Chapter 12 In those years, the future is so far away that it has no shape, and we are so simple that we have no troubles

But Yin Taoze's attitude made Bei Chu even more annoyed, she originally wanted to use her own unhappiness to make Yin Taoze unhappy, or maybe she just wanted to care more, seeing Yin Taoze smiling unhurriedly, Bei Chu was very angry.

She began to find someone to vent, and she also began to meet some senior classmates, and came home late every day.

At that time, when we were in elementary school, we always felt that we had grown up in junior high school, and we felt very majestic when we looked at the students in the senior grades, but at that time, we were already in junior high school, and we no longer went to school with us.

She began to make new friends, good or bad, we didn't have the extra energy to understand, Yin Taoze and his mother also had no leisure time to study and live in Beichu because they were busy with the business of the restaurant.

Haoran still likes Xichen so much, every time he talks about Xichen, he will blush unconsciously, once Xichen has a few more lollipops in his schoolbag, we are all surprised and feel incredible.

In the days that followed, more snacks appeared in Xichen's school bag, sometimes candy, sometimes biscuits, and even two large buns at one point.

Xichen and I were very scared, wondering if this was food with drugs, so we didn't dare to move, that era happened to be the era of the rise of drug psychedelics, so we were worried for several days.

It wasn't until Beilu accidentally said that he leaked his mouth and exposed Haoran, that we suddenly realized.

If I have something, the first thing I can't hide is North Road, he knows me like that, as long as I have a trace of heart in my heart, as long as my brow is a little wrinkled, as long as the corners of my mouth are a little unhappy, he will be the first to notice, I told the distress in my heart to North Road, at first he didn't say it, just a strong promise to me that I can rest assured, there will never be the kind of dangerous things we think.

"How can you guarantee that? You don't know who put it in Xichen's schoolbag, what if it's a lewd uncle? "The more I thought about it, the more wrong it became, the more anxious I became, and I couldn't help but cry in a hurry.

When Beilu saw me crying so sadly, he couldn't bear it, and as soon as he was nervous, he said, "Who said I didn't know?" ”

"Do you really know? I'll just say it must have something to do with you. Xichen came out in time and pointed to Beilu with a wicked smile and looked at Beilu, who hurriedly covered his mouth but was obviously too late, and approached him step by step, "Yin Beilu, I know that you are the most honest person, it is absolutely impossible for you to do it yourself, give you three seconds to think about it, and quickly recruit what you know." ”

Beilu looked at us with a surprised face, and then realized that he had fallen for our bitter tricks, sighed and regretted, and regretted in disbelief, "A woman's heart is really a needle under the sea, you actually lied to me, and you disappointed me so much." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, hurry up and recruit truthfully." Xichen completely ignored Beilu's pretending to be pitiful, and continued to speak viciously.

Suddenly, I felt that Beilu was a little pitiful, every time I was bullied by us, every time Haoran threatened and oppressed from his mouth in order to find out our news, every time Beichu had something or went out to play crazy, he also asked Beilu to help her guarantee or directly pull Beilu out together, and then went to play alone, left Beilu in the same place and waited for her to go home, and naturally went home and had to be scolded.

Especially Yin Taoze didn't dare to say Beichu, so he could only preach to Beilu, blaming him for a boy who didn't take care of girls, although Beichu was one year older than Beilu.

But Beilu never took these to heart, and next time he would accompany Beichu to play crazy, and be her bodyguard and scapegoat, so Beilu is the biggest breakthrough for all of us, and it is also our best reliance.

After that incident, Xichen has been avoiding Haoran, seeing Haoran also detouring, Haoran was so anxious that he kept blaming Beilu for betraying him, I couldn't bear to see Beilu being so wronged, after all, he was in a hurry to say it because he was sad to see me, so I promised Haoran to let Xichen return to the way he was before, so they could get back together.

Xichen said that in fact, she didn't hate Haoran, but she was very scared, her parents were teachers, so she was naturally very shy about the relationship between male and female classmates, and she was also very strict with Xichen's discipline, Xichen finally promised that as long as Haoran studied hard and was in the top ten in the class in the final exam, she promised to be friends with Haoran.

This promise undoubtedly gave Hao Ran enough motivation to study, he bought ten notebooks in one go, copied all the notes that had fallen within a week, and sat up straight in every class, staring at the blackboard with wide eyes, and his attentive expression could be photographed and put on the brochure.

Beilu said that since he knew Hao Ran, he had never seen Hao Ran study so hard, and his mother promised him that as long as his grades improved by ten places, he would buy him the latest skates and did not let him study hard for three days, and finally he took the initiative to give up skates, so in our impression that reading is Haoran's black hole, and the things he is most afraid of are doing homework and exams, and the top three in their class are exchanged for him never being able to jump out of that circle.

Since he had this thought, Hao Ran rarely went out to play anymore, and the first thing he did after class was to rush to the side of the North Road to ask questions or knowledge points that he didn't understand, but the North Road said that his foundation was not laid well, so he basically didn't understand it.

Sometimes Beilu couldn't help yelling at him when he was annoyed by the question, if it was before, Haoran would have been impatient to throw the book on the ground and fight with Beilu, but now instead of getting angry, he flattered Beilu with a hippie smile, "Oh, you see why you are so impatient, what is the relationship between the two of us, you can tell me about it." ”

We also secretly went to see Haoran studying at home after school, originally asked him to go out to catch crabs, but I didn't expect him to push us out of the door and say that he wanted to review his homework, and then locked the door to apologize to us, "Brothers and sisters, I'm sorry, I will be punished by you when I pass this catastrophe." ”

We are people who have watched how hard Hao Ran has worked for Xichen all the way, from childhood to adulthood, from the first sight to the moment of separation, from the simplest thing to the most difficult thing, from the thing he is most happy to the thing he is most afraid of, in order to be able to win Xichen's favor side by side with Xichen, he is willing to try and work hard.

So until I called Haoran, I always thought that in this world, except for Xichen's parents, the person who is most unlikely to give up Xichen is Haoran.

Until a long, long time later, I didn't have time to ask Haoran, how could I be willing to let go so easily when I was so desperately happy, and wouldn't I be in a hurry to turn back when I think of those innocent years?

It's just that later Haoran still didn't get into the top ten, a difference of five places, and his mother was so happy that day that she almost ran to tell each other, and prayed to God to worship the Buddha and knelt on the ground for a night and said, "Guanyin Bodhisattva who saves suffering, thank you for finally making him angry, so that my life has hope." ”

However, Xichen still became good friends with Haoran, because Xichen just said casually at the time and didn't expect Haoran, who was usually a hanger, to take it so seriously, so she herself was shocked, and she was even more impressed with Haoran, but she didn't expect Haoran to care so much about herself, which made Xichen suddenly have a good impression of Haoran, and she was no longer as annoying and irritable as before.

The night before the parent-teacher meeting, Beichu had a big fight with her, and she yelled at her mother, "You know all day long about money, you know about this man, do you still have my daughter in your heart?" ”

Adolescence came quietly inadvertently, and Bei Chu's heart became more and more sensitive, but after she said that, she got a loud slap in exchange for a loud slap, breaking the silence of the night, and also breaking the grievances that Bei Chu had accumulated for a long time.

At that age when love was needed, at that age when even the air was filled with rebellion, Bei Chu's heart was really broken, although she bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from crying, but I knew that it was the first time she was beaten, and it wasn't when she was a child, not when she was a child, she could turn around and forget, so she must be sad.

I persuaded Bei Lu and comforted her for a long time, but she didn't listen at all, or didn't want to listen, until Yin Taoze came in to educate and communicate with her, he didn't comfort Bei Chu for the first time, but criticized harshly, that was the first time he accused Bei Chu, or at such a moment.

Bei Chu was very unconvinced at the beginning, but as he spoke, the two of them suddenly had a heart-to-heart, Bei Chu poured out all his grievances with his dissatisfaction, and Yin Taoze no longer blamed her, but just gently enlightened Bei Chu, which was the first time that Bei Chu told his heart so thoroughly, we were all stunned.

For girls, the thick wall built in her heart, in fact, collapsed at that moment, it only takes a suitable time, you break the false heart wall, and go into the depths of her heart, all the hatred, all the impatience, all the dislike seems to become less important, so that is also the end of the North Chu's boredom with Yin Taoze and the Cold War.

Later, ten minutes before the parent-teacher meeting began, Yin Taoze rushed to the classroom of Beichu, at that time, the parents of all the classmates were already sitting in the children's seats, only the seats of Beichu were empty, and the sunlight shone in more conspicuously, and some students who studied well deliberately walked in front of Beichu and asked her malicefully, "Yin Beichu, your parents won't be embarrassed to come because of your poor grades, right?" It seems that you are really unpleasant. ”

Just when Bei Chu was about to quarrel with others, Yin Taoze appeared, he sat in Bei Chu's position with his head held high, and lovingly called her over, which suddenly moved Bei Chu to tears.

A real family probably doesn't change with time, as long as it's sincere, no matter how long time makes you wait, one day all the barriers will melt.

I clearly remember that Yin Taoze actually doesn't like to talk, but he will search for jokes on the Internet in order to make me and Beichu happy, and then deliberately make himself very funny, and Beichu and I are also very cooperative and laughing.

I clearly remember Yin Taoze carrying me to school on a snowy day, carrying her to the hospital when Beichu was sick, his shoulders were slightly wet, that was the temperature wet with sweat, it was not too generous but very warm breath, was that the feeling of father?

I clearly remember that Yin Taoze Education North Road must take good care of me, because I am a younger sister, I must let Beichu because she is a girl, he takes care of this family so seriously, because he always says how difficult this family is, he said that it is something he didn't even dare to think about before.

When he said this, I always felt that it was too exaggerated, and it wasn't until later that I realized that maybe for him, it was really not an exaggeration at all, and it was really a wish that he didn't dare to expect, so he would take care of it carefully.

The two words that Yin Taoze taught me the most are to cherish, cherish the hard-won happiness, and cherish every time together, because you don't know how much time you need to spend in the future to remember these years.

After I have a home, I really don't feel that I am any different from others, and after I have a home, I can sleep soundly, and my dreams are also fragrant.

I rarely talk to Cangnan about the things I did when I was a child with Beilu, and I don't even talk about how I spent my days without Beilu's company, so he doesn't understand how deep my feelings for Beilu are, so he doesn't understand how uncomfortable he feels when he misunderstands me and Beilu.

In those years, I thought about how good it was to be like this, even if I didn't look at the outside world, even if I was just doing this as a frog at the bottom of the well, I was happy to look at the little sun overhead, and I didn't mind not seeing the reality and helplessness outside.

The days passed unhurriedly, we walked farther and farther, and it seemed that in the blink of an eye, I also caught up with their pace on the north road and embarked on the journey of junior high school.

One cold night, Beilu and Beichu haven't gone home very late, and they have long been accustomed to them often going home in darkness at night, so we didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and there was nothing unaccustomed, because there was Beilu here, and he was so down-to-earth and steady.

They didn't come back until it was almost eleven o'clock, and the mother began to get worried, fidgeting and walking around, "This child, why hasn't he come back?" Nothing will happen, right? ”

"Don't think about it, maybe it's a make-up class, and nothing will happen." Yin Zetao looked calm on the surface, but his eyes looked out of the door from time to time, and his brows were tightly locked.

As he was about to put on his clothes and go out to look for them, the rapid ringing of the phone broke the frozen air.

The voice on the other end of the phone made us even more worried, Bei Chu was almost crazy on the phone, she shouted hoarsely, "Mom and Dad, come and save Beilu, he seems to be dying, he has shed a lot of blood." ”

Her words made everyone break out in a cold sweat, and their hearts were suddenly startled, it was Yin Taoze who answered the phone at that time, although he was very worried, but in order to keep us from being too anxious, he still pretended that it was nothing serious.

But I heard them talking about the North Road, and I heard him tell the North Beginning not to panic, and I heard the fierce cry of the North Beginning over there, and my heart immediately plucked as if I couldn't breathe, and there was an ominous premonition that seemed to engulf me.

As if it was a subconscious instinct, I walked over and grabbed the microphone in Yin Taoze's hand and hurriedly asked Beichu over there, "Is there something wrong with Beilu?" He must have had an accident, right? What happened to you at the beginning of the year? ”

"Beimo, I made a mistake, I let Beilu get injured, he shed a lot of blood, I'm so scared, what should I do?" Beichu's hysterical crying completely made my heart fall to the bottom, Beichu has rarely cried, if even she cried at a loss, it must be a very serious situation, I was sluggish all of a sudden, my head was blank, am I going to lose the north road like this? Is there no hope without warning?

But I can still hear Beilu's weak voice over there, he is still preventing Bei Chu from telling me that he is injured, he is still forcefully explaining that he is fine, but he has a little skin injury, he must have heard my voice, he must not want me to worry, Beilu is always like this, hiding all his badness to reassure me.

Yin Taoze and his mother asked me to stay at home, they went to see the situation on the North Road, although they said that they had news and told me, although they promised that it was the first time, but it was the North Road, he was not a stranger or a half-baked person, he was the best boy for me to accompany me for thousands of days and have been drenched in hundreds of heavy rains, how could I not be relieved if I didn't see the North Road with my own eyes? How could I possibly stay at home?

When we arrived at the hospital, Bei Chu was sitting outside the door of the operating room, I had never seen such a messy Bei Chu, her hair was messy, her whole body was curled up in a chair, her whole person was trembling, and she seemed to be abandoned by the whole world.

As soon as he saw us, he immediately cried and rushed over and hugged me tightly.

She cried into tears in my arms, her shoulders shook violently, and the whole person couldn't stop trembling, tears penetrated my clothes one by one, from the jacket to the undershirt and then into the skin, as if in an instant, she kept whispering, "Beimo is sorry, Beimo is sorry, it's all my fault, it's all me." ”

After a while, Bei Chu raised her head from my embrace, she grabbed my hand and slammed it into her face, I was startled, and quickly helped her rub her red face, she said with tears in her eyes, "You beat me Bei Mo, you beat me to death, you do your best to punish me, I will never fight back." ”

"Beichu, what are you talking about, now that the North Road is still inside, let's not do stupid things, okay? He will be safe and sound on the north road, he is so good and likes the world so much and is so reluctant to us, so he will definitely be fine. I took her hand and sat down on the chair next to her and said firmly.

It seemed to be comforting her, as if he was comforting himself, maybe he was encouraging her to cheer up, and it seemed to be calming down his pounding heart.