yipin, but why hasn't that woman disappeared recently?" Is she really your sister doesn't feel like it at all, but like a poisonous tongue woman," he couldn't stop talking like this, and continued to fiddle with his beloved basketball gloating, "Thinking about it like this, my heart is so balanced, and the North Road is really pitiful, Bei Mo said yes, right?" ”

For the gossip and long tongue that a little boy like him shouldn't have, I naturally gave him a big roll of his eyes unceremoniously, and then remembered Beichu, who didn't come back with us, is she still used to it at home? Has she regained the warm memories of the past, and has she begun to return to the girl who was arrogant and swaying in the wind?

After we went home last time, Beilu originally hoped to take Beichu out together, hoping to help Beichu enroll in a cram school to relearn knowledge, he said that Beichu is still young and can still engage in the job he likes in the future, but Beichu insisted that he was very tired, and he didn't want to go out to go through the wind and rain for the time being, and see strangers again, just wanted to stay quietly in this familiar town and have a good rest, not to think about all the headaches, and no longer let his heart be afraid.

Mother is naturally the happiest about this, Beilu did not dissuade him after listening to Beichu's words, everything follows Beichu's wishes, as long as she is happy, Beichu smiled happily and said, "I can finally make up for my youth over the years, it's really good, it really makes me happy." ”

But I still remember Bei Chu's smiling expression, which made me feel a chill from behind, and the sentence that Bei Chu came after, "Bei Lu, you must be happy in your heart, you finally let you regain your freedom, right?" Rest assured, I won't forget to bring you my news. ”

Bei Lu's face changed suddenly, and he said embarrassedly, "How can you think like that, Bei Chu, of course I hope I can always accompany you." ”

Bei Chu passed by us gently, and then leaned closer to Bei Lu's ear and stared into his eyes and said with a smile, "Don't say it so nicely, don't forget what you did back then." ”

I didn't have time to think deeply about how deep the resentment in the heart of Beichu was, because the summer vacation is coming, the last summer vacation in college is coming, and it is also the last summer vacation of my student days, which also means that I will be separated from Cangnan for a while again.

Cangnan said that he had to go to France during the summer vacation to meet his mother, to meet his new father, and to attend his mother's wedding. After so many years, Cangnan is also very open to the love of his parents, and he misses his mother who has not seen him for two years, he will no longer say that he is sad, his heart is more free and easy, maybe like a friend like now The mode of getting along is the most comfortable mode for a foreign mother, for a tsundere son, Cangnan even took out a photo of his new father to show me, it was a handsome French man, and he looked quite young, Cangnan said with a dissatisfied face, "My mother is really, The old cow actually eats tender grass and finds a husband who is younger and more handsome than his son, is this like a word? ”

"No, I still think you're the most handsome, how can he compare to you?" I sat opposite Cangnan and fiddled with his bangs that were about to cover his eyes, and it became a standard middle part, I looked at Cangnan's hairstyle and couldn't help laughing, then ran behind him and raised my phone to take a picture of him, pinched his face and ordered, "Hurry up, make a face, you're going to leave me for two months, how can you leave me something more interesting?" I'll forget you. ”

It was just a joke of mine, but before leaving, Cangnan made me a set of emojis on a whim, and ordered me to remember to send it to him three times a day, and it must be sent to him one by one, but I didn't listen to what he was talking about while eating ice cream, he snatched my ice cream and said with a smile, "Yin Beimo, I'm really worried that you may really forget me, you see that for an ice cream, you obediently hand over your phone to me, and completely ignore me, I'm afraid you'll be kidnapped by someone else. ”

I smirked at Cangnan, and then made a serious expression, and when he relented and returned the ice cream to me, he instantly turned his head and continued to concentrate on eating the ice cream, listening to his voice next to him, I felt that everything was so smooth to my heart, everything was so happy, I had my favorite snacks in my hands, the most intimate boyfriend by my side, and the blazing sun above my head, if life was a journey, then I would rather walk slowly on campus like this all my life, talking and laughing with my favorite people under the shade of the trees, laughing and playing.

Cangnan set me a daily must-have task, and also bought me a delicate graffiti book to let me record the mood of missing him every day, saying that I would check my results when I came back, I took the graffiti book with a smile and asked him, "How do you know that I will miss you, I am so busy every day how can I have time to miss you." ”

As soon as he heard my words, he immediately rushed at me like a child, "That's not good, how can you miss me, how pitiful I am, you don't want to go to France with me and let me go to such a far place, what if I get lost?" Why don't you come with me? ”

Cangnan's eyes were bright, and he looked at me expectantly and said with a smile, in fact, I knew that this was his strategy, because he understood that it was impossible for me to go to France with him, so I would definitely feel sorry for him in my heart, so I would smile and agree to any of his small requests, which boosted his confidence even more.

As early as a few months ago, Cangnan told me that he was going to France, and then invited me to meet his mother with him, Cangnan said that sooner or later he would see his mother-in-law, and no matter how ugly his daughter-in-law was, he would have to meet his in-laws, wouldn't he? I listened to the latter sentence, and without hesitation, I twisted his ears and yelled, "Who do you say is the ugly daughter-in-law, is she obviously a virtuous and gentle girlfriend?" Besides, I haven't decided that I want to stay with you for the rest of my life? ”

"Oh, my aunt, you are the most beautiful, gentle, virtuous, and sensible woman in the world, all of them are small and have eyes and don't know Taishan," and then he begged me for mercy with tears in his eyes, "You can spare the little one, and go to France with the little one, okay?" ”

"You're wrong again, I'm the most beautiful in the universe, I'm right, go back at night and write a thousand-word review, Baidu is not allowed to plagiarize." I let go of my hands, smiled close to his ear, and said with a wicked smile, then clapped my hands and walked forward without looking back.

Cai Qiang always looked at me and Cangnan fighting with confusion, and always sighed when I bullied Cangnan, "What a sin, why did you say that such a good and cute man was planted in your hand?" Why didn't a school pet come to my arms? ”

Lin Ersi took a sip of milk tea and stared at me with a wicked smile and said, "It is said that a flower is inserted in cow dung, dare to love you This is a wild flower and wants to occupy a piece of red land." ”

Her words instantly made the milk tea in my mouth squirt out in shock, and then everyone burst into laughter, I blushed and chased Lin Ersi to play in the dormitory, and then decided to change the topic in a whim, and then stared at Cai Rape and said with a smile, "Cai Ye, why don't you have a little cute pet?" Don't forget what you do, you decided to go on a honeymoon during the summer vacation, didn't you? It's faster than I thought it would be. ”

Sure enough, as I expected, everyone's focus was shifted to Cai Qiang's body, facing our three pairs of eyes staring at her without blinking, Cai Qiang actually blushed unnaturally, and then stretched out his hand to knock on our heads and roared, "What kind of honeymoon trip, just go on a trip together, we're just simple travel friends, it's just like that, you are not allowed to talk nonsense?" ”

We hurriedly nodded like chickens pecking rice, no matter how we say it, it is still a matter of life, especially in the face of a female man with a black belt in taekwondo, the three of us have been subdued by Cai Qiang with verbal violence and action violence in the past few years.

In fact, we only learned not long ago that Cai Qiang and He Xiaoxiao were plotting to go hiking together this summer, although the two of them had a big quarrel because of the location, and because of the time, they couldn't persuade them because of the scuffle, but what they didn't expect was that the two of them didn't give up their plans like this, and they actually reached a consensus of all opinions at the last moment.

Just talking and crying, the footsteps of the summer vacation are coming quietly, the days of separation are close at hand, although Cangnan and I rarely mention the things of separation, but both of them are reluctant to do so, Cangnan has resumed the grandmother mode, often unconsciously come out of a sentence to remember to bring an umbrella on a rainy day, you must not forget to bring the key when you go out, you must go to the doctor in time when you are sick, etc., always talk about it makes me want to cry.