Chapter 11 She said that it was good not to see each other again in this life, but she panicked when he was covered with wind and frost

The same people came back at different times, carrying a few worldly tumbles, stained with a few winds and frosts, but fortunately they did not forget the way home, and fortunately they did not forget the old people.

My mother used to be disappointed when others asked about Yin Taoze, and she slowly turned into an expressionless sigh, and finally turned into an unwilling heart, like a mouthful of bitter water, all poured into the depths of her throat, hurting her throat and hurting her heart.

She said, it's good to be gone, and I can be less sad and return to the previous peace. She said, let's go, let's go, let's go, don't come back. She said that even if I came back, I would not relent, and even if I came back and knocked on my door, I would pick up a broom and kick him out.

Women are probably always animals with different hearts, and women are probably always deliberately talking about fools who are still missing with tears in their eyes.

They came back and stood at the door of our house, just like the dust and dust at the beginning, as hesitant as at the beginning, but in the blink of an eye, it was no longer because they were worried that the money would not be enough, but because they were worried about whether their lover could treat him the same as before.

I was doing my homework with Xichen in my room, and when I heard my mother's crying and arguing, I thought it was Beichu who was out in trouble and someone else's mother was making trouble.

"Let's go, since you're gone, don't come back, let's go!" Mom pressed her hand against the door to prevent Yin Taoze and them from coming in, tears poured out, and she had already cried into a tearful person.

Yin Taoze's voice outside the door came, his face was only exposed in the door wind, but his eyes were also full of tears, his heart ached, his voice was full of guilt and deep helplessness, he kept apologizing and saying sorry, he said that he left because he felt that he was not worthy of my mother's happiness, because he wanted my mother to live a better life, it was his fault full of inferiority complex.

I walked over to the crack in the door, I wanted to look at the north road, to see if he was still the same thin, to see if he was still the same kind of gentle eyes and smile, to see if he still remembered what Bai Beimo had said and sung as always.

Perhaps the biggest difference between children and adults is that children think that as long as they come back, they will be happy, but adults will always think a lot and will be entangled in why they want to leave and why they want to come back, in fact, sometimes the more they grow up, the more insecure they become.

But I couldn't see the face of Beilu, I saw his feet standing outside the door, and I tried to reach out to touch him but found that I couldn't reach him, so I desperately called his name.

He finally heard it, slowly approached the door, slowly approached the door, and appeared in the crack of the door, his face was still the same with clear eyebrows, but the dark circles under his eyes were a little heavier, but the haggard on his face was a little more serious.

I used to wonder if I would be able to recognize his face when I didn't come back from the North Road in the future, and it wasn't until this moment that I realized that there are some people living in your heart, no matter how long they have been tossing and turning, and the long-lost familiarity from the bottom of my heart will never be changed by the passage of time.

"Then why are you coming back now? Wouldn't you just let me live a better life? What are you coming back for? My mother's hoarse voice came, cold tears dripping down my head, and her tone was full of resentment, resentment that had accumulated over the past few hundred days, why he had been so ruthless to walk away, and that he had let these hundreds of days never end.

Yin Taoze paused, sighed deeply, and said slowly, word by word, "I overestimated my ability to bear, I thought I could let go and let you find a better person, but I was in pain every day, I was afraid that you would really be snatched away by others, so I couldn't help it, I rushed back non-stop I can't let you be taken away." ”

This sentence alone is enough, all the resentment, all the pain, all the anger, all the grievances, all the sadness and anger melt into these few words, all the heartache and pain do not need to be explained, with this sentence, you no longer need more words to understand that you and I are the same suffering, and we will no longer ask why you want to come back, but how glad you are back.

Yin Taoze's words instantly turned my mother's last bit of resistance into nothing, she turned around and opened the door and hugged Yin Taoze tightly, although I was standing by the door and I was dizzy and dizzy by her slamming the door open, and my forehead was red, but seeing this picture seemed to turn all the pain into honey, sweet in my heart.

"Kitamo, how are you, are you okay?" Beilu hurriedly ran in to help me up, the pity in his eyes was the same as before, his face reappeared in my eyes, his voice penetrated into my eardrums again, and his whole person could be easily touched again.

I grabbed Beilu's hand and slapped myself hard, the severe pain hit, I hugged Beilu with joy, and shouted excitedly, "Beilu, you're really back, I'm really not dreaming, you're really back, haha, Beilu is back, Beilu is back!" ”

I turned around and pulled the stunned Xichen to the side of the North Road, "Xichen Xichen, look, this is the North Road, which is the North Road I often tell you, I didn't lie to you, he is really good-looking and different, right?" ”

North Road blushed embarrassedly after hearing my words again, we looked at his shy appearance and instantly laughed, the North Road like a little girl also returned, all states of North Road returned, a complete North Road returned.

Later, Xichen said that scene was the most exciting scene she had seen in more than ten years, although she didn't understand what was going on, but she was still deeply shocked, shocked by the whole story, and even a little envious of those of us who have had so many stories since childhood, can be so sad and joyful, and the ups and downs are also a kind of happiness.

I couldn't wait to lead Beilu and Xichen out to find Bei Chu and Haoran and share this good news with them, they would definitely not be able to believe their eyes, and they would definitely think they were dreaming like me.

Sure enough, as I expected, we met Bei Chu and Hao Ran on the way, they were just about to go home, we recognized their figures from a long distance, I told Bei Lu to hide behind the big tree next to him and not come out first, and then Xi Chen and I walked to Bei Chu and said with a smile, "I'll tell you a good news, North Road is back, North Road is back to the team!" ”

Bei Chu unceremoniously knocked on my head as usual and said disdainfully, "You stupid girl is crazy about Beilu, he won't come back, he will come back sooner." ”

I winked mischievously and asked her unconvinced, "How are you going to reward me if I conjure up the North Road?" How about socks for a month? ”

The so-called socks for a month is that she washes my socks for a month, which is a bet we often trade, but almost every time I lose, so I have to earn it back this time.

"Okay! One month is one month. Bei Chu looked at a few pairs of blazing eyes next to her, and she could only agree stiffly.

As soon as I saw that the plan had succeeded, I hurriedly ran back and pulled out the North Road and brought it to them, Bei Chu rubbed his eyes desperately in disbelief, turned the North Road over and over again, and finally hugged the North Road fiercely, Bei Chu, who rarely cried, actually cried, couldn't say a word, just took care of himself and cried vigorously, until Hao Ran, who was stamping his feet on the side, said anxiously, "Hey, Bai Beichu, I said that you have hugged enough, don't be like your husband, I haven't hugged it yet." ”

After saying this, Haoran hugged Beilu very cheekily, and the appearance of beating his chest made us all laugh, but he still didn't think he had acted enough, and still pretended to wipe his tears desperately, in fact, there was no trace of wetness at all, and the sensational tone was very funny, "Brother, you are finally back, you don't know that you are not there, I am about to be bullied to death by their group of girls, it's good to come back, it's good to come back, and in the future, our brothers will join forces to fight all over the world." ”

After finishing speaking, he still held Beilu's hand all the way and refused to let go, Bei Chu kept laughing at him in the back, "Haoran, do you want to be shameless, a boy still holds a boy's hand, are you a girl?" ”

"Is it only allowed for you girls to hold hands, not for us boys to hold hands, what's the reason, besides, this is my brother and no one else." Haoran didn't care about Bei Chu's words at all, he still held Beilu's hand and didn't let go, and didn't forget to turn around and grimace at us, like a villain who had succeeded in his conspiracy.

Bei Chu was so angry that he raised his fist to hit him, but he was thrown into the air by a flexible dodge, Haoran and Bei Chu got along for a long time, so he naturally knew when Bei Chu would hit people without looking at it, and she generally fought back and forth in just these places, we all know Bei Chu's tactics and can dodge flexibly.

Anyway, we were very happy that day, after all, the North Road finally returned, they left and went to a city construction site, the North Road said that there were all high-rise buildings, but he didn't like the kind of dusty place at all, he said that on the day he left, he was also suddenly woken up by his father and said that he was going to pack up and leave here, so there was no sign at all, there was no preparation, in order not to let us misunderstand and be sad, so he hurriedly wrote down the note and left it on the table.

Beilu told us that every day after we left, he would miss us, he would recall the good times we had together, he remembered the many little things we did, and remembered that when we went to play together, although we could only drink a bowl of vegetable soup with less vegetables, we were still very happy, as if we had done a particularly great thing, and after we went back, we were also trained for stealing the pot at home. Kitaji said that he also left and waited to grow up, because he thought that when he grew up, he could come back to see us.

After they came back this time, they lived in our house, and Yin Taoze and his mother were officially together.

When my grandmother came to see us, she heard her talking to her mother, her face was solemn, and she said to her mother worriedly, "Pingping, you have to think about it, it seems a bit inappropriate to have no ID card, do you really plan to live together like this and don't want to protect it?" ”

"Oh Mom, you just put a hundred hearts, you also saw it, Tao Ze is really an honest person, there is no certificate without a certificate, as long as the family lives in harmony with Meimei." Mother helped her grandmother and replied with a smile, her face was sweetness that could not be hidden, she sighed and said, "Half of my life has passed in a blink of an eye, and the child is so old, and he doesn't ask for anything more, peace and security are better than anything else." ”

That night was the night before my mother and Yin Taoze's wedding, and I was trying to sleep with my mother, and Bei Chu laughed at me with contempt, "Bai Beimo, how old are you and you still have to sleep with your mother, shame." ”

But that day I heard my mother's words, I was suddenly very afraid that there was no such woman in my life, I looked at the wrinkles in the corners of her eyes, I used to think that my mother was so beautiful and gentle, even when she shed tears and hit us, it was also touching.

But the years, it's really urging people to grow old all of a sudden, and she can no longer coax me to sleep, and then she will have three children, and there is a large family that needs to be cooked, I suddenly understood something, and suddenly felt a little sorry for her.

"Beichu, you have to remember, in the future, you will no longer follow my surname Bai, you will have a surname with Beilu in the future, you all have the surname Yin, you all have a common father, and Beilu will be Beichu's younger brother in the future, and Beimo's elder brother, you have to be sensible and listen to them and don't let your mother worry about knowing?" My mother called us to her with a solemn face and explained to us seriously.

Bei Chu pursed the corners of her mouth and didn't speak, because she was reluctant in her heart, but if she didn't agree, Beilu would leave, and she was even more unwilling.

I nodded gently, in fact, I am very happy, whether Yin Taoze is my father or not, whether he will be as powerful and tall as Nini's father, but I am very happy, because Beilu is my brother from now on, that is, he has the same surname as me, lives under the same roof, and will never leave easily in the future, because this is our home, our common home, and he no longer has to worry about not finding his way home.

From that day on, there was no Baibeimo, no Baibeichu, and no Yin Lu in this town. Some are just Yin Beimo, as well as Yin Beichu and Yin Beilu, which sound like biological brothers and sisters, like a family without any difference.

The wedding of mother and Yin Taoze is very simple, it is nothing more than inviting relatives and friends in the town to come over for dinner, and everyone will witness their union together, so as to avoid gossip in the future, and some are just called two husband and wife.

On the day of the wedding, my mother drank a lot of wine and was very happy, but she cried with a smile and a smile, she grew up with me and Beichu alone for so many years, she can finally have someone to take good care of her, maybe it's crying with joy, I'd rather think like this.

My grandmother thought the same way, she hugged me and said quietly, I hope this one is not like your father, so that your mother can also have a relaxed life.

Beilu was very intimate to cook sobering soup for my mother, he was always so careful for the sake of others, even if he didn't talk much, he would silently use his actions to be good to others, he was moved to cry again, he said happily, "Beimo do you know? I never dared to imagine that one day I would have so many families, I never thought that there would be a mother, my father always said that my mother didn't want me anymore, because she hated us for being poor, but I was not sad anymore, because I met such a good family. ”

Let all the suffering and all the unhappiness be away from us at this moment, and let our family be happy like this. I sat on the roof with my hands folded and prayed.

It will be the best years of my life, the most carefree years, although the time of those years is rushed, but it is worth my life to miss, because our life is only so long, so I will enjoy it first, so that I can have a little memory in the future, and I can think of some good memories in my heart and mind.

After my mother and Yin Taoze got married, Beilu lived in our house, Yin Taoze did not go out to look for a job again, he and his mother worked hard to run the family restaurant, the guests were still the same as before, maybe there were more, in short, the smile on my mother's face was obviously several layers, although the two of them had gotten up early in the morning to prepare the materials for the morning, although they waited until we went to bed at night, they were still busy outside calculating today's income and tomorrow's business, and then fell asleep with good wishes.

When the store was not busy, his mother would teach Yin Taoze to stir-fry, and slowly, Yin Taoze's cooking skills became first-class, and he was unambiguous in cooking, so his mother bought a gas stove and a large pot.

Because the food in the store is fast and delicious, business is gradually booming, and life is getting more and more hopeful.

Everything seems to be on the way to realizing the good wish step by step, but Bei Chu is still unwilling to accept Yin Taoze, in her heart, there are too many jokes and bad things about her stepparents when she was a child, she has no way to really believe in a man who suddenly came to our lives and was suddenly close to us, and this man has to replace one of the two most important men in her life.

It is precisely like this, Beichu has never been willing to call Yin Taoze's father, and sometimes he reluctantly calls uncle when he sees it, and his mother looks at Beichu and sighs unconsciously, but Beichu has been a strong child since he was a child, as long as it is what she thinks, what she wants to do Unless you convince her, even nine cows can't pull it back.

My grandmother told me that in fact, when Beichu was still young, our father was still there, so although Beichu didn't have much impression of my father, there was a particularly indescribable attachment, and then before I was born, my father ran away from home and never came back, and those days were the most difficult days for my mother, and when she saw me, she would think of her negative husband and couldn't help but vent her resentment.

Yin Taoze was not angry or in a hurry, he smiled and comforted his mother, it's okay, this kind of thing can't be rushed, take your time.